After reading a lot of your great Kandy fanfics, I think it's time for me to share my thoughts with you…As you can imagine, I do not own any of the characters…this is my first fanfic, so please review!! This will be scenes, that I would have loved to watch, but no such luck…so here are my fantasies…first chapter set in Season 3, Episode 3 "The End of Innocence"

Chapter One: The first night at home

Kirsten went to the yard after she had her first dinner with her family after coming home from rehab. She lay down near the pool. The happiness she felt now that she was finally at home was nearly overwhelming her. This was where she belonged, not this house, not this town…but this three men which were washing the dishes in the kitchen were her home. Feeling so happy, she wondered how she would spend her first night at home…maybe watching movies, finally falling asleep on Sandy's chest again. When she was still in rehab, she often thought about this evening…being home again, no more crying at night because she missed those loving armes around her waist. No more hours of thinking of making love to her wonderful and so sexy husband…no more hours of missing his touch.

She knew what she wanted tonight…she wanted to celebrate with Sandy. The way they always did when times were better. Seth came outside, sitting down next to her.

"Mom, is everything ok? You're so alone out here."

"Sweetie, I'm fine. Perfect." She smiled at her son, not knowing him being worried so honestly. "So, what are your plans for tonight? Do you meet with your girls?" She asked, having her plan in mind.

"Well we planned going to the Bait Shop, but now that you're home again, I think we cancel that and stay with you!" he answered.

"hmmm…maybe you should go! We can spend time together tomorrow and we had a great dinner…I just want life to be as normal as possible.." she thought she should be honest " and I think it's time that your Dad and me spend some time together, you know I think he was so lonely over the summer…"

He interrupted her "Ok ok, I don't want to hear anything about your plans with my father! We'll go…soon! I don't wanna be a witness of this!"…But instead of making a disgusted face, he smiled at her, just being so glad that she was home again. "Thank you!" she said while hugging him.

Half an hour later, she gave some money to the boys and they both left after hugging Kirsten again. Sandy came out of the bedroom after taking a shower. He was always so damn sexy with still wet hair and his Berkley jumper. Kirsten was sitting on the couch just watching him.

"So, where are the boys, I thought that we could watch a movie if you want to…just spend some family time" He said while taking place beside her.

"I sent them to spend the night with their girls. I think it's necessary for us to spend a little time alone" she looked at him lovingly, but a little unsure what to do now. " Well that works for me…" He said , couldn't help but smiling at her. God there she was, this wonderful woman who agreed to be his wife years ago, and now he wondered why he was so damn nervous, not knowing what to do. Kirsten, who noticed his nervousness, decided to make the first move.

She sat on his lap straddling him, taking his face into her hands. She looked deep into those eyes, those blue eyes which always made her feel so safe. She leaned in and kissed his lips, first very lightly…than little harder. She kissed him again, her tounge begging for entrance. His mouth accepted her tounge so gladly but she felt him hesitate. She broke the kiss and whispered "What's wrong? Is this too fast?"

He chuckled, she was always so cute. "God you will never be too fast in kissing me! But…I don't know, it's been a while since we are home alone, and I feel like it's the first time I'm allowed to kiss you, I just don't know where to put my hands and…"…She couldn't help but laugh at this comment…"What's so funny about that?"

"You know, if this is really like the first time you kissed me, you will learn very fast where to put your hands…but if you want to I'll show you".

All he could do was nodding, and she took his hand and placed it onto her neck, slowly going down until his hand cupped her breast…she closed her eyes and enjoyed the touch that she missed so much. Sandy leant forward, starting to kiss her neck, licking over that favourite place of hers while his other hand started to massage her but. She whispered, almost moaning "Oh you learn fast Mr Cohen". To her surprise he stood up, her still in his arms, carring her to the bedroom. He laid her down, standing in front of her, removing his jumper. He leaned over her, just inches away from her face inhaling her scent.

"I've missed you so much baby." He said while stroking her face with his hand. She shivered under his touch. " I've missed you too…so much." She put her arms around his neck and kissed him…Soon there kisses became very passionate…he started to undress her…very slowly, watching her wonderful body…he unclipped her bra, looking at those breasts which made him crazy from the first time, couldn't resist and started kissing them, licking her nipples and sucking them lightly while stroking her inner tigh…She arched her back underneath him, "mhhh Sandy you're doing this so good". She put herself up, taking him with her. They kneeled on there bed, staring into each others eyes, smiling at each other, kissing each other, let their tounges duelling with each other so happily. She unbuttoned his jeans to set his rockhard manhood free. She took of his pants and boxers, after that he took off her already wet panties. He laid her down, and spread her legs carefully. She reached out her arms, just wanting to feel him finally. He laid on her…letting his tip touch her entrance which made her moan…"sandy come to me, come to me..". He kissed her deeply, and suddenly he was in her, which made both of them moan into each others mouth. He started to plunge into her, slowly at the beginning, enjoying the sight of Kirsten, arching underneath him.

She packed his ass and pushed him deeper inside her, letting out a loud moan. He exactly knew what she needed now so he started increase the speed of his thrusts. God how good she felt! They turned over so she was now sitting on him, riding him passionately. He sat up and kissed her breasts. Feeling that she was close, she held his face in her hands, looking into his eyes which watched her moves, his hands holding her but helping her to ride him. They led out loud moans and she cried his name out loud when they climaxed together.

He lay down, with her on top of him. She wanted to go down and lay beside him, but when she started to move, he held her tighter " no…just stay here, right here". Her body was full upon him, still naked and sweaty. This felt so wonderful, being back in the arms of that amazing man. She looked into his eyes,

"I love you so much honey…it's so good to be back!" Kirsten said still breathing heavily.

"Oh it's so good to hear you say that, in our home, in our bed, in my arms. I love you too baby."

"You know, we have a lot of catch up to do don't you think?"

He turned over, leaning over her, and the he kissed her, "I think we should start right now…"

Next chapter: The Shower Scene from "The Last Waltz"