*-*-*Secret Lovers*-*-*

*-*-*Chapter 1: I Can't Take It*-*-*

*-*-*By: MikaylAGomez09*-*-*

Summary: He has always gone out with lots of girls, but the one girl he wants to spend the rest of his life with walked away from him after graduation. What happens when they run into each other again 10 years later? Please NO FLAMES!

Disclaimer: I don't own Z101… but I wish I did… not really though.

*-*-*His POV*-*-*

'I can't take this anymore, I've gone out with tons of girls since she got to PCA and I can only think about her. Why is this so hard for me? I mean, come on, I am who I am, and the me that I usually am can't even gather up the courage to ask out the one girl I've been wanting to spend every minute of every day with ever since I first saw her.'

'If I don't say something to her soon, I might just lose her forever, and that would only be because we graduate in a few days. So, yeah, I might want to stop writing this down and just come out and tell her how I feel. Or, better yet, show her how I feel. God… I feel like Chase now. Not telling the one person that I love, how I feel, but it's completely obvious to everyone else.'

'Why does asking out the perfect girl so dang hard? I mean, why can't I just go up to her and say…'

"Hey man," Chase says as he walks into the room.

"Oh, hey Chase," I reply quickly putting my notebook under my pillow.

"What were you just writing?" Chase asks.

"Nothing really… just trying to figure out my thoughts," I say.

"Did that help any?" Chase asks.

"Nope, not one bit," I say before running my hands through my hair.

"Do you mind if I ask what exactly you were trying to figure out?" Chase asks slowly.

"Yeah, I do…," I say sighing.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Chase asks.

"Not right now… maybe later," I say, "I'm going to go for a walk… and do not look in my notebook," I say in a threatening voice.

"Dude, wouldn't dream of it," Chase says smiling that dorky smile of his that I hate.

'This whole thing is driving me crazy. I mean, one minute I think she is the most amazing thing ever to set foot on PCA… but the next minute, I'm making fun of her. Why do guys always make fun of the girls that they like? It doesn't make sense.'

*-*-*Her POV*-*-*

'I think about him all the time, even though he is constantly making fun of me. I love him one minute, and hate him the next. So does that mean I love to hate him? Or do I have a love/hate relationship battle for him within me? Either way, he's hot and I've definitely noticed… even though I don't let it show that I've noticed.'

"Hey guys," I say as I walk into the lounge and find Zoey and Michael.

"Oh, hey," Zoey says looking up.

"Hey, what's up?" Michael asks.

"Um, the ceiling and then the sky," I say shaking my head at him.

"Ha, ha, very funny; I meant what's up with you," Michael says.

"Oh, not much, I was just really bored in the dorm, so I decided to get some fresh air," I say.

"Then why are you… ow, Zoey! What was that for?" Michael asks as Zoey kicks him under the table that they're sitting at.

"For being an idiot; you know that our dorm is in this building and in order to get outside, you need to walk through the lounge," Zoey says rolling her eyes.

"Oh, right, sorry," Michael says to me.

"It's okay, but I'll see you guys later," I say before walking away.

"That was rude," I hear Zoey say to Michael.

"Well sorrrry," Michael retorts sarcastically.

'As I walked away from my friends, I wasn't watching where I was going and ran into someone.'

"Watch where you're go…ing?" the person starts to say before stopping mid-sentence and helping me up.

"Thanks, but I could've gotten…," I say before looking up to see who it was.

"I'm so sorry," he says.

"Oh, no, it was my fault, I wasn't watching where I was going," I say blushing.

"Do you want to go somewhere and just talk? 'Cause we don't have very many days left here at PCA," he asks as he too blushes a little.

"Sure, I'd love to," I say smiling.

"Good, because I have some things to tell you," he says before taking my hand and pulling me out of the building and out onto the lawn.

*-*-*End Chapter 1*-*-*

(A/N: I hope you liked the chapter. Do any of you want to take a wild stab at who the two people are? I've eliminated Zoey from being the girl, and Chase from being the guy. – Mikayla)