Prologue
I never thought that I would be where I am today. I never thought that I would be have to see my family this way. I have been sick for quite a while,most of my teenage years to be exact. I've been through hundreds of treatment programs, but none of them working. And here I sit on my death bed not worrying about death itself but just worrying about what it will do to my family. The doctors said that it will give them some piece of mind to write down my whole life story, so I fully intend to do just that but first in order to write my past I have to relive it starting from the beginning.
I grew up in the small rainy town Forks, Washington. My parents are Esme and Carlisle Cullen, they are the best and most supporting people ever. If it weren't for them or James I wouldn't have made it this far. I have three brothers and I'm proud to admit I'm the youngest and the best. My oldest brother is Edward he is the fastest runner in the entire world, then we have Jasper he's very sensitive witch makes him very easy to talk to, and last but not least is Emment, the easiest way to describe him is a extremely strong teddy bear. I am married and I have two small children. James my husband is an amazing hunter very he never lets me see him hunt. He says that once I see him put a bullet in the head of whatever I would never let him touch me again, whitch is kinda true. My children are twelve and fourteen. Nick is my big boy he puts on such a brave face but I know he's dying inside. My little princess emma lookes up to her big brother and with my cancer coming back I think she's just starting to grasp the fact that 'mom might not be coming home ever again' and it breaks my heart to put everyone through pain.