The world seemed so unfair.
It drove me out of my studies, and brought me friends and Haru.
I hated crying, and I definitely hated this heartbreak.
Why'd he have to kiss me and then leave me there?
All I had ever wanted to do was study not fall in love.
Haru was like poison, wasn't he?
He taints lives with what seems initially amazing then tears it to pieces.
I don't know why he led me on like this, and then broke my heart,
Wasn't love supposed to be kind not harsh?
I never knew that Yamaken cared so much.
He had shown up shortly after the break up, and attempted to comfort me.
Like me, comforting wasn't his strong suit, but he came and tried his best.
May be it helped me a little.
The hug that he awkwardly gave me was very awkward for us both.
Yamaken and I share some interests though we are very different people.
I wasn't expecting this though I wasn't expecting Haru either.
Yamaken and I aren't just friends anymore, and I worry sometimes that he'll leave me like Haru did.
My icy heart had thawed when I met and the others, so I have lost my own protection.
It comforts me somewhat to know that Yamaken and Haru are two completely different people.
I don't want my heart shattered again, so I hold on to only bits of faith in this relationship and put my heart in danger again of potential heartbreak as it is much too late now to pull away from him to protect my heart.