Hi guys. I know I've only just completed my story 'overcoming changes' but I've been buzzing to write a new one shot, and here it is.
Disclaimer: The song lyrics are from the song 'paper cut' by Vanessa Hudgens.
This story is also all in Gabriella's point of view.

Your love hurts like a paper cut So sweet
Never even feel the slice, it's so deep
It seems so harmless but only at first
Like a paper cut the pain grows worse
It's not so much in the
words that you don't say
It's not when you act in a distant cold way
It's more in your eyes, how you look at me
Like you no longer care for what I see

I loved you, I cared for you, I would never dream of hurting you.

I thought you felt the same way.

I guess what I thought was wrong.

I trusted you; I knew straight away when I accepted your offer to be his girlfriend that I was in for a bit of ride. But I risked it all for you, just to be in your arms.

Because that's what your love did to me, it made me weak at the knees, like without you I couldn't stand on my own two feet, you controlled my emotions.

You told me you would never hurt me, so I believed you.

I knew you were a flirt, and I would always get jealous of those other cheerleaders, but it was harmless, and I coped.

The day it all changed however, it's still so clear to me, and it still hurts so much.

I remember walking into school, meeting you at your locker like every morning.

Only this time it was different.

Your eyes didn't sparkle.

Your lips weren't turned up into that smile you always gave me.

You didn't lean in and kiss me.

You just stood there, and watched me stare at you.

I couldn't understand what was wrong.

I didn't realise what you had done, what you was soon going to do.

You didn't talk to me that whole day.

I was so worried.

I came to your house that night, I peered through your window and I saw you.

The sight I saw still makes me tremble, and it still brings tears to my eyes.

It made me scream.

I banged fiercely on your window, begging for you to stop and let me in.

But you didn't.

So I did the only thing I could do to save you.

I smashed the large window and I climbed through, straight into your bedroom.

The sight in front of me made me feel sick with worry and confusion.

Your face was as white as a sheet.

Your eyes were cold, grey and distant.

Your hand was holding something.

I saw the empty bottle next to you on your bed.

You just looked at me.

I asked you why, I told you to stop.

I told you that I loved you and I needed you, and that you still had everything to live for.

I guess you disagreed.

The last words you said to me were "I love you Gabriella."

And then you popped the pills into your mouth.

And I watched you, because that's all I could do.

I held you that night, I held you in my arms and I kissed your head.

I can't even remember how many times I told you I loved you.

I guess I just wanted to make sure you knew.

The ambulance came that night.

They took you away from me.

You took yourself away from me.

I still can't understand why.

You had great friends, you had me.

You could have talked to me, I would have listened.

I could have helped you.

Your body just lay there, on the stretcher.

You were lifeless.

But I needed you.

I still do.

Whoever said that pain gets better in time is wrong.

Because the pain is only getting worse.

Each day I wake up and realise that it's another day without you by my side.

I miss you so much.

My life is empty without you, or your love.

Which is why I'm coming with you.

They are in my hand.

I brace myself, I swallow.

I feel drowsy.

I feel weak.

But I'm coming to meet you now.

We can be together again.

I heard it's a nice place.

Please wait for me.

I will be with you soon.

This is for you Troy.

This is all for you.