Love was some thing that I thought was so surreal...
Maybe, it was because I never felt it towards anyone in my whole 17 years of existence in this world...
Maybe, it was because of this apathetic upbringing that I've gone through...
Or maybe...
I just developed this philosophy in life to never let any one enter my own small world filled with nothing but pain and loneliness.
But... it happened
I was in my senior year in high school when I felt it.
The feeling of loving and being loved by some one
My little kouhai