~My Life

Chapter 1:

The Beginning~

Written By: Tragic Panda

Co-Writer: Tamahi

Rated T: For minor langauge and child abuse

Genre: Hurt/Comfort/Romance

Anime: Gakuen Alice

Tamahi: Yosh! Here it is!! The First chapter of the re-write: "Welcome To My Life" Yumi said not to change it to much...so not ot much is going to change about the story ^^ Enjoy!!

Mikan: So she really went through with it...

Tamahi: Yep...but she said she was sorry...

Natsume: Like I care what crazy..what crazy thinks..

Tamahi: It's rude to call people names Hyuuga-san...right Sakura-san??

Mikan: Yeah! And you call me 'Mikan' if you want!!

Tamahi: That's okay...

Hotaru: Can we get on with the story now...??

Tamahi: Uh hai! Arigato Imai-san!! ^^''

Hotaru: *rolls eyes* whatever...

Ruka: Do I have to do the disclaimer...??

Tamahi: Hmm?? Ah lemme check Nogi-san...*skims through Yumi's notes* Nope! It's Tobita-san!!

Yuu: eh?! H-hai!! *holds up sign*

Yumi-sempai DOES NOT OWN Gakuen Alice!!

Tamahi: Arigato ^^ Tobita-san..Now on-ward with the chapter!! Enjoy!!

Mikan: And no flames please!!

Tamahi: WAIT!! Yumi-san came up with a new summary for the re-write..it's kinda like the other one but a tiny bit different...

Summary: Mikan Sakura has been abused, since she can remember. A School and at home. All because of greediness and misunderstandings. Being bullied or abused. Is no difference for her. To her, those are the same. Pain, hurt, sorrow. But she stands tall and smiles. But this time, will she take it. Or will her walls finally crumbled down? Enter the life of Mikan Sakura.

Tamahi: Now on to the chapter!!

Chapter 1:

Mikan's POV

Have you ever thought of a child that's been abused or was a victim? Well that's what you could say about my life. Since I can remember, I've always been abused or bullied;at home, school-or anywhere. Most people say the two are different. But to me, there a whole. Nobody knows my past, except for my friends; they've been there for me the whole way. Even through all this pain, i'm still able to stand up and smile. Alot of people think I'm crazy for that. Even my friends.

But that's okay, as long as they are there; i'm good.

My name is Mikan Sakura, age 15, I attend Gakuen High; my parents are drug and alcohol addicts. Ever since that day. Don't ask how I managed to survive all these years. Not even I know how. My friends describe me as strong-willed, out-going, an idiot, and an all-around person. That deserves a better life then this.

I'm not complaining. I'm grateful and happy that I have friends like them, that's all I can really ask them. But sometimes...I do wish...that I could live somewhere else. Forget about everything. I doubt that's going to happen anyways. Oh well. As long as I have them, i'm not complaining.

RING!RING!RING!

I slowly opened my eyes and looked over towards my alarm clock. 'Shit! I'm soo dead!' I quickly got out of bed, took a shower. Put on a pink long sleeve shirt; that had a cherry blossom design at the bottom left side. Some old jeans, then went down-stairs to the kitchen. 'Phew...they're still asleep...'

I made myself breakfeast, my parents. Who are still probably hang-over from last night. I quickly ate my breakfeast, almost choked; and ran out the door. My parent's aren't the best when they wake up from hang-over.

I looked up, it's a sunny day. I smiled to myself, if only-

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"MIKAN-CHAN!!!"

I snapped out of my thought's and turned around. It was two of my friends, Nonoko Ogasawara and Anna Umenomiya!! I cracked a smile, and waved to both of them.

End of Mikan's POV

The two girls caught up to Mikan, both panting slightly. "Ohayo Mikan-chan!" they both said in unsion. Mikan greeted the two back. "Ohayo Nonoko, Anna!" The three girls continue onward to school. Chatting, gossiping; typical girl stuff.

Character Intro:

Nonoko Ogasawara:

Age:15

She has dark purple, blueish hair. Kind and caring, loves to mix chemicals, wants to grow up to be a scientists. She's been friends with Mikan since they were in 1st grade. In the science club. Freshman

Her father is a chemistry teacher at Alice University, a very prestigious college. He also works at a lab on the weekends.

Her mother is a bio teacher at Alice University. Go figure xD the family loves science.

Anna Umenomiya

Age: 15

Pink bubble-gum hair, sorta shy, caring and loving. Loves to bake, mostly sweets. Friends with Nonoko since almost birth and Mikan from 1st. In the cooking club. Freshman

Her family owns a bakery. Known for tasty treats and breads.

Back to story:

The three friends finally made it to the school grounds, only to find; a not-so suprise. Hyuuga Natsume, a.k.a the school's so-called heart-throb; with his friends.

Character Bio:

Natsume Hyuuga:

Age: 16

Raven colored hair, light,. To Mikan's group he's a jerk. He skips classes, and has no respect for teachers. He has a fan-club. Go figure. To girls(except for The group of 4 and somebody else) he's a god. Nobody really knows much about him. Except for his friends. Captain of the basketball team.

Ruka Nogi:

Blond hair, a bit messy.

Age:16

Un-like Natsume. He's nice and caring about the feelings, thoughts of other people. He's been friends with Natsume since Kindergarten. Alot of suprise that sombody like Ruka is friend's with Natsume. Co-captain of the basketball team.

His mother is owner and a designer at the Nogi Fashion Corp.

His father is owner of the Nogi care and pet supply's.

Yuu Tobita:(Iinchou)

Age:16 Blonde neat cute hair. Wears glasses.

Kind, gently and not like the others. He's a straight a student and is the classroom president. Always trying to get Natsume and the others out of trouble. Has been friends with Natsume and the others since 1st grade.

Mother and Father are co-owners of a computer company.

Kokoro Yome:(Koko)

Age:16 Has sandy colored hair, also kinda spiky.

The prankster and jokers of the group. Likes pulling pranks on Mikan; and teasing her. Skips classes quite often with Natsume and the others. Has been friends with them since 1st grade. Doesn't take things quite seriously.

His mother works at the Nogi Fashion corporation, Father works at the computer company.

Mochiage:(Mochu)

Age: 16

One of the more violent ones. Like's to bully and push Mikan around. Follows Natsume and Ruka wherever. Has been friends with them since 2nd grade. Has purple hair...almost bald

(Family Un-known)

Back to story:

Mikan gulped but continued on walking on with her friends, trying not to look at them. Until Mochu pulled on her hair. "Where do you think your going Sakura??" he asked while still pulling on her hair. The two twin-like friends looked at each other in horror. It was a daily routine for this kind of thing. But they felt worthless since they couldn't do anything to help their friend.

Mikan cried out in pain. "I-itai!!" Yuu worriedly looked from Mochu to Mikan. "M-mochu..i-i don't think that's the best idea." he said shaking a bit, also trying to help Mikan help. Mochu raised an eyebrow at his 'friend', still having a firm grip on Mikan's hair. "I don't think she minds at all...."

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Koko couldn't help but laugh, and also tease her. "What'cha gonna do Sakura?? Cry? Your such a baby!!" Mochu laughed along with him. Anna was about to speak when the 5 minute warning bells. Ruka sighed in relief. "That's the bell...we should head to class now!" He said quickly. Mochu kicked Mikan in the stomach, and walked off with the group. Anna and Nonoko helped their friend up.

Anna helped Mikan fix her self up. While Nonoko helped with her bruises, she grabbed a water bottle from her bag. "Mikan-chan?? Are you gonna be alright...??" Mikan gave a weak smile, but was able to reply. "Yeah..."

The guys were walking to there classroom. Both Ruka and Yuu looked back to Mikan worriedly. They didn't see her in any romantic way. But more as a sister. But were relieved when they see she could still stand and walk.

Classroom:

The girls made it on time for the bell. Their first class was science with Misaki-sensei. Who Mikan thought her two friends had a crush on.

Misaki-sensei coughed to get the class attention. "Okay, today we'll be watching a movie of the body's of different types of lizards. I want you to write down at least ten to fifteen facts and make sure not to make them so simple; that goes for you " The class groaned in pure annoyance.

Mikan took out a piece of line paper and a mechanical pencil, and was ready to take down some notes. Half way through the movie, somebody kicked her chair from behind. She looked behind to find one of her classmates and Koko laughing silently.

She sighed and returned to try and concentrate on the movie. But they kept kicking her chair every once in ahwile. Finally the movie ended, and they all turned in their papers. Misaki-sensei was scanning their notes quickly, when he came across a certain someone's paper.

"...I'd like to talk to you..." Misaki-sensei said while placing Koko's notes on his desk. Koko gulped while the class chuckled and giggle. Mochu patted his friend on the shoulder, while grinning. "Good luck man..."

The day went by very slow for Mikan. Being bullied, teased; and having lunch 'accidentally' spilled on her. She was ready to head home. Well not quite exactly. Mikan still has to still deal with THEM. Her parents.

Mikan's POV

Man. Today was so freaking tiring, i wished they would just stop it already. It's already hard enough I have to deal with my parents, but to deal with them...ugh. I was in the midst of my thoughts when, I though I heard somebody calling my name.

"MIKAN-CHAN"

I shook my head and looked over, to find Anna and Nonoko looking at me worried. Nonoko put a hand on my shoulder. "Mikan-chan are you alright?? We've been calling your name for the last two minutes..." I scratched the back of my head and looked at them sheepishly. "It's nothing, just got alot on my mind today." The two looked at me for a moment, nodded and continued walking on.

Heh. I even worry them even in my thoughts. Who would of thought. The rest of the walk we talked about this weekend and plans.

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"When is Hotaru-chan coming back??" Anna asked me while numbing on a cookie. She offered Nonoko and me a cookie. I gladly took it, and thought for a moment. "Sometime soon..hopefully" I said cheerfully while taking a bite of the cookie. They smiled at each other then at me. We finally made it down the street where we separate.

We waved to each other and went our separate ways. I was half-way down the street, and almost done with my cookie. When I heard my name being called again.

"Oi Chibi-Mik!"

I looked towards the voice and cracked a smile. I ran over to the other side.

"Tsubasa-nii!!!" I said while tackling him with a hug. Then I hit him playfully on the shoulder. "How many times do I have tell you to stop calling me that! I'm in high-school now!!" He ruffled my hair a bit, and grinned. "But it suits you very well Mik." I giggled slightly.

I looked around for a moment. "Where's Misaki-nee??"

Tsubasa-nii cracked a grin. "Oh..she's in the bathroom...you know girl business-" He was cut of mid-sentence by a flying book. "Oiii Tsubasaaaa!! You better not be telling your friends aga-Mikan!" said Misaki-nee as she walked out the door. She came up and gave me a big hug. I smiled and hugged her back.

Tsubasa-nii finally got up and clutched his head. "Misaki you...That hurt y'know!" he said as he rubbed his head and glared at Misaki-nee. I giggled slightly. Which caught the attention of the two. "You two are finally acting like a married couple." I said as a few more giggles escaped me.

Yep that's right. They got married about three months ago. Which i'm really glad for the both of them. They may not always seem like they're married, but they truly do care about each other. Hopefully i'll be find somebody to love someday. If I make it there. I glanced at my watch, and my eyes widen.

"Umm...Tsubasa-nii...Misaki-nee...." I said shuffling a bit. They both looked at me and frowned. Then Tsubasa-nii spoke. "Yeah...you better get going..." He smiled and ruffled my hair. Misaki-nee gave me a hug, and I waved the two good-bye; took off in a sprint. Good thing i'm good at P.E.

Mikan's House

I was panting by the time I came up to my house. One story, painted green, chipped; needs to be fixed and re-painted. But hell. My parents are lazy, and expect me to do all the work. I walked up the steps, opened the door; and took off my shoes. My parents must be out since I wasn't met by a slap or yelled at.

So I began to cook dinner, for me and my parents. Although I was going to eat in my room, since I don't like eating with my parents AT ALL. It's like almost eating with the devil himself. Maybe even worse. I heard the door slam. Great...my parents are already back. And I thought I was going to have some peace and quiet to myself for a bit.

My parents came in the kitchen, laughing and joking. Completely ignoring me, but heh, who cares. I don't mind at all. I got out three plates. Fixed their plates first, since they'll probably yell at me saying. 'You selfish brat!!' or 'Why you feeding yourself first? Your going to let me and your father starve?' Yeah...and THEY call me the selfish one.

I put my mom's plate on the table first. I walked over towards my dad, when I tripped and the food spilled all over his shirt. My eye's widen, and I backed up against the wall. Knowing what's going to happen next. My dad slammed hist hands on the table.

"You brat!!!" He walked angrily over towards me, grabbed my hair harshly. He dragged me towards the basement. Still pulling on my hair. He opened the door and roughly through me inside. "Itai!" I cried as I touched my hair. He just snorted.

"No food for you tonight!! And this is coming out of your pay check, your also grounded this weekend." my dad said harshly, then he slammed the door shut; locked it and stomped up the stairs.....All you could hear was the faint steps and the sounds of my low sobs.

'Hotaru....come back soon....'

I'm Mikan Sakura, age 15; and welcome to my life.....

~End Chapter~

Tamahi:So...did ya like it?? =D Yumi thought it was good...

Natsume: Tch...I thought it was stupid....

Ruka:Uh...Natsume...I don't think that's the best idea to say that sort of thing....*sweatdrop*

Mikan: Uh-oh....

Hotaru: Hm...And I thought Mikan was the idiot..here...

Mikan: Yeah...HEY!!! Hotaru you meanie!!! *cries*

Natsume: *raises eyebrow* What are you guys talking about...??

Narumi: *cough* look behind you *cough*

Natsume: *turns around* Ah...crap....-.-

Yumi: *drops notebook and papers* D8

Koko: *comes out of nowhere and reads Yumi's mind* W-what?! I-i-i-it's crappy?! I thought it was!!! I'VE FAILED ONCE AGAIN!!! GOMEN NEEEE!!! GAH!! I SHALL WORK HARDER FOR THE NEXT CHAPPIE!!!

Yumi: *runs off flailing arms, and yelling "I've failed my readers!!"*

Tamahi: Crap...*sighs* she'll come back....eventually...

Hotaru: Nice one Hyuuga....

Mikan: Poor Yumi-sempai....

Tamahi: ....Well Ja-ne! See you next chappie :]

Yuu: Remember to review!! And no flames please!~

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~Tragic Panda~