ahhh hello everyone. I'm honestly, really sorry I just kind of disappeared. i really don't have an actual, genuine excuse for this. at the time of writing this story i got writers block and really discouraged so instead of telling everyone i just logged out and refused to log back in. i really felt(and still do feel) guilty over disappearing and leaving everyone upset that yet again, a writer has abandoned their fic. i know how it feels, it's super annoying you put effort into creating a character and the writer just dies. and i'm really, really sorry that i did that. it was immature and rude of me to do that.
during the time i abanonded my third account i migrated to ao3 and honestly, kind of forgot about this account. i recently remembered it today when my friend and i were just goofing around, looking for some old writing of mine to read and i found that my computer hadn't forgotten my log in information(despite having factory reset it twice? lenovo truly is a wonderous company). i decided to log in and have a laugh at my old profile when i realized i didn't delete my fics or set my account to basically deativated, then i saw that people were wondering "hey, where did he go?" and oof did all that guilt come crashing back at me.
sadly, i'm not here saying i will be continuing the SYOC. i'm also not saying i am not continuing it. in all actuality, i'm not sure if i will be continuing it. i'm not sure if everyone is okay with me using their ocs after just fucking off and i'm not sure where i was going with this. i vaugely remember i had ideas but really it's been about 1~2 years since i last worked on this and all the files i had were impulsively deleted :/
i really am just here to apologize for disappearing and wasting everyone's time. i'm sorry it took me so long to get the guts to come back on here and i'm so sorry i left randomly in the first place. i hope you can all forgive me for what i did...
if i can continue this story, i would like to know would everyone who sent an OC be okay with me using theirs again? like i said, i am not completely sure if i will re-write old chapters and continue this and i'm not sure if SYOC are as popular as they were in 2016...but if i could have the permission of those who created characters that would be wonderful. i'd probably update the submissions and sheet to whatever updated plot i come up with if i continue, but i'm sure this would be a chance to update your own characters as well if you so wish.
once again i truly, sincerely apologize and i hope that if you still follow this you can forgive me. if not, i understand why.
thank you for taking the time to read this,
~milkandcookiesprince