Confusion

This pain...
Help me...!
This torture...
End me...!
This lonliness...
Love me...

A brand new hope...
Show me...!
The only road...
Lead me!
My dreams...
Save them...

This hatred...
Bury it!
The light...
Please help me see...
Death...
Shall it come?
War...
Stop it...

The killing!
So beautiful...
Their blood!
The sweetest!
Their pain!
So succulent...
Their horror...
Splendid music!
Their weakness...!?
Pity...

The killing...
Nightmare!
Their blood...
So bitter...
Their pain...
So sickening...
Their horror...
So off-key...
Their weakness...
Help them...

My father!
Kill him!
The world!
Burn it down!
Society!
The fools...

The pain...
Useless emotion....
Let me be numb...
A warrior...
Should be...
Numb...

I am numb...
The true path...
Indifference...
The key....
Solitude....

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