Memories were things that could bring both pain and joy. At the moment they were only bringing me pain.
Grissom,
I can't take this anymore. For years I have been playing your game. You would reject me, bring me an inkling of hope, and then push me away. For every step I made in our relationship, if that's what you would call it, you would take two steps back. You know very well how I feel. My heart will forever be yours, whether you want it or not. I'm tired of chasing rabbits. By coming to Vegas I was hoping that I could get you to feel the same as I do; to love me. I guess I was wrong. I trusted you more than I trusted anybody else. But, I guess I shouldn't have expected so much. As a man once said, "Death is not the greatest loss in life. The greatest loss is what dies inside us while we live." He was right. Death won't be my greatest loss in life, for I have already died.
Sara
Now, my memories are what brought me here.
Nick,
Thank you. For everything. You were my first friend here in Vegas, and a brother to me from the beginning. You gave me hope when I had none, and you showed me a good time. You were the first family I ever knew, and my best friend. I truly am sorry. But it can't be helped now.
Sara
Memories that hurt when I remembered them.
Greg,
You always made me smile. When I was in the worst of moods, you never failed to help me out. Thanks Greggo.
Sara
I wish I could say I regret bringing myself to this, but I can't.
Cath,
We started out rough, but in the end I'm glad we worked together. You helped me out during hard times and I can't thank you enough.
Sara
My only regrets were that I couldn't save myself.
Warrick,
You were always the quiet one. Whenever I needed time to think while on the clock, you gave it to me. You never bothered me with questions and always said what I needed to hear. Thank you and Goodbye.
Sara
And that I didn't say goodbye to my friends who became my family.