I make this solemn promise to you:To be your lover when you need to be loved,your doctor when you are ill,your army when you go to war,your umbrella when life rains down on you,your rock when you get weary,your shield when you need defense,your spirit when you are drained,your pillow when you need to rest,your voice when no one can hear you,your ear when no one will listen,your comfort when you feel pain,your hero when you are under duress,your sunshine when darkness falls,your answer when questions arise,your inspiration to overcome obstacles,your hand to hold when you are frightened,your kiss that wakes you every-day,and your "I love you" each and every night.I am yours... all of me.
A lot of things had changed for me in the couple of weeks since I officially dumped Michael. For one thing, I was more over him, than I had ever been, and that was definitely because I had Rob to call my own.
I was getting on well with my work, my love of photography, and my celebrity portfolio was going very well, thanks to Rob, Kellan, and Jackson with their short interviews, and pictures, which I had made for my portfolio.
I had never felt as confident as I had in these two weeks, and that was also thanks to Robert himself. He made me laugh and laugh, and I'd never actually smiled more than what I had when I was with him.
He was so talented too, and he had been teaching me the guitar, as I used to play the guitar when I was ten. But I gave it up when I was twelve or thirteen, and I wanted to start learning again. So Rob started to teach me.
And my god…his voice was amazing! He sang me; let me sign, in our bedroom, and I couldn't get over his voice! The emotions flowed free from his body, and into the music, the song, and it just made me love him even more.
He was simply so adorable, and so talented too, and his beautiful voice just went with how beautiful he was, and there was no way that I would have been able to let go of him now. I loved him too much, and I realized that if we were separated, it may cause me physical pain to be away from him.
Because whenever he was away from me, even if it was just a small, new moon interview or something; it caused me pain to be away from him. I would go all quiet, and my heart felt as though it had been torn in two.
As soon as he was back, with me however, the pain was gone, and I felt absolutely fine again. I would get as close to him as I could, because I couldn't bear to be away from him, or even too far away from him.
He always understood, and would always put his arm around me, and kiss the top of my head gently. It felt as though he was telling me silently that it was okay, and he was here for me; and that was what I needed.
And as for my house; I had sold that, because I couldn't stand to be living there anymore. Everywhere was little reminders of Michael; his old guitar that was broken; lying helplessly in our cupboard, our bed especially and just lots of little reminders.
And I didn't like our house anymore, because every memory of Michael was bad, and I couldn't bear to stay in a house with as many bad memories as my house.
On that bad trail of thought, I turned back over to Rob, and smiled at him. He was still fast-asleep, bless him, and he looked so adorable. He had that amazing, stunning, natural look about him, and I couldn't take my eyes away.
His hair was perfectly windswept, and perfectly straightened at the same time. Strands of hair stuck out at different points, and some loose hair was just behind his ear, slightly curled, and longer than normal, but still beautiful all the same.
His face was peaceful, gentle, and his long eyelashes were not as visible as what they usually were because he was sleeping. His face was to the side a little bit, leaning closer to me, and giving me full view of his beauty.
He always managed to look so at peaceful when he was asleep, which made me happy, because I had a feeling that he dreamt peacefully, and I hoped he only had good dreams, and no nightmares. I smiled again, unable to help myself.
I got up from the bed then, and started to walk to the door, because I didn't want to wake him up. However as soon as I reached the door, a voice interrupted me.
''Where do you think you're going?'' I gasped and jumped in shock at the sound of Rob's voice. I turned back round, and saw him, sitting up now, and grinning at me happily. He definitely looked as though he'd just woken up, and his hair was even messier than when he was lying down.
I smiled back, and climbed back onto the bed, still in my red, satin nightdress, and leaned over him to give him a morning kiss. I felt him smile against my lips, before he pushed us both back onto the bed properly.
I pulled myself away from him then, to laugh, and quickly returned my lips to his again, kissing him softly, gently. He didn't quite follow the pact though; his hands tightened in the back of my hair, and he kissed me urgently.
His own tongue darting out as usual to deepen the kiss, and god, it was worth it. My hands trailed the now-evident rough bit of stubble on his chin, and my hands worked their way up until they found his hair, where they tightened on the strands in their own accord.
His hands slowly started to roam; dropping from the back of my hair, and trailing my sides eagerly through my thin, barely there, laced nightdress, making me shudder in delight. His hands continued to roam.
His hands slowed as they reached the sides of my hips, and he teasingly and slowly ran up my legs. As soon as his hands reached the laced trimming of my nightdress, he let his hands quicken, and pull the dress away from my legs…
''Guys, Tasha wants us to come downstairs for a minute.'' I gasped in shock as Kellan came into the room, rubbing his eyes. As soon as he had taken his hands away from his face, he screamed-yes literally screamed at the sight of us-and ran back out of the room again.
''What's up with you?'' I heard Rachael asked him; sounding pissed off. ''Is there any need to scream, some people have hangovers here!'' She warned him angrily, making us laugh. I fell on top of poor Rob softly, and we both giggled at Rachael's voice.
''Lovebirds can shut up too!'' She added, making us laugh even more. She sounded so pissed off as she huffed at us. I tried to breathe properly, before I could get too dizzy with laughter, while poor Rob was hysterical underneath me.
Bless him, he was so sweet, and his laughter too…god, I couldn't get enough of everything to do with Rob. ''So…what did you see then?'' Rachael demanded to Kellan, outside our room, and we heard him sigh in response.
''Charlie…Daughter…Rob…nearly…'' I rolled my eyes at the word 'Daughter'. Fuck, it was like poor Kellan actually believed I was his Daughter! Next, he'll ve getting me a Daughter's card for Christmas, I swear.
''What Kellan, what?'' Rachael asked him, still sounding so pissed off. God, she must have had a bad hangover today. I hid myself into the side of Rob's chest embarrassed, and waited for Kellan to explain.
''Rob was…well…undressing Charlie.'' I heard poor Kellan gulp. I rolled my eyes in response, and hid myself deeper into Rob's chest after my blush crept up to my cheeks, staining them with my embarrassment.
''I know how you feel love,'' Rob whispered, sounding serious now, as he kissed the very top of my forehead. I smiled against his chest, knowing that he was probably blushing, or running his hand through his hair.
Rachael sighed in response to Kellan telling her the truth. ''Oh, is that really all it was Kellan?'' Rachael asked in an exasperated tone. ''We all know that Charlie and Rob have done a lot more than just undressing, and I'm guessing that it wasn't just coffee being spilt on the kitchen side-''
''-Hey; leave my lover alone!'' I was so glad when Tasha's voice was heard. Phew, because Rachael had been too right….not that I would be admitting that any time soon to them. It was embarrassing as it was.
''Thanks Tash,'' I heard Kellan reply, sounding very relieved to escape the wrath of Rachael, and her story-telling. I got up then, fed-up of hearing them speculate about us. I sighed, and walked over to the door, where Rachael soon looked.
Both she and Tasha raised their eyebrows in response to my scantily dressed nightdress, making me roll my eyes in response. Come on Girlies, I was twenty now, and I was still young, but old enough too.
''Please, it's not as bad as some of the things you've done Rachael!'' I said back, making her shocked. I just grinned, and shut the door, before walking back over to Rob, who was also watching me in shock.
I climbed onto the bed, and straddled his lap, grinning as his eyes widened in shock. ''Now where were we?'' I asked him, taking his face in my hands, before I leaned down and met his lips eagerly. God, I had missed this already.
***
I got dressed in a white top, with straps and black, polka-dot styling, with a small, black strand around the middle. I pulled on a black, cotton cardigan, and skinny jeans, with my sparkling, black beanie hat, that was similar to Rob's.
And of course, I had my black sunglasses ready, to match Rob's own sunglasses, ready in my sunglass case.
Rob looked absolutely amazing today, and I wasn't just saying that because he was now mine, my boyfriend, my sex god; it was because he really did look absolutely gorgeous, and I couldn't stop staring at him as he got dressed.
He pulled on dark blue jeans, and a grey vest top, before pulling on his black jacket, leaving the zip undone at the front, to give view of his fitted, grey v-neck top. He had his black converses on as usual, to match his black jacket.
I went downstairs, and followed the loud conversation that I heard. Rob followed behind me, looking slightly unsure, with his right hand laced in my left hand. I smiled at him in reassurance, and he smiled back nervously.
I knew how he felt though; bless him, because Tasha or anyone else for that matter never asked for us to have a 'meeting' if you like. We walked into the kitchen, to see the back door already wide open, telling us that they were outside.
I followed the lively-sounding conversation into the garden, where they all were. They were all sat around the sofa, and garden chairs. Tasha, Kellan, Aston, and Kirsty were on the sofa, with Rachael sitting on Jackson's lap on the single chair.
There was only one chair left, which meant that I would have to sit on Rob's lap. I didn't mind it, but I found it a little embarrassing, in front of everyone else, like. But Rob pulled me to the chair, and I sat on his lap easily.
He smiled at me; looking a little unsure that he should have done that, but I just smiled back, and wrapped my arms around his neck, and gently pulled his face to mine, so that I could kiss him. He grinned in response after we kissed; happy now.
I turned back round, and caught Tasha's eyes then. She had been watching me, and as soon as I looked round, she grinned, and rolled her eyes, making me smile and blush in response. She knew the reaction Rob had on me.
''Incase people have forgotten, which I doubt they have; it's Alice's birthday today.'' Tasha reminded us all, as though we had forgotten. God, what did she take us for? I had got her my present ages ago, as in weeks ago.
''Tasha, we knew this already; couldn't this have waited?'' Rachael complained sadly. I looked over at her to see her looking back to Jackson, eyes connected, and in their own little world. Bless them, they looked so cute together.
''No, it couldn't Rach, because we're not doing anything tonight for her birthday, and it's not fair!'' Tasha complained, because she was right. ''And we can't just go clubbing, because it's just not right; we always go clubbing.'' Tasha was again, right.
Aston cleared his throat then, and everyone instantly looked to him, as he was quite quiet bless him, as he learned to fit into the group. He smiled at everyone sheepishly, making Kirsty blush a little, bless her.
''Well I did promise you a party round my house.'' He reminded everyone. Everyone besides me and Rob laughed in remembrance, and I looked to Rob confused, and at the same time that he looked to me too.
''Did he?'' Rob and I said together, making us both laugh embarrassed. He ran his hand through his hair, and I blushed red, before hiding my face in Rob's chest. He tipped his head down and onto the top of mine, gently.
''Bless you…and yeah, he did,'' Tasha agreed, making me smile against Rob's chest when she said the first bit. ''So what was you saying Aston?'' Tasha asked him again.
I looked round after slowly returning back to my normal skin color then, and I watched Aston curiously as he replied.
''Well the Guys would be there, we could sing a few songs, as-well as hiring a DJ for tonight.'' Aston suggested, and it was a brilliant idea.
''Oh my god, wow, I love it!'' Tasha exclaimed; grinning at Aston delighted. He smiled back, pleased that he had made her happy, bless him.
''I know an awesome DJ that I can hire cheap enough.'' Kellan suggested as they all started to get caught up in it. I smiled pleased, before turning back to Rob, and smiling wider at him. He had that affect on me.
''Do you want to go for a smoke?'' He suggested innocently. I nodded, because I did want to, and gingerly tucked a strand of loose hair behind his ear.
''Yes please,'' I replied; kissing him softly, before letting him pull us up, from the outside chair, and to the bench, where we usually sat and had a cigarette. He put his arm around me then, as we lit up our cigarettes, just as Rachael, and Kellan was walking over, cigarettes in hand.
I groaned, because as selfish as it was, I couldn't help it. I just wanted a little bit of alone time with Rob right now, but they had to come and sit with us, and have a cigarette too. I wouldn't have minded, but I just wanted to have a little bit of alone time.
Rachael grinned at me as she soon as she got to the bench, and I smiled back, before looking away again. Kellan was watching me closely, and I hoped my bad mood didn't leak through too obviously, because it was still quite selfish of me.
''Have you got Alice's present?'' Rachael asked me curiously, as though she truly wondered if I had. I was prepared, and I wondered if she had gotten Alice a present. It was more likely, than what it would be for me to forget her present.
''You could say that.'' I admitted, blushing red as I thought of the present that I had planned for her. Rachael watched me curiously, but I quickly gained myself again. ''So have you got Alice's present then?'' I asked her curiously.
''Yeah, I got it yesterday.'' She replied, as she sat down next to Jackson on the bench. I nodded in response, and smiled at Rob. He was the only person who knew what my present actually was. Well our present actually, as he had arranged it.
''What are you getting Alice?'' Rachael asked me curiously. I shook my head, chuckling at her, because I wasn't going to be telling her.
''You'll have to find out tonight.'' I replied, grinning at her. She rolled her eyes at me and shrugged in response to that, leaving it be.
Later on, I decided to go shopping with Alice, after she came round, and opened the remaining presents from everyone else. She was a little hurt that she thought I hadn't brought her anything, but I reminded her that my present was for later.
Rob wanted to come with us too, as he wanted to go in a shop in the close-by shopping-mall that we were going to. I wasn't so sure if it was a good idea, in-case he got recognized, but I was too keen for him to come with me, to say anything.
But my fears were confirmed as Kellan walked out into the hallway, and warned us about what I already expected would happen, as Rob pulled on his cool, black beanie hat. I would have said cute, but it just wouldn't do; it was sexy.
''Paparazzi are already going to be outside the mall ready for you to arrive; they expect you two to be together.'' He warned us. I sighed heavily, because I wasn't so sure that this was a good idea anymore, now Kellan had said that.
''Well its okay, we're with Alice. I'll walk besides Alice, with Charlie next to her.'' Rob replied casually, shrugging in response.
''Well I'm just warning you because you wanted to know, you know what the paparazzi are like.'' Kellan reminded Rob, who nodded in response. Kellan walked back out to the kitchen, to see Tasha, who had been listening.
I watched for a moment, before Rob turned back to me, and I smiled at him, trying to ease his worrying. He took my face in his steel hands then, and kissed me, and not just a small kiss; a deep kiss, needing, and powerful, and loving all at once.
''I'm so sorry about this…just put your sunglasses on, and look at the floor.'' He asked me, his eyes asking me for me to tell him that it was okay. And I would, because it wasn't his fault. He didn't plan this, and we would be able to get through this, I was sure.
''You have nothing to apologize for.'' I told him, smiling at him. ''It will be okay, and it's not as if we'll be walking hand in hand, down the street.'' I replied, still smiling, because it was true. It would be okay, I was sure of it.
He nodded, putting on his sunglasses then, like how I had done, and following me and Alice out of the front door nervously. I got into the back of Alice's black, mini cooper, to sit with Rob, because I couldn't bear not to.
The nerves were kicking in now, as the sun rose further into the sky. It was quiet warm today, and I started to get a bad feeling about this trip out. Rob held his hand in mine, as we drove to the shopping mall.
Alice's CD came on into the car, playing Paramore's single for twilight; decode. She banged her head to the music skillfully as she drove, making me laugh, because she couldn't hear me. She had the music blearing out of the speakers.
Even Rob-who I knew was nervous-was smiling, staring out of the window absent mindly, as he rubbed small circles on the back of my hand, with his thumb. I relaxed; just a little bit, because he had that effect on me…as-well as every other effect.
It didn't take us long to drive to the shopping mall, about twenty minutes, and as we parked into the parking lot provided for, by the shopping mall itself, I saw all the paparazzi waiting for us patiently, near the front entrance.
''Oh god!'' I groaned in shock and embarrassment. We weren't going to be able to pull this one off; that was for sure. Rob noticed my panicking automatically, and let his free hand gently rub the small of my back; hidden from the camera.
He needed to really, because my breathing wasn't coming easily. I knew what was going on, and I also knew how stupid it was. I was having a panic attack, and I needed to calm the hell down, before I really couldn't breathe, and I had a total panic attack.
''It's alright Charlie, just keep your head down, and walk besides Alice, not me.'' He told me calmly, and I sucked in a deep breath; just before Alice got out, and pulled me out from the car too, with her. I gasped as the paparazzi gathered round the car then.
I felt as though I would faint, especially when Rob got out from the car. He smiled reassuringly at me, and took his side at Alice's side, while I stayed at her other side; watching the stoned flooring, rather than the bright, flashing cameras.
We walked forward then, slowly at first, but then a lot faster, as Alice guided me through the crowd; her arm linked through mine, as we rushed to get to the shopping mall entrance; ignoring their questions, which was all I could hear around me.
''So out with Michael's ex again then Rob?'' I heard a Man saying, and I had to purse my lips to stop myself from doing something I regret; not lashing out, but maybe more crying or something. I was overwhelmed by the whole thing.
''Is she your Girlfriend?'' Another asked, and I should have realized that that was one due to come out.
''You might as-well tell us, it will come out eventually.'' I heard another reporter say, making me bit down on my lower lip, nervously.
''It didn't look as though you were just friends in the car!'' Another called, before we finally got into the entrance of the shopping mall, safe from them. I breathed out a loud sigh of relief, and put my sunglasses back into my bag.
''I am so sorry guys, that was the only parking lot spare for miles.'' Alice apologized. I looked up at her, to see her grey eyes wide in shock, as she looked to both me and Rob. Bless her, it wasn't her fault.
I felt so bad for Rob though; this was what he had to put up with every single day, and it wasn't fair. He wasn't allowed to live his life properly, and why shouldn't he? He was a good person, a really good person, a normal person too, so why couldn't he live his life like everyone else was allowed to? It wasn't fair!
''It's alright Alice; they would have just found us another way.'' Rob replied, sighing heavily, as though he was really tired. I looked to see him, taking off his sunglasses, and putting them in his pocket.
He ran his hand through his hair, before looking to me. He grabbed my hand, and pulled me safely out of the way of the main entrance, before entwining our hands properly. I knew I wouldn't be allowed to kiss him, not in public.
''Are you alright?'' he asked me anxiously. I smiled at him in reassurance, because I was fine now. I wasn't the one to have to put up with it, he was. And my god, I felt so sorry for him, because it just wasn't fair.
''I'm fine, but what about you?'' I asked him back gently. ''You have to put up with this day in and day out, and it's not fair.'' I complained, because I hoped that he would understand where I was coming from.
''I'm just going to go in this shop, alright?'' Alice asked us. I nodded at her, before returning my attention back to Rob.
''I'm used to it…well, I'm not really but you get used to the screaming, and constant questions after awhile.'' He admitted sheepishly, smiling at me. I smiled back, and gingerly pulled back a strand of hair from in front of his ear.
''Do you know what…stuff it.'' Rob grumbled to something or other, making me confused. His lips came down, and kissed me softly, though it definitely wasn't just as kiss shared by two friends…but I didn't care anymore.
I pulled my arms around his neck, and leaned into the kiss a little more, pressing my lips harder against his, and wrapping my fingers around the strands of hair at the back of his head, gently pulling on them, and relaxing again.
He pulled away then, before anyone could take a picture or something, and smiled at me. ''I couldn't be bothered with waiting until we got home.'' He explained, as I watched him in shock. I shrugged, because it wasn't as though the cameras outside could see.
''I don't mind…really, I don't.'' I replied, grinning sheepishly back at him.
''I'll be right back I've just got to go to a shop, stay with Alice.'' He asked, kissing me once more quickly. I nodded, not asking where he was going, because I didn't want to pester, and went into the clothes shop, finding Alice.
We walked back into the shopping mall, after Alice got a pair of cool, fitted skinny jeans, which looked good on her, and we started to look for Rob then. We found him, about ten minutes after, walking back over to us.
I felt a little suspicious, because he had a big grin on his face, and he was holding a blue, jewelers bag in his right hand. He walked up to us, and winked at me playfully, making me giggle. Alice rolled her eyes in response.
''Well,'' she asked, sounding a little annoyed as we got lost up in each other's gazes. We turned to her confused. ''What's in the bag?'' She asked him curiously; nodding her head to the small, blue bag in hand.
Rob grinned at us both sheepishly, and started to pull out a small, blue box. ''Well…I wanted to get you a present, for tonight.'' He told me, handing me the box. I grinned at him, pleased, as I took in the clever, black bow around the box.
''For me?'' I asked him in shock. He nodded, smiling in response to how I had taken this, and he watched me as I carefully un-wrapped the bow, and opened the box. I gasped in shock as I saw the present.
It was the most beautiful necklace that anyone could ask for. It was silver, and had a blue square shape at the end of the necklace, with small diamonds around the boxes, making it look even prettier than how it already was.
''Oh my god…thanks Rob, this is like…the best present anyone could buy me; it's so beautiful.'' I promised him; delighted. He smiled at me, happy that I liked it, before taking my hand, and gently kissing it, making me giggle helplessly.
Alice leaned over me, and looked at the necklace, before huffing in response. I watched her as she pouted at Rob sadly. ''It's nice that you treat my friend and all, but both of you haven't even got me a birthday present yet.'' She warned us.
I rolled my eyes at her, and shook my head, along with Rob. She was actually unbelievable; did she really think that I wouldn't get her anything for her birthday? God, what did she take me for! But at least tonight was going to be so worth it.
I knew she would be so happy when she saw what I had brought her.
We had lunch, and popped into another clothes shop again, where Rob brought Alice a cool twilight hoodie, which she had begged him to buy. It actually had team Taylor on it, with his face. God, she was so predictable!
She still warned me that she hadn't forgotten that I hadn't brought her anything, and I only smiled in response, making her angrier. I reminded myself of my tonight's gift, because I knew that it would be so worth it.
My gift was definitely going to make her shut up. I imagined her to be in such shock, that she would actually be speechless.
So I ignored her complaining while we drove home, because I knew that tonight was going to be so worth it.
I offered to do her hair for tonight, which she agreed to with a grumble, and a small thank you, which I couldn't help but laugh at.
All this complaining would soon be over when she saw who I had brought to her party, and not just Rob…
***
For tonight, I put on a dress that I had brought a few days ago. It was blue, strapless, and was a satin material. It was really pretty, and as I pulled it on, I knew I had made a good choice in getting this dress.
However, so did Rob, and although that was a good thing, it put him a little behind in getting ready, after he decided that the dress was just too pretty.
He sneaked behind me, and his lips found the back of my neck, at the same time that his hands came to rest on my hips. I shivered; falling deeper into his body behind me, and he kissed my shoulder softly, with me shuddering again.
''You look so beautiful, even without any make-up or your hair not done yet; you always look gorgeous.'' He told me in that glorious, rough voice of his. I shivered again, and fell right into his body this time.
He spun me around gently then, so that I was facing him, and took my face within his hands, and he leant down to gently brush his lips across my mine, ghosting them, without actually kissing me. I whimpered in pain, needing him to kiss me.
Every time that I tried to pull his face to mine though, but he wouldn't let me. I whimpered again, almost sobbing for his touch, for his kiss. He smiled against my lips, and pulled back to look at me closely.
He smiled wider, and let his hands roam up my sides now, making me shiver again. ''I want to make love to you,'' he admitted, trying to sound confident, but one of his hands slipped into his hair, making him look so embarrassed, bless him.
''Will you let me make love to you?'' he asked me, sounding like I may actually say no, like he always did. I nodded, gulping at how truly beautiful he was. He wrapped his arms around my body carefully, and picked me up.
Because I knew what he was going to do, I wrapped my legs around his waist, and helped him carry me to the bed, my arms around his neck, holding on as carefully as I possibly could, because I didn't want to hurt him.
He laid me down gently on our bed, and climbed on top, making sure that his weight wasn't too much on me, by holding his arms out besides my body, and holding on; focusing his weight on his arms, rather than the rest of his body, still on top of mine.
He slowly pulled my dress off of me, taking his time, even though he only had around roughly about an hour, or two to get ready to go. My legs were still tightly wrapped around his waist, and my hands found the back of his grey top, right at the bottom of it.
I pulled it up, and off of his head, and he pulled it off of me, and onto the floor, with my dress, which he had folded neatly, bless him. He climbed off the bed, and pulled off his jeans and boxers slowly, keeping contact with me.
I knew that it still embarrassed him a little bit though, because he ran his hand through his hair, like how he always did when he was embarrassed. So as soon as he climbed back onto the bed, I kissed him thoroughly; letting him know just how much he meant to me.
I wrapped my legs around him again, before realizing that I was still in my underwear. I helped him undress me, until we were both visible to each other. I followed his lead, in climbing into the duvet, and let him climb back onto me again.
It was nicer like this, it felt less awkward, because we were covered in our duvet, the warmth radiating between us, with our bodies touching, our lips moving silently and in sync together, and everything was perfect.
He pulled himself just outside me, and watched me closely; looking for any sign of discomfort, or if I didn't want to, and I knew that he wouldn't find any. ''Are you ready love?'' He asked me tenderly, kissing the top of my chest ready.
I waited, gulping, and trying to calm my embarrassing loud breathing, but it was no hope. My breathing was past erratic; it was needing, wanting, and everything in between. So I just nodded my reply.
''Uh-huh,'' I barely managed, kissing the top of his warm forehead tenderly. He sighed contently in response, and gently pushed himself into me, stretching my body to fit him. There wasn't any pain though, there never was anymore.
All I felt was unbelievable passion, like I always did, when we made love and I wrapped my arms tightly around his back, pressing him deeper into me still, because I needed more. I needed more friction.
I needed that release so badly right now, because I wouldn't have been able to wait all night to not have this. He thrust his hips to meet mine eagerly, and my hands pulled him tighter against me, as I met his thrusts with each of my own.
I couldn't control the moans coming from me, as he thrust deeper and deeper inside, after pulling away after each thrust. I hid my face into the top of his right shoulder; embarrassed by my behavior, even though I shouldn't have been.
I was being far too loud, and I couldn't stop myself responding to his own eager body. His own sounds were beyond beautiful, as he lost got lost in the moment, and totally lost control of what had at first, been holding him back.
He thrust further in, making us both gasp and groan at just how close he was to me now; we truly couldn't be any closer to each other, and even though he wasn't as gentle as how he first was, it didn't matter.
I could feel myself being pushed to the very point that I needed, the point that I so desperately craved right now, and I wanted to warn Rob. I wanted this moment to be shared together, perfectly, as perfect as it always was.
''Rob…I…god…'' I warned between heated breaths, and he nodded his head, as he thrust back in again; moaning into my shoulder as quiet as possible.
''I know…me…too,'' he warned me in his glorious rough voice, thick with need, and lust, which only made me shiver in response.
Finally; I reached that point that I had been craving, and my release was finally here. He moaned in response, and thrust himself further and faster to me, before his own release was there, twice as much as my own.
He groaned, gasped, and moaned before his body fell back onto my own body, his head at my right shoulder. We were now sweltering hot, and I was in a need of another shower; which was alright as I could just get a shower with Rob.
I ran my hands through the back of his gloriously sweaty hair, kissing his hot forehead gently, looking absolutely beautiful as he panted and gasping for breath. I kissed his forehead a few times, waiting for both of our breathing to return to normal slowly.
After a while we forced ourselves to get back up, and started to get ready for tonight. Rob looked amazing tonight; he was wearing a smart grey shirt, and a black tie, to go with his black trousers and shoes.
He looked so beautiful, but he thought his hair was too much of a mess, bless him, even though I told him it looked amazing, so beautiful, he put on his beanie hat, and we got the taxi with everyone else to Aston's.
However, I was starting to get a little bit worried, because Alice was already drunk. I just hoped that she would remember my birthday present in the morning, bless her. It took me ages to get…that particular thing there.
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