Paradise exists only for wolves because humans carry too many sins. But if that was the case, why can we still go there? Why can wolves, who carry the same pains and shadows of humans, still return to Paradise?
I refuse to open the gateway to Paradise. I don't belong there. I never will belong there. I remember meeting that pack that was journeying to Paradise before, Kiba, Toboe, Blue, Tsume, and Hige. They each carried so much darkness in their hearts, just like every human I've met. I am impure as well. My family is dead because of me.
We are impure beasts, not holy sages. We have no right to taint Paradise. But even so, they had the courage to search for it, the will to carry on their journey even at the cost of their lives. I don't have that courage. Is that why I can't go to Paradise?
Or am I simply content with my life here? Is it because I don't want to go find Paradise? I live a simple life; there's nothing special about me at all in fact. Yet I can still carry on and enjoy my life. Is it the pride of a wolf that allows us to journey into Paradise? Is that what sets us apart from humans?
I've never seen humans willing to risk as much as Kiba's pack. I wish I would've realized this sooner. Maybe I would have gone with them.
I will never allow my pride as a wolf to fade. I will not become like a human; I am a wolf. And I will never forget those who are searching for Paradise.
AN/ I was bored, so this isn't really the best XD It's just a wolf wondering why wolves can go to Paradise, even when the carry so many sins.
I don't own Wolf's Rain~