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I Still Love You
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannot win
Draco sat there, his head in his hands, analyzing the past few months. He had taken her for granted and now she didn't want anything to do with him. He always seemed to get caught up in other things.
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
When he was with her it was like thing were alright. It was like nothing could possibly happen to them even though in truth he knew it was a lie.
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
"Look that just came out wrong." He pleaded.
"No, I think I understood it full well!" She replied tears beginning to fall from her deep chocolate brown eyes.
"No, you don't. I-"
"So know you're insulting my intelligence?" She was outraged and stomped off.
He screamed in frustration. "That's not what I meant!" He whispered to the empty room.
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
"Great! You come to apologize and I learn you've been lying to me for about a month and a half!" She yelled.
"No, I mean yes, but…no!" He was confused now. Sure he hadn't told her about the dark mark returning on his arm…after he had cut it out of his arm.
She slammed the door in his face leaving him to trudge towards his dorm in misery. I only wish she would have given me another chance.
Cause now I can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong, like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
Now he just wished he could have that feeling again. He remembered it clearly. Nothing was wrong then. It was just him and her with not a care in the world. I truly didn't mean it like that.
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
He tried to hide it from her but it seemed to shine through. He thought if he never let her see that side of him they could stay together. Instead that was their downfall.
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
There were still so many things he had wanted to tell her. It wasn't like he had expected her to just walk away from him.
I guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
He had definitely screwed up. I still love you, Hermione. It was the last thought Draco had. They found him the next morning at the bottom of the Astronomy Tower clutching at the pendant Hermione had given him last Christmas and a suicide note saying that it had been too much. His mother died, his father wanted him dead, there were suspicions that the Dark Lord was back, and Hermione, his one true love, had left him.
Two days later they buried Hermione next to him.
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F.G.