AN: As much as I wanted to write a happy ending story, I can't help but to write the opposite. I looooveeee Kise, and I loooooove Aomine too so please, don't hate me for this one XD
*For my beloved*
Right from the start, he knew he doesn't have a chance, he knew he was just trying his best for nothing; he knew that he'll probably end up hurting himself. But he didn't mind, he was so much in love with Aomine that he didn't mind anything at all.
Sometimes he pitied himself, sometimes he felt proud, because he manage to keep his sanity intact with him. But whenever he loses Aomine from his sight, he goes crazy. He's not a stalker, but acts like he is, Aomine's his "friend" so why does he need to stalk him if the only thing he needs to do is to be always by his side.
"I will always be here for you, Daiki." Kise would say, with a smile plastered on his face, to which the other one would snort and roll his eyes. But in the end he'll ruffled up the blonde's hair, giving him a little smile. "That sounds so gay, Kise." was always his reply.
Kise was always satisfied with that, no matter how painful those words are for him. As long as Aomine acknowledges him, as long as he feels like he's needed, he'll always be right there for his beloved.
"Oi Kise" Aomine called him, Kise squinted his eyes when he saw his Aomine laughing with some other guy, he was a brunette, smaller than Aomine, with a pale skin and has those big puppy eyes. What was his name again? Rei? Rin? Ryo? Ah, it was Sakurai Ryo. Kise approached the men with a forced smile. "Yo, Daiki….hey, Sakurai-san." He said, as he looked at the smaller man with cold piercing glare. Ryo felt chills running down his spine. He bowed frantically, repeating his mantra "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I won't do it again!"
Aomine raised a brow, totally confused. "Haa? The hell you talking' about?" he asked, Ryo looked at Aomine then at Kise, who was still glaring at him. "Eep! I-I gotta go senpai! later then, bye!" Ryo finished hurriedly and dashed away. Aomine was still confused mumbling about how weird the kid was. On the other hand, Kise was smiling victoriously, latching his arms around Aomine. "Ne, Daiki~ you don't need to mind that brat~" he purred, Aomine looked at him with a glare. "Shut up Kise, I'm worried for him as a friend." He said untangling Kise's arms away, leaving Kise at the hallway. Kise looked down with saddened eyes. I'm the only one you need, Daiki.
Later that afternoon. There was news that a freshman was found beaten up at the back of the gym. Aomine's eyes widen when he saw that it was Sakurai on the news, he hurriedly went to the hospital to check on his friend, but the poor boy was so traumatized that he was trembling so hard, Aomine attempted to pat his head but Ryo batted his hand away. "No! N-no! please don't hurt me, I'm sorry I'm sorry." Ryo whimpered as he cried, The taller man felt sorry for Ryo. "Ryo, calm down, I'm not going to hurt you. Do you remember who did this to you?" he asked, putting more effort to make his voice seem calm.
Ryo looked at the door and grabbed his Aomine's arm. "He's here! He's here! Please! I won't do it again! I beg you!" Ryo shouted, his grip on Aomine was tight enough to leave red marks, he clutched on the sheets and covered himself entirely. Aomine can still see Ryo trembling underneath the sheets. "I-I won't do it again. Please don't hurt me, I'm begging you." Ryo whispered again and again, Aomine sighed rubbing his temple and placed his hand on top of Ryo's head. "I swear I'll take revenge for you Ryo, I'll find out who did this to you, and I'll beat the shit out of him." He said and left the lad's room.
Meanwhile, Kise went to check up on Ryo when he saw that Aomine was already there, he hated how Aomine showered the other one with affection, he hated how Aomine's attention wasn't on him, he hated how Aomine didn't notice his presence at all. Kise glared when Ryo looked at him during the time when Aomine asked who did the beating on Ryo, that was when Ryo went crazy and started flailing around. Kise smiled wickedly and left.
He was walking slowly along the hospital's hallway. He was aware that other people was staring at him, well who wouldn't? He was smiling devilishly to himself, mumbling words that other people can't hear, he kept on looking at them with such maniac eyes. "I should have beaten him some more." Kise whispered. "Maybe I should have killed him? Yes, yes! I should have!" he added, then releasing out a wicked laughter.
He was so absorbed in his thoughts that he didn't see that someone was in front of him. "Ah, I could kill him before he spill things out." He said to himself and giggled. "Kill who, Kise?" Kise gasped when he saw Aomine in front of him, he smiled and hugged the taller man. "Ah! Daiki-kun!" he purred, Aomine pushed Kise back. "The hell with that Kise! Tell me, are you the one who hurt Ryo?!" Aomine asked angrily.
Kise's eyes went dead-like. "So what if I did?" he asked back. Aomine gritted his teeth and grabbed Kise's collar. "Fuck Kise! What did Ryo even did to you!?" Aomine growled, Kise's brow met and he held on Aomine's hands tightly. "He was trying to take you away from me! Haven't you seen how he looks at you?!" Kise almost shouted, it was a good thing that they're at the back of the hallway and there aren't any people passing by at the moment.
Aomine released Kise and stepped back. "You're insane! He's just my friend! And what of it if ever he likes me? I didn't even said that I love you Kise!" Aomine stated, he was furious, Kise's eyes widen. "But, Daiki! I'm the only one you need! What can he do for you? I did everything I can for you! I'm the only one who can make you happy…." Kise whispered, feeling the tears that started to form in his eyes. Aomine sighed, but not giving in. "You did all of those with your own accord, I haven't said anything about what things you need to do for me, Kise. It's all your fault." Aomine muttered, with that, Kise's tears started pouring down. Aomine left Kise and the blonde was just crying there, caliing out Aomine's name over and over again.
Weeks went by, Aomine hasn't spoken to Kise even once, but the younger man kept on following Aomine wherever he went. Aomine was aware of it, but he didn't say anything. He was at the school's rooftop, appreciating the peace for some time. He heard the door creaked opened, and there stood Kise, with eyes that looked so tired. Aomine looked at Kise and said nothing.
"Daiki…I'm sorry." Kise whispered, he knelt in front of Aomine. "I'm sorry, please talk to me again, oh Daiki." Kise added, tearing up. "You shouldn't be saying that to me, Kise." Aomine said. Kise wiped the tear from the side of his left eye. "Then, if I say sorry to Ryo, would you forgive me?"Kise asked. Aomine sighed, but nodded nonetheless. "I could, if you promised not to hurt Ryo again." Aomine said. Kise felt that pang of jealousy again. "What is with you Daiki! Why do you care so much about Ryo?! Have I got no chance with you at all?!" he asked, his voice cracked. "How do you expect me to like you if you act like that! You're too damn possessive Kise! I don't even know if I still know you!" Aomine shouted back, Kise gave him a look before standing up. "Fine, you want me to say sorry to Ryo, right? Okay then." He hiccupped and left. "Oi! Kise! Kise!" Aomine's voice echoed the now empty rooftop.
Kise made his way to the Hospital. "I'll show Ryo what he gets when someone tries to snatch Daiki away from me."he whispered. Kise clutched his shirt, if people think that I'm insane, then so be it. "Daiki's mine, mine, mine." He whispered to himself, and upon reaching Ryo's room, he smiled.
Opening the door, Ryo stirred up a little. But when he heard the closing of the door, his eyes shot open. He gasped when he saw Kise approaching him. "K-Kise-san? N-no please, don't hurt me!" Ryo whimpered vulnerably. Kise snorted and took his time on approaching the injured man. "Neh Ryo, you want to take Daiki away from me, don't you?" he asked, Ryo shook his head and tears rolled down his pale cheeks. "N-No! please believe me Kise-san! I know my place now, please I beg you, don't hurt me!" Ryo pleaded bringing his knees to his chest.
Kise smiled menacingly. "Aww, great pretender bitch. You think I'll buy that excuse?" he asked, when he revealed a knife from his pocket, Ryo's eyes widen more, if that was even possible. "No!No! I'm telling the truth Kise-san!" Ryo shouted, waving his arms frantically, he moved back and managed to avoid Kise's first swing of the knife.
"I'll kill you, and after that, Daiki wouldn't think of anyone else but me~" Kise purred, oh how he love the thought, and when he looked back at Ryo, he swung his knife again, and this time it slashed Ryo's shoulder. Ryo felt like his skin was burning from the sudden pain. More tears rolled down his cheeks, and Kise was about to slash him again when the door opened.
"Stop it Kise!"Aomine's voice rang inside the room, running towards the blonde man and snatching the knife away from his grip. Kise walked backwards. "D-Daiki…"Kise whined. Aomine looked at him angrily; the older man went towards Ryo and hugged him, keeping him safe from the insane man. Aomine pointed the knife towards Kise. "Don't you dare come closer,Kise, I've called the police, and they'll come here any minute from now." He growled.
He was mad, he was hurt, The man he loved has someone else in his heart. Tears rolled down Kise's face. "D-Daiki…no…you should be choosing me…"he whispered as he moves closer to Aomine. "Fuck that! I'd never love someone who's insane like you!" Aomine roared .Kise shook his head. "No, no….I-I'm not insane Daiki, I'm just…I-I did this so no one can snatch you away from…me…"he said as he reached out for Aomine, but it was too late, Aomine had already stabbed him in the stomach, and blood started to ooze out his lips.
"I'm sorry Kise, but I'm not going to let you hurt Ryo." Aomine said with sad eyes, Ryo clutched on Aomine's shirt tightly, tears fell down on the taller man's shirt. Kise wanted to say sorry, but he can't. He fell down and seconds later, darkness occupied him.
He shouldn't have loved.
He shouldn't have tried.
He shouldn't have did all of this.
He shouldn't have let insanity take over him.
He shouldn't have felt jealous.
He shouldn't have felt possessive over Aomine.
He shouldn't have said those three words.
But he did.
AN: IDEK what happened. :O just kidding, I wanted to write some possessive unrequited love, and this came out, please don't hate me for what happened to Kise, I mean, I love him but still…anyway, reviews/feedbacks would make me very happy Thank you
Oh, and if there are any grammatical errors, forgive me, I don't usually proofread my works, so yeah. Emzosorry :3
P.S
I might update 6 lives one of these days, and I want to thank all of you who reviewed, followed and clicked favorite, it inspires me to write more once again, thank you very much
*hugs everyone