LET THE RIDE BEGIN

Disclaimer: I do not own fsog characters.

Authors Note: This is a what-if which I had in mind since I read the books or rather darker, which is that ana easily gave up rather than fighting for the love of her life. Instead she was shown rather naïve and immature in such situations. Rather than fighting, as she was initially characterized as feisty and smart. Only a smart mouth does not give strength to character in my opinion. Well, she should have dealt more smartly and firmly with all those situations instead of sitting and crying. So in my story Ana is this smart, brave girl and will be more confident than the book Ana. So on with the story.

PROLOGUE

Ana's POV

"Ana, I'm not used to this," he murmurs. "My natural inclination is to beat it out of you, but I seriously doubt you want that." Christian said.

I look into his eyes and know he is serious. Holy shit! Would he really do that if I was his submissive? Instead of talking or communicating he would use punishment as a tool. And he did that to all those fifteen. And what were they emotionless robots, devoid of emotions. As for me I know I will not tolerate that for sure. And from what I have read from internet, BDSM is all about trust and communication. I can see none in his words. If he threaten to beat his submissives for them to talk they must be sacred shitless. I know, I would. But then where is trust in this.

And again why is he having such a panicked reaction of me being accidentally pregnant. I should be the one freaking out, for God's sake! I am 21, a fresh college graduate with just one week of job experience. Hell there is even not much in my bank account. And on the contrary, he is the settled and mature one (at least I thought so but all my doubts are cleared at once). And all those commitment issues, urgh! The list is endless.

As far as I have read BDSM is not about just control but about trust and bond. But Mrs. Robinson's twisted version taught him violence, as I can see clearly now. She used him for her selfish use and taught him nonsense things like he is not made for love so she have her clutches in him forever. She has damaged his soul and heart. And has completely controlled his brain. My poor fifty, for thirteen years. I shudder even thinking about it. But her bad that in this grand plan of hers, a small interruption has occurred, and that is Anastasia Steele. Because this is changing soon. I will definitely change this. I love Christian, but I want a family, kids someday. I know he has promised more, but seeing this scenario I think it is difficult or nearly impossible to reach there in the foreseeable future. I know he is a good man but it's time for him to see it himself.

If I play my cards correct I know he will start enjoying & living his life like people his age do. But I know he needs a push for that, a hard one that is. As Dr. Flynn himself yesterday at the gala confirmed about Christian's love for me. Who knows better than the expensive charlatan? I am confident that my plan will make fifty understand to stop controlling and start living his life. So let the ride begin.

Authors Note: And all the viewers are invited to this ride along with our feisty Ana. Well, to all the readers, I like, you all am a fan fsog fan and have read many of fanfictions on this site which have actually inspired me to write this fanfic as this is my first try at writing. I hope you all like this and even if not please let me know. Any criticisms are welcomed. As I think I will learn from it and try to improve. So, please review. Ok, enough of my ranting, do not want to bore you in the first chapter itself.

But please do tell let me know what might be your version of Ana's plan to bring Christian to his senses. Thank you for reading. Till next time.