I love you: the famous last words
Buffy's P.O.V.
"Buffy, I love you but I can't stay. I'm a monster in everyone's eyes but yours, luv. I wish I could stay but I can't. " and with that he walked away leaving a confused and heartbroken me in his place.
I watched as the bleached- blonde, blue eyed, British vampire I loved walked into the darkness of the alley. As soon as I was sure he was out of earshot, I broke down crying.
I fell asleep that night wishing that when I woke up, he would storm in sweep me into his arms and kiss me senceless. That he'd hold me and say he was sorry. Or when I woke it was all a terrible dream.
But no. When I woke I wished I hadn't woken at all. I was dreaming of him.
Of the moment I realized that feeling in the pit of my stomach was love. Of that first kiss. Of the three little words that he whispered to me in my ear every night.
I felt the burning tingle behind my eyes and knew my knight in black leather armor had left this damsel in the castle he found her in. He had left. And he wasn't coming back.
The burn became a rainstorm of tears as I started wailing. Felt arms wrap around me. Hope filled my body as I looked up. Alas. It wasn't him. It was my best friend Willow. She sat there rocking me back and forth saying everything would be alright. She was wrong.
Nothing would ever be okay again.
He had left.
Spike had left.
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