A/N: Okay,okay. I know I haven't wrote in FOREVER. And I KNOW that I still have The Crash to finish. I just got kinda stuck on that and I haven't been home since school ended. But I was watching a Youtube video that had Twilight Quotes and I saw one about Edward disappearing and this one shot came into my head. So I decided to write it. I MIGHT turn it into a squeal, depending on what people say. So yeah….ON WITH THE STORY!!

Oh wait…One more thing.

Disclaimer: I own NOTHING!! Besides this story…I WISH I owned twilight….

NOW ON WITH THE STORY!!

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I sat staring out the window in my old room in Forks. I was on one of my yearly visits at my father's since Edward left.

After Edward left I couldn't stay in Forks, so I moved back to Phoenix with my mom for a few years then got my own apartment when she started getting worried.

Edward left 7 years ago, but I still think about him often.

Especially when I visit Forks.

I know that I have a new boyfriend, have for 3 years, but nothing will stop me from thinking about Edward.

I stared out into the rainy world, thinking about the memories I had with Edward, Alice, Emmet, and the rest of the Cullen's, wondering what life would be like if they had come back, or never left.

Would me and Edward still be together?…

I sighed.

It was time to go, I had had enough of my memories of them, if I didn't stop now I would go into a deeper depression.

I got up and began walking out of my room.

The squeaks of the floorboard surprised me.

I had forgotten how much the floor squeaks in this house.

I began walking out of the room again.

I turned around looking back at the room, taking in everything, knowing this might be my last visit.

I knew it wasn't good to keep coming here and remembering Edward and his family. I had to stop.

So I took in everything, just as I was about to leave, I noticed a floorboard in the floor was higher than the rest, specifically the floorboard I had stepped on, causing the floor to squeak.

I walked over to inspect under the floorboard, and I what I found brought tears to my eyes.

The photos, plane tickets, and every other memory of Edward that had disappeared along with him, they were all still here…

At the bottom of it all, there was a little note.

I took it out and began to read his elegant script.

Dear Bella,

I guess you found it all, the photos, the plane tickets, etc. They never left you, along with I.

Bella, I never left you, I couldn't, I was just where you couldn't find me, always watching.

I've even been in Phoenix with you, watching you and your new boyfriend.

I'm glad you moved on, to a safer person, that's all I wanted for you.

I still sneak into your room, while your boyfriend not looking, to watch you sleep.

Occasionally you mumble my name, but mostly his, but when you do mumble my name, my heart still, always soars.

Bella even after you find this, I'm still going to be watching you, making sure your safe, hoping that that mutt never hurts you. I'm even watching you at this moment.

Please don't let this letter ruin what you have built, it will only make me feel more guilty for ruining your life.

Just know that, I love you, always will, even when your old wrinkly. Nothing will stop me.

So continue on with your life, have children, age, watch their children grow up.

Be happy.

Be safe.

Love Always,

Edward Cullen.

P.S. Alice says hi.

I dropped the letter and stared out the window.

"I love you to, Edward Cullen." I whispered.

"BELLA!! Are you ready??" Jake yelled from downstairs.

I scrambled up, grabbing the photos, plane tickets, the letter, etc.

"YEAH! One sec…"

I began to walk out, and took one last look out the window,

"I will always love you Edward Cullen, and I hope I can SEE you again…"

I closed my door and ran downstairs, I knew that this was NOT my last visit to my home in Forks.

A/N: So? How was it? Short? I know. But I haven't written in a while so its hard to write longer stories.

Squeal or No? review and tell me!!How was it?? REVIEW!!And I know that Edward never left that letter in the actual story, but Edward never watched Bella either.

Let's just say that Edward DOES watch Bella DOES move Edward DOESN'T come back, Alice DOESN'T see Bella dying, and Edward DOES leave a letter for Bella. ))))))

SO review tell me what you think : )))))