Author's note: This is a series of letters from the characters of Mortal Instruments. Please read and review!
thegirlinthemask2001
Dear Magnus,
I know it's pointless. You won't listen to me. One sentence, the sentence that tore me apart, ripped you out of my life. Words can't describe how much I miss you. You may think I'm a selfish liar but nothing can stop me from loving you.
So here I am. I want to tell you why.
I know that you hate me. I don't blame you. But I didn't want to lose you. I was paranoid, dreading to imagine my world without you, if you had found someone else. Someone better than me. I never wanted to hurt you. I would kill myself so that you would not feel pain. But that's not possible is it?
All the anger, the sorrow and death that you have seen, has killed you and slowly it has begun to kill me too. I don't mind, because whatever happens I will always be by your side. In my life there has been no one that has changed me like you have. You will always be in my heart. You made step into the light and see the world. I fell in love and in my blindness I lost the only thing I have wanted. You.
You broke my heart, but I suppose it was only ever yours to break.
Yours forever,
Alec.