I Still Love You
Author's Note: Sorry I haven't posted fics in a while, my mom's in the hospital and I've been visiting her everyday. Finally had time to sit down and write down my thoughts. Let me just say that I HATE the idea of Kevin becoming evil again, but I gotta admit these angst Kevin 11,000 fics are pretty good!
Disclaimer: I don't own Ben 10 and I never will! Although if I had a lot of money I would buy the rights for it and make HUGE improvements! Sadly I can't
Gwen found herself staring out her bedroom window at the moon thinking about her past. Just five years ago she had been the happiest girl in the world, she had her family, her newly developed powers, her Plumber's badge, and someone to love. That someone had kept her company through thick and thin, through sad and happy times, sadly he was no longer by her side.
Thinking about him made the pain worse. If only he could come back to her and she could cry into his arms and beg him to stay. Unfortunately this was not to be. She knew she could never ask him to stay. It would put them both in danger. He was now the most wanted con artist and tech dealer in the galaxy, and she was the President of the Earth. They could never be seen together.
Him, she found it hard to even say or think his name. To make it easier to bear she never said his name. She even stopped talking to Ben about her feelings. He would just constantly remind her that Kevin was evil now, he was too far gone, and there was no way to bring him back to good. Kevin, her true love, her only love. She had never felt that way about anyone before, and now that special man who stole her heart ripped it to shreds with his betrayal.
It was just a simple tech deal, Argit coaxed him into it. Money had always been his weakness along with his car. He then became more immersed in that world, and stopped going on missions, and spending time with her. Gwen followed him one day just to see what he was up to, and realized he had been dealing dangerous high level tech to some crime lords. She couldn't believe it, her sweet loving Kevin, who had gone from bad to good, was now starting to go bad again. Maybe the way she reacted to the whole thing, how she screamed at him made him finally crack. He stopped talking to her and Ben and she only hoped he would come back some day. That day never came, before they knew it he was one of the most wanted men in the galaxy. He had gained his old reputation back, he was no longer respected but feared. The new Kevin was gone, the old one had returned.
"I still love you Kevin." She said out to the stars. "I know you can't hear me, but I wish I could tell you this in person. I love you, I have never stopped loving you. You brought me happiness and joy back when we were together, and I miss you, the Kevin I know and love, not this evil monster you have become!" Gwen let the tears she had been holding in finally flow down her cheeks, she sat down and laid her head on the windowsill as she sobbed. "I wish there was a way to make you good again. I wish we could be together again, I wanted to have a future with you Kevin and you ruined that for us!" She reminisced about all the dreams she had as a teenager, of her and Kevin's wedding, their kids and the perfect house and life. That was all she had ever hoped for them, and now she was alone and depressed. Ben said she would move on eventually, but after five years, she still couldn't embrace the circumstances. She loved him too much to simply forget about everything they had, the love they had once shared.
Author's Note: Reviews make me happy :) I'm thinking about adding another chapter to this, where Kevin visits her or something. Tell me what you think of that idea.