this story is in the mind of shelby and how I thrive to get over this guy. The guy (Nat)
that I felt for. The girl, Allie-- :o*(, that broke my heart. And he that say yes.
NOTE: ALLIE SHEA, I THINK YOU'RE A BITCH (am I allow to say that?) AND NAT,
I DON'T KNOW IF I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND.
FOR ALL THE TALENTED AND PRETTY PEOPLE, I HOPE YOU ENJOY THE STORY.
EXCEPT NAT AND THAT PLAYER (ALLIE SHEA)!
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Dear Diary,
Why doesn't he love me?
I stood there, watching him pass me. Does he love me? Everytime I glance at him, it seem as if he's staring at me.
Is it a sign? His every single breath and ever single touch of his warm nearness, I feel as if i'm going to drown.
And everytime I'm near him, I always thought we were meant to be. Just by looking at him, I see my future,
my life---with him---us. I wish I could tell what's he's thinking. What he's questioning inside.
Everytime i see him with her, just get me so jealous inside. I couldn't bare to see him with her.
Or with another female--- just me. When we spent time together, it's like magic. Magic that we're together.
And together we shall be. He has to know--- he must. But does he? We're so similar in many ways.
He must be the one---the one for me. Like the soulmate, I have been searching for all my life.
I like him so much, but why can't he like me? I wish I could just walk over to him and tell him my thoughts,
my dreams, and most of all, my feelings for him. But I can't have the courage or the ability to risk that chance.
I'm afraid of a rejection and most of all, our friendship.
I told Daisy that I flirt with other guy just to get him mad, but can't he tell that i'm waiting my life
for him to come and say those words that will lift me upon my feet?
I thought my life was going just well, the day was exhausting, but as the day continue...I learn
or you could say discover surprisingly as anyone would. That my love was not mine.
My heart, made an emotion that was not cryingly nor was it sad. But as if a million buildings
just crumble down upon me. And no one care or understand that my love was gone and
heart have been stab. I didn't cry, I didn't shed a tear. all I did was feel that pain that I can't
get rid of. Nor can I back away from. All I could do was let nature heal the wound.
Right now, you must be wondering what the heck am I talking about, right? Well let me
explain if I could have the strength to relive the moment again, but for you diary, I'll do that.
Sorry if i didn't write for the last 2 weeks. I wasn't ready to except the truth that he---
Scott was...waS... i can't say. I don't know what he is to me right now. A friend or an ememy?
Just that he ripped my heart, my first love. I know that he doesn't know it and it's okay that
he'll never does, but I wish...it was me and not her.
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Okay, now i'm ready to tell my story or my pain.
It all re-started when I.......
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TBC.....
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REVIEW PLEASE!
that I felt for. The girl, Allie-- :o*(, that broke my heart. And he that say yes.
NOTE: ALLIE SHEA, I THINK YOU'RE A BITCH (am I allow to say that?) AND NAT,
I DON'T KNOW IF I WANT TO BE YOUR FRIEND.
FOR ALL THE TALENTED AND PRETTY PEOPLE, I HOPE YOU ENJOY THE STORY.
EXCEPT NAT AND THAT PLAYER (ALLIE SHEA)!
_____________________________________________________________________________
Dear Diary,
Why doesn't he love me?
I stood there, watching him pass me. Does he love me? Everytime I glance at him, it seem as if he's staring at me.
Is it a sign? His every single breath and ever single touch of his warm nearness, I feel as if i'm going to drown.
And everytime I'm near him, I always thought we were meant to be. Just by looking at him, I see my future,
my life---with him---us. I wish I could tell what's he's thinking. What he's questioning inside.
Everytime i see him with her, just get me so jealous inside. I couldn't bare to see him with her.
Or with another female--- just me. When we spent time together, it's like magic. Magic that we're together.
And together we shall be. He has to know--- he must. But does he? We're so similar in many ways.
He must be the one---the one for me. Like the soulmate, I have been searching for all my life.
I like him so much, but why can't he like me? I wish I could just walk over to him and tell him my thoughts,
my dreams, and most of all, my feelings for him. But I can't have the courage or the ability to risk that chance.
I'm afraid of a rejection and most of all, our friendship.
I told Daisy that I flirt with other guy just to get him mad, but can't he tell that i'm waiting my life
for him to come and say those words that will lift me upon my feet?
I thought my life was going just well, the day was exhausting, but as the day continue...I learn
or you could say discover surprisingly as anyone would. That my love was not mine.
My heart, made an emotion that was not cryingly nor was it sad. But as if a million buildings
just crumble down upon me. And no one care or understand that my love was gone and
heart have been stab. I didn't cry, I didn't shed a tear. all I did was feel that pain that I can't
get rid of. Nor can I back away from. All I could do was let nature heal the wound.
Right now, you must be wondering what the heck am I talking about, right? Well let me
explain if I could have the strength to relive the moment again, but for you diary, I'll do that.
Sorry if i didn't write for the last 2 weeks. I wasn't ready to except the truth that he---
Scott was...waS... i can't say. I don't know what he is to me right now. A friend or an ememy?
Just that he ripped my heart, my first love. I know that he doesn't know it and it's okay that
he'll never does, but I wish...it was me and not her.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Okay, now i'm ready to tell my story or my pain.
It all re-started when I.......
*************************************************
TBC.....
PLEASE REVIEW IF YOU WANT THE REST!
REVIEW PLEASE!