From Lust To Love
Summary: One feels lust, the other love, only problems will arise.
Warning: SLASH, extreme detail in the beginning. If this is not your cup of tea then go get coffee and click the BACK BUTTON. Once again this is SLASH! (guy on guy) don't like CLICK BACK BUTTON! And just to be sure you understand me this is SLASH EXTREME DETAILED SLASH. No likey clicky BACK BUTTON!
A/N: Ok this will be my first detailed slashy story scene... So it's probably gonna suck. I got this idea in my History class and I decided 'what the fuck let's try it out.' So here we go! I hope you enjoy it. And I'ma put another warning here because I don't want flames. This is a SLASH STORY, that means two guys kissing, and doing other things. So if you do not like it please push your back button now. If you decide to flame me I will laugh at you. I hate childish bullshit, so flame if you like but you will be laughed at. Anywho to all my awesome faithful reviewers/readers I would love reviews for this and WMoOC... ::cough:: Ok going to start now... and remember this is SLASH! EXTREME! XD
Lust-filled eyes looked up into eyes full of love, as the heat in the room rose greatly. Lips crushed together in passion and tongues battled fiercely, wanting dominance. Moans and groans broke the silence as both bodies rubbed against each other, awaking emotions they both never felt. Lips broke apart and one set started sucking on the other's neck, which resulted in moans.
A quick movement quickly switched roles and both gasped at the contact. Hands roamed all over the other, and a shirt was soon thrown across the room. The dominate guy slowly, teasing started to lick the neck of the other. He moved up to give a light peak on the lips before he moved down to the other's chest. His tongue swirled around the other's nipple causing it to harden and a choked gasp to escape the other's lips. His face was guided to the other nipple, and he gladly nipped and sucked on it until it was standing hard and proud.
He continued his trail downwards to the other guy's navel and dipped his tongue in causing a shudder to overcome the other male. Grinning slightly, he teased the area above the waist of boxers that were sticking out of the faded blue jeans. He pulled his own shirt off, feeling a bit over dressed and attempted to get the belt buckle undone.
"Fucking shit," he mumbled as the buckle wouldn't come undone, the other just laughed and pushed his hands away.
"Let me," he breathed, pulling the belt off. "We can have fun with this later."
The other teens eyes darkened even more with lust, if that was possible. He smirked and tugged the pants off with one movement.
"I love baggy pants," he said, grinning.
He leaned back up and kissed him full on the lips, running his tongue along the bottom lip wanting access. He was of course allowed, and grinned into the kiss as their tongues fought again. Slowly pulling away, he followed the same path down, stopping every once in awhile to nipped at the bare skin. His hands rubbed the bump that was present in the other's boxers. Panting was coming from the submissive male, causing a grin to form. He lowered his face down and pulled the boxers off with his teeth; which, resulted in a choked gasp from the other guy.
"Wow," he gasped as a hot mouth took him full in the mouth.
Moans and gasps escaped his lips as his climax started to build up. Just before his release the other pulled away and smiled evilly. The other moaned in disappointment, and gasped as he felt two fingers at this entrance, preparing him for the next task. The other boy pulled off his pants and prepared himself also. A few minutes later all that could be heard was noises of pleasure and flesh hitting flesh.
"Oh god," they both sighed as they released, one in the other and one on the other.
The didn't talk, both to tired too. Eyes returned to their normal color, no trace of lust or love present. The one who had lust filled eyes fell asleep first, leaving the who in love to look at his angel's face. Grinning slightly he rest his head on the other's chest and pulled the blanket up this his chin. "I love you, Dil," Phil mumbled before falling asleep.(1)
The next morning Phil woke up shivering from the cold. He felt around and noticed Dil was gone. Sighing soundly, he stood up and walked to the bathroom. Looking in the mirror he noticed countless hickeys and bite marks. Another sigh escaped his lips, a sigh of sadness, and a few tears leaked out of his eyes. The bathroom was soon filled with steam and the sound of water running. Sobs wrecked through Phil's body as memories of the previous night made their appearance in his mind.
"I should be used to this," he mumbled to himself as the scolding hot water ran down his body, causing red lines to appear. "Why do I keep going back to him?"
'Because you love him,' the voice in the back of his mind said, sadly.
"I know," he sighed, defeated.
'Maybe he'll love you one day.'
"I doubt it; I should just move on," he forced out as a lump in his throat was building. "He'd never love trash like me."
Phil slid to the bathtub floor. (2) Angrily, he started to shrub is body clean, suddenly feeling very dirty. He wiped the tears away and told himself he would not cry over Dil anymore. When he stepped out of the shower his skin was bright red and hurt to touch. Slowly he pulled out baggy blue jeans and a baggy Atreyu shirt. He got dressed and headed out, he was in serious need of a drink. He jumped into his car and started to drive towards Chuckie's apartment.
'For You' by Smile Empty Soul came blasting through the speakers. Tears welled up in Phil's eyes again as he listened to the lyrics. Trees sped by as he pushed the gas pedal harder. Sighing, he turned off the radio and continued his way down to Chuckie's apartment.
It was really early when Dil woke up. He sighed quietly careful not to wake Phil. He untangled himself from the limbs that held him to the bed. A worried look crossed his face as Phil started to stir. He quickly got dressed and headed out to his car. Nine Inch Nails' 'Closer,' came on the radio when Dil started his car. Grinning slightly, he thought about the night before.
"Best fuck ever," Dil said to himself.
'It didn't mean anything?' a voice in the back of his mind asked.
"Not a damn thing."
'Are you sure?' the voice protested.
"N-Yes! He doesn't love me, I don't love him. It's just two friends fucking"
'I don't think it is, and you know it.'
"I don't love him, I can't," he mumbled, his good mood fading.
'Just stop lying to yourself!' the voice yelled.
"I'm not, I don't love him, I never will!" he yelled.
'Just think that, you should tell him before it's to late.'
"Why would I tell him something that's not true?"
'Just remember what I said.'
"I'm going crazy," Dil mumbled.
He turned off the radio and continued to drive home. Yawning, he looked at his watch, it read 6:36. It was 6:50 by the time he reached his house and collapsed on his bed.
"Something's missing," he mumbled as he tried to fall asleep.
It was 10 when he woke up, looking around he wondered where he was. Frowning, he remembered everything that happened this morning; he snuck out of Phil's apartment again. Sighing soundly, he made his way over to the bathroom to get ready for the day.
"Today I end it with Phil," he said. "He doesn't love me, I don't love him, so there's no point in continuing this."
'You love him,' the voice came back.
"No I don't, but I'm scared I might be starting to. Like I said he'd never love me because I'm not good enough."
'So you are falling in love with him?'
"I think, it's better to end it now before I fall to deep into it"
'You're making a mistake, but I can't stop you.' the voice faded away.
A single tear fell down Dil's cheek as he headed to his car. He jumped in and headed towards Chuckie's house.
A/N: Ok ending it here. I think it's long enough. So what did you think? Please leave a review...
(1): I can't believe I wrote that... My perverted mind has risen! XD
(2): Do bathtubs has floors? or is it called the bottom of the tub?
A/N: Hehe I'm leaving another A/N because I can. I would love to get some reviews! No flames, unless you are dissing my writing style etc. If I receive a flame saying I'm sick, I'm a perv, this could never happen then I will laugh at you. Like I said before this is slash, this is guys getting it on. And guess what! Flames aren't gonna make me stop! So flame away! (I don't want them, but if youmust flamethe go ahead. Like I said before it's not gonna make me stop)Oh and to my awesome readers whom I love with all my heart please leave a review... I will love you even more! So I'm requesting at least 5 reviews for the next chapter... oh and I want reviews on WMoOC too... I'm a review whore what can I say? XD ok I'm gone... peace Lake