Stiles could see the truth practically written on Scott's face as they drove past the sign reading 'you are now leaving Beacon Hills' and figured now was the best time to make him confess.

" I don't know what your talking about " scott said unconvincingly to stiles who was sitting in the passenger seat of the jeep.

" Come on man were going to a cabin miles away from town for a bro bonding trip and your not even letting me drive my own car, just admit you think I'm going to go homicidal and kill someone "

" Seriously stiles you know that has nothing to do with this "

"Yer sure" He said stirringly

" Stiles why are you doing this " "doing what" " your trying to act like nothing else going on by ignoring the real problem"

"Yer and what the hell would that be ha" stiles snapped

"You man your dying, and I am trying so hard to help you deal with this and you have to deal with this, you can't just ignore it and make jokes like that"

" I dun-know I guess I just, i mean I don't think I can do it "

" do what? " by now stiles eyes began to well up as he tried to find his voice to reply.

" I can't sit around knowing that eventually I'm going to get worse one minute I'm going to start forgetting small things like how to tie my shoe and the next minute ill be lying in a hospital bed not know who I am, I can't put you guys through this not you and not my dad I am better of dying now so you guys don't have to suffer " it all came out in a blur he wasn't even sure he felt that way until he said it and he could hide the tears any longer.

Scott hit the breaks immediately and pulled over to the side of the road "stiles" scott tried carefully but stiles couldn't bare to face him "God stiles i mean how can say that after everything we have been through, killing your self is not going to make any if this easier having you forget who I am is better than not having you at all and I'm not going to let it get that far "

"What do you mean?" stiles asked still not able to look into his eyes because he knows what he's about to say

" 'if' it starts to get bad you tell me straight away ill do it"

They both then looked at each other there eyes fill with pain stiles gave him a simple nod as a tear rolled down his face and they continued there way to the cabin in complete silence... To be continued