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/…blah…blah/- Harry's thoughts

[…blah…blah]- Remus' thoughts

{…blah…blah}- Severus' thoughts

"…blah…blah" Everyone speaking

Why Me?

Chapter One- Unwanted Gift

Harry woke yet again from a fitful slumber. It was the summer after his fifth year, he no longer had the frequent nightmare's from Voldemort…recently it had been about his loss of Sirius and then picturing all of the friends he had vanish just as quickly whilst he sat there utterly useless. He was dangerous to them and so he'd decided at the beginning of his sixth year he'd drive them all away to free them from most of the danger…then he'd inevitably have the final showdown with Voldemort and die…whilst hopefully taking the bastard with him.

Harry put on his glasses and sat down and wrote the letter he had to write every week to the Weasley's

I'm fine. Muggles are treating me well thanks to your warnings. See you later.

Harry Potter.

He turned and picked up his watch.

"Three a.m?" He sighed. He woke Hedwig and sent her with his letter…she wouldn't arrive at the Weasley's until a lot later anyway so nobody would question him about his sleeping habits. Harry sat the end of his bed trying not to think of anything…just to let his mind drift.

/So then…/ his mind woke up /The apology to Snape…hmm well I cant just write a letter, he wont take that seriously…but to apologise up front will give him a reason to tear me apart…again. Hmmm/ Harry's musings were cut short by a noise downstairs in the kitchen. He gulped gripping his wand.

/Maybe it's just Dudley out for an midnight snack…how many times have I been scared shitless because of that?/ Harry began to calm down a little he listened beside his Aunt and Uncles bedroom door.

/Sleeping like babies/ Harry smirked. The boy-who-lived approached the top of the stairs, only to be stopped dead in his tracks by a very, very, loud and disturbing noise. A huge grunting snore from Dudley. Harry became worried again, he tip-toed back to his room and grabbed his fathers invisibility cloak…if it was the Order, he could breath a sigh of relief and then listen to some reason or other as to why they were there…if it wasn't, well Harry didn't want to think about that.

Harry tiptoed down the stairs, remembering to skip the one that groaned like Harry did when he had potions.

"Shhhh! We're here to do a job Macnair so stop banging around and find those muggles…but remember…it's the Dark Lords gift to Potter so we cant have any fun with him…yet." Harry was in shock…/Malfoy? Out of Azkaban…oh shit…what do I do? Let Petunia, Vernon and Dudley die?…No! Even though I hate them I will not see them die because of me…just like…just like Sirius./ Harry summoned what little Gryffindor courage he had left and approached the kitchen steadily being careful not to breathe too heavily.

--12 Grimmauld Place--

"Albus! The wards around the Dursley's home have been breached!" Remus yelled.

"What?!" Dumbledore had not counted on this. "Quick go immediately!" He shouted.

"What of the others?" Remus asked.

"I will get them now you go!" Albus shouted. Remus nodded and apparated.

--Dursley residence--

"Alright Malfoy we'll play it your way." Macnair growled. Harry snuck behind them and was about to stun them when Lucius span around and pointed his wand at Harry's chest.

"Hello Mr. Potter." He smirked pulling off the invisibility cloak to reveal Harry in nothing more than his pyjama pants. "My, my, my you look as delectable as ever." The elder Malfoy dropped the cloak and stroked his hand down Harry's chest, the lean muscles he had earned from Quidditch tightened as he glared fiercely at the blond.

"He's got a glare to rival Snape's." Macnair guffawed.

"Indeed." Malfoy drawled pushing Harry's chin up to get a better look at his face.

Harry tightened his grip on his wand /Maybe I can hit him…his guard is definitely down./ Harry thought just as Remus burst through the back door into the kitchen.

"Malfoy!" He spat angrily.

"Ahhh Lupin…the only remaining Marauder and the only person who never responded to my flirting…how are you?" Malfoy smirked. Remus' eyes narrowed.

"Let him go Malfoy." He growled dangerously.

"Heh. Why?" Lucius asked grinning. Remus pulled out his wand and pointed it at Macnair.

"Let Harry go or I'll kill him!" Remus sneered.

"Oh yes what a loss." Malfoy laughed.

"Malfoy…" Macnair growled his eyes darting from Remus' wand to Lucius who was now pointing his wand directly at Harry's throat.

"Remus get out please!" Harry begged /I will not let him die! I will not lose him too!/

Lucius rolled his eyes and smirked,

"Here Mr. Potter is your gift!" Malfoy clicked his fingers and in came about six more Death Eaters and three Dementors. Malfoy then put a body bind on Harry and Remus.

"Get the Muggles." Malfoy ordered. /No please no!/ Harry could do nothing but watch as the Dursley's were dragged downstairs and thrown unceremoniously onto the floor in the kitchen. Malfoy sneered at Petunia.

"Lily definitely got the looks of your family I see."

"Now see here!" Vernon began. Malfoy smirked evilly and pointed his wand at the fat, red-faced man.

"Crucio." He smiled insanely. Vernon began screaming in pain he quickly began to convulse. "Finite Incatatem." Malfoy sighed, "No stamina." He drawled, the other Death Eaters began to laugh. Petunia was crying her eyes out and clutching her terrified son to her chest. Malfoy nodded at the first Dementor and it swooped in and performed its deadly kiss.

Harry's eyes began to tear up /This cannot be happening/ he thought desperately hoping it was just some screwed up dream and he would wake up soon.

"You!" Malfoy pointed to one of the Death Eaters, "Take this," He kicked Vernon in the ribs "To the front of the house and tie him up there...and make sure everyone can see him!" Then he pointed to Petunia. "Let him go now!" He sneered. Petunia began to shake her head quickly.

"Petrificous Totalus!" He stunned Petunia. Then he did the same to Dudley, the Cruciatus curse and then the Dementors kiss.

[ Where the hell is Dumbledore?! ] Then Dudley was taken outside and Petunia was tortured and the third Dementor gleefully performed its sinister kiss.

Harry couldn't bare this…he felt his mind shutting down…

/All my fault…all my fault…all my fault/ he couldn't shut the voice out. Lucius turned around and smirked at Harry as the Dementors flew away and the Death Eaters dissaperated. He ended the body bind holding Harry and then grabbed Remus and dissaperated with him. Harry could only stare in shock his mind was numb he felt dead…but deep down he knew he wasn't. Then the events of the night sunk in…

"Remus…" He whispered sadly "I'm sorry…it's all my fault…my fault."

"Harry!" Dumbledore raced in with Mad eye Moody, Tonks and Snape.

"I couldn't help any of them…Cedric…Sirius…Uncle Vernon…Aunt Petunia…Dudley…Remus…it's all my fault…why me? Why them…why?" Harry ignored the four adults.

"I'm gonna kill everyone…they all die because of me."

"Harry!" Dumbledore shouted trying to make the boy come around. Harry pulled his knees to his chest and began rocking backwards and forwards repeating the words 'my fault'. Dumbledore shook his head sadly and turned to the other members of the order.

"We must take him to Hogwarts immediately." They all nodded and left for Hogwarts.

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