When I opened my eyes.
A/N: this is just some thoughts that were running through Rikku's head as the darkness was taking over, all his thoughts about his friends and what was happening.
When I opened my eyes I saw heaven
At the same moment I saw hell
When I opened my eyes I saw red of blood
And the coolest blue, I could never tell
When I opened my eyes I was in love
Still all I could do was hate
When I opened my eyes it was early
Yet some how it seemed far too late
When I opened my eyes my heart broke
Then I fell in love again and again
When I opened my eyes I felt so old
I could have been only ten
When I opened my eyes it was peaceful
As if in the middle of a fight
When I opened my eyes I felt darkness
But I could still see the light
When I opened my eyes I was alive
Deep down I wanted to die
When I opened my yes there was a lie
Trying to hide the truth
Now that I open my eyes
All I can see is you…
…is this love…I don't know…do I hate you…deep down below…