Chapter 1: I wonder...if I can win her back
Disclaimer: Don't own Victorious but I really think I should..
Cat's POV
Walking home, beaten, limping, and bleeding I pretty sure I deserve this too. My bruised arms crossed I see I car pulling up beside me in the corner of my eye. The lights flash my eyes as I turn around to see who it is. "Cat what happened?" I familiar voice asks my but I can't see their face my eyes are blinded. I raise my hand to face, covering my eyes trying to see. "Oh, sorry" the voice apologizes making their way to their car turning off the car lights. "Trina?" I whisper with doubt "yeah it's me what happened to you?" she asks taking small steps closer to me. I back away though for some reason I am scared. "Cat, I am not going to hurt you" she whispers. "How can I trust you?" I ask, afraid she reaches for my hand. But I push it away 'I will break your fucking heart like I broke your sisters if you don't back the fuck away from me.' My normal brain is begging me to tell her and I try but all that comes out is.
"Trina, Tori and Jade beat me" at least that's good enough. But I still have feelings for Tori I might be a over controlling heartbreaking bitch but that doesn't mean I can't feel love. "What?" Trina says with surprised anger in her voice. But if I am going to get Tori back I am going to have to act like the Cat I made her I believe I was I have to act like the real Jade. "Trina please don't get mad, it's Ok, really" I whisper letting her grab my hand. I twitch at first I am really not the type to hold hands or any other romantic stuff. She nods and walks me to the car, opening the door for me as I limp in. When she closes the door I see her look at me with care and sympathy. And for the first time I feel so wrong, so guilty I finally realize what I did was wrong. But I can't stop now because that's just not who I am.
I have lied to a lot of people like I broke Beck and Jade up. To have both of them then I broke both of their hearts. I didn't feel bad at all because I have always been selfish. Or when I made Robbie believe that Trina loved him then I pretended I did. I broke him as well but it's not always fun to break someone. Like when Tori was trembling under me tonight before Jade came. The fear I saw in her eyes actually made me feel something. My heart warmed and I tingled inside. "Cat what's on your mind?" Trina asks looking at me while starting the car. "Us, I am glad you are here for me." She reaches over and pats my hand. Before taking her hand back and start to drive off. Trina isn't that self centered as people make her seem if she was she would have just drove right past me.
"Thanks, Trina" I say nonchalantly looking out the window. She just whispers "your welcome" the rest of the ride is quiet I don't know where she is taking me but it's not towards my house. I see street light flash behind me "Trina where are we going? You are driving fast." I quickly look at her and see her hands tighten around the wheel as her phone buzzes. "Trina you want to me get that? Are you Ok?" I ask nearly choking on my words 'my does it matter? why do you care?' my thought ask me over and over in my head. Trina's foot presses harder on the gas pedal. And we almost hit a car that just pops up in front of us. Trina steps on the brake forcefully making the seat belt yank me back. I didn't even realize I had one one Trina must of buckled me up.
"Trina!" I scream angrily I want to know what the fuck her problem is. Trina's eyes water I can tell by the way the street lights hit them. "Trina?" I ask quickly unbuckling my seat belt. I look at her phone and I see Andre's name. "Trina?" I keep saying until she starts to whisper "Andre cheated on me with some girl from Northridge." I feel bad for some reason I normally don't feel sympathy, not at all really. "Trina you deserve better anyway" I say trying my best to comfort her. I unbuckle her seat belt and reach to hug her and she lowly hugs me back. When she pulls away I kiss her, with passion because I feel that we both need it and want it. She kisses my back grabbing me hard but I like it. I was never the soft type I was just really good at acting like I was. Finally after I while I pull away from her and sit back in my seat, buckling back up. She just buckles back up to and starts the car back up. We drive away without another word.