Eternal
Preview: Kikyo's dying thoughts.
Sometimes, i wondered if my fate was always planned, and i was meant to be in this position from the beginning. Was i just born to die? Sacrifices must be made, but do they if one is not necessary? And if so, how can you differ between a cause worth a sacrifice and one that is not. You can not clench onto everything and you can not receive something with nothing given up to obtain it. Whether it is a simple hours work, or a life, everything has to have balance as such, a sacrifice needs to be given. I was taught must be made. I was given a gift, for selflessly living my life, sacrificing everything, and that was to live again. But this time, as a ordinary woman, or so I'd hoped. I found the one thing i have to hold on to. Not life. Not my freedom. I am resurrected from the dead. As such i am neither this or that. Human nor the dead. But being where i am, gives my the chance no one else got. To stop. And think. Am i truly happy? And i realize, when i was alive, i never was. The one thing i found that truly made me happy, brought me to kill myself in order to preserve what little i had left of it when i died. Trust. Friendship. And above all, Affection is what brought me to my doom. Looking back, i regret nothing, but that i didn't have more time with him.I can not turn back time, and though it was not him, the scar still left by his impersonator runs deep. So deep that i can not forgive him, even if he was not my killer. I am dead, and he is alive. We where never meant to be. "The wheel of destiny is ever in motion. Eternal."
Author's notes:
OK now, have no idea why i wrote this, but you know what, i did. Could you tell it was Kikyo i was writing about? Well here's a hint at the end, the reason i but quotes around the last two sentences was because that was a quote she gave after an old man died and she had found the truth behind her death. My favorite quote, if you didn't notice. And basically the whole piece revolves around that quote.
Right now i am a Kikyo freak... And Rukia too but that's another story. How'd i do? Well, talk to ya later, bye!