Title: Abandoned and Deceived

Characters/Parings: Elliot/Olivia; Munch/Alex; Fin/Melinda; Chester/Casey; Cragen/Donnelly; Kurt Moss

Rating: Strong PG-13/Strong R

Disclaimer: Don't own them. Can't sue me. You know the deal.

Setting/Classification: Slightly AU

Spoilers: Post 'Closet', season 9, 2008. Elliot's divorced and little Eli's not his. Melinda's divorced and has fully custody of her daughter.

Summary: Olivia's pregnant with Kurt Moss's baby, but he leaves her when she needs him. Elliot steps up and shows what a true friend he really is. Feelings that they have kept hidden for nine years finally began to surface, leading to a lifetime of love and happiness for our favorite detectives.

Author's note: So, a lot of Kurt bashing in this story. You're gonna love this one, I promise you. Besides, I know there's already a story of which Olivia is pregnant with Moss's baby, but this is my version of what happened after 'Closet'. Hope you enjoy!

Enjoy and happy reading!

Lots of love, hugs and kisses from your resident writer and friend, Nina!

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Olivia Benson's apartment

Manhattan, New York

April 22, 2008

Olivia thought someone was playing a sick joke on her or something.

She couldn't believe it was happening. She never thought it could happen to her.

She held the pregnancy test in her hand and screamed. But, you couldn't tell if it was a happy scream or a terrified scream.

Positive.

That's what it said. Positive. She was pregnant. She was pregnant with her boyfriend's baby. The man who for months begged her to move in with him. The man who had a heated confrontation with her partner and best friend Elliot Stabler. The man who worked as a reporter at the Ledger.

The man whose name happened to be Kurt Moss.

She knew she had to tell him. She couldn't keep this from him, but, man, it's gonna be hard. However, she also knew that home pregnancy tests weren't 100 percent accurate. Thank God she had enough sense to go and make an appointment with her doctor tomorrow. She needed to know for sure.

For years, she wanted a child. After the last case she worked on with stolen embryos, her desire to have a child of her own intensified. Hot tears started falling from her eyes when she looked at the home pregnancy test once again. She never told Kurt about wanting to start a family and she didn't know if he was ready to settle down and start one again himself.

Calm down, Benson. You don't know what he wants. Stop dwelling on the 'what ifs' and just be happy that you're gonna get your miracle baby, a voice in her head said. She sighed deeply as she sat down on the sofa and placed her hand on her still flat belly; a belly that's gonna be so full of life in eight and a half months. For now, she decided not to reveal her pregnancy until she was absolutely sure she was expecting. Matter of fact, she picked up the phone and dialed her work number. After several rings, someone picked up.

"Hello? Captain Cragen speaking," he answered.

"Cap, it's Olivia. Listen, I'm coming down with the stomach flu again so I'm not gonna be able to come in tomorrow," she replied softly.

"That's okay. You just worry about getting better, okay? Besides, we can handle it from here. I'll tell Elliot."

"Thanks, Cap," she said as she hung up the phone. More tears started falling from her eyes when her thoughts turned to Elliot. Her partner and best friend. The man she really loved, yet she couldn't have him. For one, he was married and two, it was against the rules for partners to have a romantic relationship. Over the last several weeks, though, their tight friendship, which was threatened at one point, was back on track after sharing a couple of beers at her neighborhood bar. The witty banter between them flowed easily and they got along a lot better than the last two years all together. Sometimes, it was like they forgotten about the bad times.

However, she fell in love with him the first time they met almost nine years ago. He was handsome, virile and strong. God, she could eat him right up if she could. At the time, he was married and has four beautiful children, which crushed her because she fantasized about him all the time. Even though he was now divorced, her heart ached because she still couldn't have him.

Through a string of bad relationships, she thought she had hit the jackpot with several different men over the years. Kurt Moss was just the latest of men she's been seen with. He was older, he was wiser and he has the tendency of getting right to the point. She was shocked when he asked her to move in with him. They've only been dating for several months.

She can even remember the first time they had sex. It was unexpected, yet thrilling at the same time. They were both pretty drunk when it happened, but they knew what they were doing. Besides, do you see her with regret and remorse written on her face? No. Olivia needed the closeness, the comfort, the passion...

"I'm so glad to be home. Thanks for making sure I got in okay, Kurt," Olivia giggled when she stumbled inside her apartment.

"No problem, beautiful," he laughed when he came in right behind her. Since he wasn't overly drunk, he drove her home.

"Man, what a day. I'm glad I was able to unwind with you," she said as she flopped down on the sofa. He sat next to her and laid his head against her shoulder. He never met anyone quite like her. Hell, even his ex-wife couldn't hold a candle to her.

"Kurt, thank you so much for spending the evening with me," she said softly.

"No problem," he replied as he leaned over and slanted his mouth over hers gently. She moaned and opened her mouth, feeling his tongue massage against hers with force. She wrapped her arms around his neck and moved over on his lap, where she straddled him. He ran his hands up and down her sides, gripping her taut butt. She rocked her hips against his, feeling his growing erection pressing against her. Before long, he scooped her up in his arms and carried her to her bedroom.

Once inside, he growled and threw her down on the bed. He hovered over her quickly; nibbling and kissing her everywhere he went. Their clothes seemed to melt from their heated bodies as the temperature in the bedroom reached way past the boiling point. Even though they were buzzed from the drinking they did, it was pretty obvious they knew what they were doing.

"Kurt," she whimpered softly when he started nibbling on her nipples lightly. Teasing and touching with the tip of his tongue, she was in heaven. He was one of the best lovers she'd ever had. Even Brian Cassidy couldn't hold a candle to him.

Olivia felt alive in God knows how long. She wanted to feel all of Kurt Moss. However, a part of her felt guilty because she was thinking about Elliot. Her Elliot. Her partner and best friend. Even hearing his voice makes her body tingle with delight. However, she can't have him. He has a family. So being with Kurt was the next best thing.

"God, Kurt," she moaned when he slid inside of her. Both of them forgot about using birth control for a moment, but that didn't matter. It was obvious that birth control was the last thing on their minds at this point in time.

Rocking his hips in a frenzy, Kurt moaned and groaned in her ear as he held her close to him. She bit down on his shoulder to keep herself from screaming because it felt so fucking good. She wrapped her legs over his back and pushed him further inside of her. They were tossing and turning all over the bed; holding, kissing and making love like their lives depended on it. The core of her throbbed with intense passion as she felt him pick up his pace and slammed inside of her more forcefully. She thrashed her head from side to side and screamed out his name.

The smell of sex and beer filled the air, along with loud grunts and groans. Kurt and Olivia were definitely making a lot of noise, but they didn't care. Before long, they moved together as one; their hips slapping each other in a frenzy.

When the time came, they both reached they respective peaks at the same time. Afterwards, they laid in each other's arms, kissing madly and exchanging soft touches.

"Olivia, when are you gonna move in with me? It's been four months. I want us to be like this all the time," he said, breaking the silence.

"I like what we have right now, Kurt. I'm in no rush," she told him again.

"Olivia, I love you, please move in with me. We're so good together and you know it," he mumbled as he drifted off to sleep. He just had to ask her when she's gonna move in, especially after they made love. Why must he had to ruin a good moment here?

She sighed as she got comfortable on the bed. Realizing that he was still asleep, she laid her head on his shoulder and drifted off herself...

God, how am I gonna tell him? I'm sure he's gonna be happy. After all, he has two kids from a previous marriage, Olivia thought as she looked at the pregnancy test one more time. Realizing that she's driving herself crazy by just looking at it, she sat it down on the table and got up from the sofa. Walking into her bedroom, she still has a lot on her mind. She wondered if she'll be a good mother. Knowing that Serena Benson wasn't the best mother in the world was just an understatement. Olivia can't remember one good memory about her beloved parent.

Climbing into bed, she began to yawn. Tomorrow, she'll finally have the answers she's been looking for. It's the least she can do.

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Office of Doctor Samantha Nelson

Brooklyn, New York

April 23, 2008

"Hi, Olivia. What can I do for you today?" Samantha asked cheerfully.

Olivia sighed deeply. "Well, last night, I took a pregnancy test and it came out positive."

"It's no problem. I'm just gonna draw some blood. You'll be able to know for sure if you're pregnant. I'll have the results for you tonight since things have been slow around here," Samantha said as she pulled out a needle.

Olivia was nervous. Really nervous. So nervous that she almost yelped when Samantha stuck the needle in her arm. She has plans of making dinner for Kurt later tonight and she has plans of telling him that he's gonna be a father again. She can imagine the look of happiness on his face when she does tell him. She wondered if she could get some much needed parenting tips from Elliot since he has four beautiful children she adores so much.

"Okay, we're all done. You can go put your clothes back on and then you can go sign out at the front desk. I'll call you later tonight with the results," Samantha said, smiling before she gathered up her things and walked out of the room.

Okay, well, I'll be waiting for the phone call tonight, Olivia thought as she got dressed and left. She has a lot of things to do before tonight and she wanted it to be special.

For her. For Kurt. For them.

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Special Victims Unit Squad room

16th precinct

One Police Plaza

Manhattan, New York

April 23, 2008

Elliot Stabler missed seeing Olivia so much, it killed him inside. He hated being away from her for more than one second.

The seasoned veteran sat at his desk and daydreamed about Olivia. His Olivia. His beautiful, sexy, tough-as-nails Olivia Benson. His heart ached when she started talking about her boyfriend. He wanted to beat the shit out of Kurt for taking the one woman he loved away from him, but he can't do anything because he has a family. A family he's committed to for life.

Even though he's now divorced, he still feels bitter at Kathy for lying to him and for leading him on for as long as she did. When she came into the bullpen and revealed she was pregnant, at first he was shocked. But, once the shock wore off, he was happy to bring another child into the world. For the sake of his kids, he moved back home and for a while, things were all good between him and Kathy.

However, when it was revealed that he wasn't the father, his whole world shattered around him. His heart was heavy with so much hurt because he fell in love with little Eli. Making matter worse, he found out Kathy never stopped the divorce proceedings from going through. He just couldn't stand being in the same room with her anymore.

He felt even more pain in his heart when Olivia told him she's been seeing Moss for the last four months. He wanted to be sick. He was finally free and yet she moved on and found another man. Jealously reeked its ugly head.

But there was nothing he can do now. Olivia was happy and he was happy she found someone. It still doesn't change the fact he wants her so badly.

And that hurts so much!

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Olivia Benson's apartment

Manhattan, New York

April 23, 2008

"Dinner was delicious, Olivia. You sure know your way around in the kitchen," Kurt beamed as he came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist, kissing her neck gently.

"Thank you so much," she said nervously. She had every reason to be nervous. Earlier, she got the dreaded phone call from her doctor and confirmed that she was indeed pregnant. Two and a half weeks pregnant to be exact. When she got off the phone, she didn't know whether she should laugh or cry. Now the hardest part is telling her boyfriend of four months.

"How about we have some dessert in the bedroom?" he suggested with a grin. He kept sucking and licking her neck with gentle force. As much as she would love to, she had to tell him now.

"Kurt, before we do, I have something important to tell you," she said as she turned to face him. Her serious expression on her face told a nervous story. She grabbed his hand and led him to the living room, then they both sat down on the sofa.

"What's on your mind, Olivia? Is everything okay?" he asked, looking concerned.

"Kurt, remember what happened that night two weeks ago?" she asked right away.

He smiled. "We made love after we came home drunk from the bar. It was incredible."

"Well, something special happened that night. Something that will change the both of our lives forever," she said softly.

Kurt's eyes were wide open. "Olivia, have you changed your mind? Are you moving in with me?"

Olivia couldn't believe he brought it up again. "No, Kurt, I'm not moving in with you. I'm pregnant."

His face went from being happy to being angry. She didn't like where this conversation's gonna turn.

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