I walk into the dimly lit room to see the back of someone's head. He has brown hair and a toned body. Tobias. I remember that he still is under that mind control serum. And that he tried to kill me. But I can't think about that now. I slowly approach him from behind.
He turns toward me with his expressionless eyes. I look behind him to see many different monitors showing different places. Two catch my attention right away. One shows my family being approached by five different brain dead dauntless. The other shows Christina with her gun in hand. Then another dauntless places a man in front of her. She points her gun at his head and shoots. Blood and brains splatter all over the screen and I wince at the sight.
Next thing that I see is a standing Tobias with eyes full of fire. He runs toward me and tries to grapple me, but is doge his outstretched arms. He falls on one of the chairs next to me. I see the soldiers get closer to the rest of what I consider my family in the monitor. I start to get really worried but then that worry is switched with pain when Tobias tackles me onto my bad shoulder. I smell iron as I realize that the stitches had ripped. Tobias sees the blood on my shirt and shoves his fingers into my cut. I scream in agony.
I pull my gun out of my pocket and slam the back into Tobias's face. He slips his fingers out of my wound and I run to the monitor to see that my family is still hiding from the soldiers. Tobias slams my face onto the monitor cracking the screen. Blood trickles down from my head, ear, mouth, and the most painful of all my eye. I dig the glass out of my eye and head while ducking from a punch.
I kick Tobias in the groin and look at all the monitors while he curls up on the floor. I see a big button that says end simulation and slam it down with force. All the monitors show the dauntless waking with a confused face, even the ones that were inches from killing my family. I turn to see Tobias still angry. It didn't work on him because he is under a different simulation.
I point my gun at his face and he freezes. I can't do it. I can't kill him. I can't kill anyone. I think back to what he told me. Sometimes selflessness and bravery are the same thing. I slowly say "h-h-here" while handing him the gun. I hope it is like in the simulation where it is just bang lights out without any feeling in the world. I feel the cold barrel of the gun pressed up against my head as I gulp down blood. I look at the monitor to see Caleb. He doesn't know that dad is dead. I whisper to myself and to Caleb "I'm sorry".
I hear a bullet lock into the chamber. I start to cry and then sob and then laugh. Then suddenly I hear it. BANG. The lights go out and I hear the voice of someone familiar. "Beatrice?" and then again from a different familiar voice. I whisper mom, dad?