I'm not 200% addicted to SPN yet (or am I already?), only enjoying season 2 right now. Please show indulgence :-). I'm progessing at a slow pace with this show. Just putting a few words on the paper and sharing. Thanks so much for visiting ^_^.
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Legacy
How do I chose between the two most precious things in my life? Why should I? Who gets to decide my fate will be? How did I end up in such a turmoil? I know all the answers to these questions.
I look at them and I wonder…
I don't have to tell myself it's for the greater good. I already feel the answer crawling deep inside my heart. I've known from the very moment it hit us that I would come to this. Because it's all so logical. I've travelled so far, encountered so many different souls, accomplished so many things, sometimes good, sometimes questionable. But who's gonna judge me tonight? Who's there to tell me what I must do and why?
Here I stand, feeling the truth forcefully slipping in my veins.
I walked from one to the other and it became so clear. They can't make it without each other. They surely can make it without me.
I've left them keys, I taught them how to survive, how to fight, perhaps not how to win. Yet, I trust them.
They'll make it.
I'm feeling the little of energy I have left flowing out of my body.
I can still hear their voices, I can see their face. I can sense the pulse of their hearts beating in mine, like the very first day I held them in my arms when they were so little and fragile.
How will I ever be able to let go? I pray in my own way to find the strength to say goodbye.
The bargain is easy.
My life for theirs.
It's only fair.
They will understand I'll always be there, whatever happens.
My blood flows in their veins.
My thoughts are nested in their memories.
My journal is in their hands.
My challenge is theirs from now on.
My time has come and gone.
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You're on your own, Sons.
I love you.
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