Insanity
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or Soul Eater they and the characters belong to their respected owners. I own nothing, I am but a simple fan-fiction writer who writes for fun.
Summary: What really pushed Asura to insanity? Why did he hate death, why did he hate the world and wish to hide from it and wallow in his insanity. The answer can be found in the past when he was once sane but madly in love. There is a lemon in the beginning!
Enjoy!
He held her close to him, not wanting to let her go, he never wanted to let her go. She kept the darkness at bay and calmed his fear. With her by his side there was nothing that scared him, he was strong because of her, it was her that gave him the strength to fight everyday.
She smiled at him as she pushed herself away from him slightly but stayed in the circle of his arms. She was beautiful within the light of the moon, her blue eyes that were similar to steal looked almost silver while her raven hair took on a blue hue, while her milky skin glowed with an unworldly silver light. She wore a white almost transparent nightgown that fell to her knee, it was slightly too big on her, the only thing holding it up was the thin straps.
She stood on her toes as she leaned into him, placing a fevered kiss onto his lip. He returned the kiss instantly, his body quickly hardening in response to her forwardness. She gently bite his lip, gently sucking on it as she pulled lightly on it before letting it go. She kissed him hard, her fingers fisted into his hair as she pushed her tongue into his mouth. His blood seemed to be on fire with his want and need for her.
She was never this forward, she was normally submissive and let him take the lead. They hadn't done anything other than kiss and a little touching but the way she was taking charge made him want her so much more, normally he can restrain himself, but if she didn't stop kissing his neck he would make her his this very night no matter if she wanted to or not. He would never force himself on her, no he loved her to much to ever do that, but it was his beast that he feared about. He didn't have the strongest control over it, in fact he was scared of his beast.
He grabbed her hands that had been moving down his chest and held them there with only one of his hands as he used his other hand to force her to look at him.
"Kagome," her name left his lips as a hushed whisper, as if not to break the perfection of this moment together. "We can't do this. I care you Kagome but if we were to do this I can't guaranty that I could control myself. I want you as my mate not just as my lover, you mean so much to me-"
She cut him off with a simple "Yes," the sound of it taking him by surprise.
"What?" He asked breathlessly, he was so afraid that he heard her wrong. He had dreamed of this so many times that he feared that this was another dream. He couldn't bear the thought of this being another dream, it hurt so much to wake up to an empty bed.
"I can think of nothing else I want more in this world than to be your mate. I love you Asura," She told him looking up into his eyes. She smiled with tears in her eyes. She wasn't sad though, if anything her aura was bright and glowing, he could feel it gently caressing his own. He loved being with her, she was doing this in a way to comfort him because she knew he was scared of hurting her.
"I want to be with you forever," She whispered it softly, it sounded almost like she was singing when she talked and it intently calmed him to the point where he understood what she was saying. She wanted him just like he wanted her; she loved him.
His lips descended down to hers capturing her lips in a sweet yet hungry kiss. It was like he was starving for her and he couldn't get enough. He let go of her hands to caress her cheek while his other hand found its way into her hair where he cupped the back of her skull holding her lips against his own. She sucked on his bottom lip gently biting it causing him to growl lightly, the action causing her to shiver and her scent of arousal to increase.
He smirked fisting his hand in her hair and forcing her head back, she hissed lightly but her scent told that she liked it and her eyes burned into his own as they darkened with desire and need. He growled lightly the action making her shiver. He latched onto her neck kissing and sucking on the skin that covered her rapid pulse. Holding her head back by her hair his other snaked down her body to her mint lace underwear. Using his middle finger he began rubbing her clit through the thin fabric. he smirked at the soft gasp that left her swollen lips.
He pulled back to look at her as he slip his fingers into her tight pussy, while doing that he gently tugged her hair causing her to glare at him as she moaned. He fingered her pussy until he could hear it. He smiled evilly, kissing up her neck till he got to her ear, gently biting and sucking the lobe into his mouth. "Do you want me?" He asked huskily.
His only response was a breathless moan. He narrowed his eyes and asked again this time with a deep demanding growl. "Do you want me in you?" he thrust two of his fingers into her forcefully while applying pressure to her clit.
"Yes," Her answer was a breathless whisper.
He still wasn't pleased. " Didn't hear that was did you say Ka-go-me," He growled into her ear tugging her hair as he once more shoved his fingers into her pussy this time harder than the one before.
"Yes!" She moaned loudly. "God yes! Please Asura I need you!"
That was what he needed to hear. He kissed her roughly, thrusting his tongue in her mouth as he picks her up. Her legs wrap around his hips as she grinded her pelvis into his erection that strained against the fabric of his pants. He growled as she tried dominating the kiss, her hands in his hair and her nails dragging gently against his scalp.
He placed her within the middle of bed. She looked up at him with such longing and need in her dark cobalt eyes. He took off his shirt as he looked back at her with the same amount of longing reflected in his own red eyes. He kissed up one of her legs to her still clothed, he looked up at her to see that her eyes had lost a little bit of their darkness and scarlet colored her face. He turned attention to the thin fabric and gently pulled it down, she lifted her hips to help him, her face growing redder as she watched him, her bottom lip between her teeth as she did. Once they were off he kissed her upper inner thigh. She gasped softly her body slightly stiff as he then kissed her shaven pussy. He licked lightly but was stopped as she pushed him away. He looked up to see that her face was red with embarrassment.
He gave her a questioning look and she simply shook her head and sat up caressing his cheeks as she pulled him into an innocent kiss. He kissed her understanding that she was uncomfortable with doing that at the moment, he kissed her back caressing her cheek as he deepened the kiss. It quickly became as heated as it had earlier and her hands moved to his pants as he look off her nightgown.
He lost himself in her, failing to notice that they were both naked now. He kissed her roughly grabbing her boob with one hand and gently playing with her clit with the other. He kissed down her neck to her other breast and sucked on it greedily while pitch the nippled on the other one. She gasped and moaned arching for her back as he switched breast, she shivered whenever his fangs would graze the nipple.
He loved the sound of her moans and the way his name flowed so effortlessly off her tongue when she whimpered wantingly. He loved the smell of their arousal mixed together and the feel of her body pressed against his own. These were things that only he would ever experienced, she was his. he growled gently biting down on her breast enough to draw blood but she didn't seem to notice as she moaned softly. Her blood sent a shock through his body making his cock twitch painful in need.
"Asura please," She whimpered, thrashing her head back and forth. "Please I need you,"
He looked up to see her looking back at him with eyes that looked to be black, she looked at him in pained pleasure. He nodded slightly, more so to himself then to her. He was really going to take her, he was nervous, he didn't want to hurt her but at the same time he was glad to be her first and only, he only hoped that she would still want him after he took her virginity.
He moved up her body, and kissed her face before nuzzling his face into the crook of her neck where he inhaled her scent deeply to keep himself calm. She wrapped her arms and legs around him, her hands softly playing with his hair before she forced him to look at him.
Her eyes were bright and full of love as she looked at him with a gentle smile on her lips. She kissed him and in that moment he thrust into her. She stiffened under him but she didn't let go of his face as she kissed him. She was in pain, he could smell the tear that slipped passed her lashes.
He simply kissed her, pushing his love into that kiss. He hadn't taken notice of how it felt to be in her till she rolled her hips. He moaned deeply, she was so wet and tight and so warm. He lost himself in her, in her warmth and love. She moaned softly beneath him, they both breathed heavily as they made love. Sweat gathered on their bodies, illuminated by the glow of the moonlight that leaked into the room.
As they made love, their souls merged in a dance so ancient and beautiful. They made love as they tied themselves to one another, his mind body and soul were tied to her as was hers to his. The only thing that could separate them was if one of them died but that wouldn't happen anytime soon. She would live as long as he did, their life spans were now the same. When this was over he would go to death and see if their was a way to tie their souls together completely so that they would find each other in another life if they were to die. he didn't want anything to separate them especially death.
That night they made love several times till they both were exhausted. He wasn't afraid anymore as long as she was beside him, he could do anything
"I love you Asura," She whispered softly, more asleep than awake.
"I love you too Kagome," But his words didn't reach her for she was asleep already.
They feel sleep side by side, with her within his arms while she face him; her hands on his chest.
wolfYLady: There is going to be a second chapter (I just need to write it) I hope you enjoyed it and please review I love hearing what you think of my work, it helps me to become a better writer.