My life of pain and love

I was crouched in the corner of my room, crying and in pain. My arms where black and blue with the bruises. My legs were cut from glass and they were bleeding. Bleeding, like my heart. My heart that was torn and screaming in agony.

I was bruised from the pain inflicted on me by my step-father. My heart was torn and screaming from the pain that coursed through my body every single night that I was used by several diffrent men. Several diffrent men, that paid to use my body for their sick and twisted pleasure. I scream in agony as I am rapped over and over again. My mother could do nothing neither could my father they were both dead. My father died when I was three from a hit and run accident.

My mother remarried when I was three. She died when I was 5 so I have been without love for 12 years. I am seventeen now and a junior in high-school. I live in Zanarkand. We use to live in Beseid. But he changed that. The bastard moved us to Zanarkand. I am to go to school tomorrow. A new one this time. I wonder what it will be like.

Wait no I don't. Everyone will pick on me and i will get stared at again. I don't care. I just go for the education. The sooner I get out of high-school. The better. Then it's off to college away from DADDY DEAREST Kalib.

I crawled into bed and closed my eyes. Tomorrow is another day. I start a new school and hell. I got out of bed and got in the shower. I closed my eyes to block out the sound of the television. The water falls over my body in rivulets. I tilt my head back to get my shoulder length hair wet.

Standing under the shower head with the water on myself I do not hear the door open. I only realize when it is too late as I feel arms wrap around my waist. I am about to scream but a hand covers my mouth. I feel HIS hand trail up my breast . I whimper against his other hand as he slides it down between my legs.

My mind goes blank as he defiles my body. I cry the whole time as he rapes me. Not only does he let other men use me. He uses me as-well. i am on the floor in my shower. Crying once again. I crawl out and the n grab an over sized t-shirt and go to bed. Before I close my bi- colored eyes a tear slides down my pale cheek.

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