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Two plus one for life

It was a colder day than normal in June, but it was always colder by the waterfront and the boys didn't mind that as long as they got to spend it with there mother, they had no problem whatsoever with it. To this little family of mother and sons it was like nothing could harm them, as if it was just the three of them against the world but the truth was so much more unrealistic than that for their mother. Her boys lived care free not knowing about the secret that there mother lived with that could come about and tear there seemingly perfect little life away from them.

This carefree family who to outsider looks like the perfect single parent family lives with the biggest secret around. By day the mother is the head of one of the biggest federal agencies in the country with hundreds of agents following her orders without a moment's hesitation and by night she's a parent just trying to do right by her boys.

See she's lived the last eight years with two massive secrets, one of them being the fact that she has twin boys from a past relationship with an ex-undercover-partner, who is now one of her subordinates and the other being from the assignment that brought her and the boys' father together in the first place. An assignation in Paris that she couldn't bring herself to commit which now is coming back and bite her in the ass and she couldn't live with the consequences that are bound to be coming from it and to top it off she just found out a little while ago that she was diagnosis with Creatine Kinase a medical condition that afflicted her mother and stood a chance at possible being passed on to her. Her only hope was that he boys weren't inline to inherit her medical condition when they get older.

Just two weeks after that family outing to the county fair and the beach, the one call she wasn't expecting came. Her handler from the time in Paris was murdered or at least according to the official reports died of a heart-attack. But Jen never believed that since she knew that her past has to finally be coming back to harm her and everybody else that she cares about. But then again that was only her speculation until she had the proof to back it up and that wasn't going to come unless she attended the funeral and that meant going with a protection detail but who can she take that wont stick to her like glue or be overly suspicious by her actions? Then it hit her take members from the one team whose boss she was protecting they wouldn't ask her any questions but which two agents to take? Tony and Ziva, Ziva and McGee or McGee and Tony, then it came to her. Take the senior agent and her close friend neither of them would ask to many questions behind going with her to California for a funeral and maybe just maybe the two of them would enjoy themselves.

The funeral was what she expected all agencies were in attendance since the deceased man was a member of a federal agency, which resulted in a member from almost every field office in the state attending the funeral. It wasn't until after she went up and signed the condolences book that she truly knew something was wrong a man was asking one of the men responsible for the funeral service if that was a man in attendance by the name of Mr. Oshimaida and that was what pieced together everything for her. The death of the field agent William Decker, which was hers and Gibbs' handler in Paris, which brought the realization back to her of what she didn't do eight and a half years ago was coming back for vengeance and there was only one thing she could to do now and that was to end it, permanently.

All she had to do was separate herself from her protection detail and set her plan in motion to end this once and for all. All the while hoping that everything that she worked so hard to make sure was in place was in place and that her boys would be protected and that Gibbs would be safe and never think of her as anything other than the topnotch agent that he knew she was.

But before the operation could commence she needed to just make contact one last time with her boys, to hear the innocence's in there sweet voices one last time before everything changes forever.

'Hey flyers' 'hi mommy' 'hey' 'how was school, today?' 'Alright' 'boring as usual' 'naturally, it would be boring for you Jason, just a couple more days then school will be over for the year and the summer will begin' 'of course, sleeping in and the beach, right mom?' 'Of course Leroy. Are you two behaving for Noemi?' '…yes' 'really, now?' 'Not really, but it's not are fault honestly' 'sure. Well…you two be good and remember look out for each other, your all I've got so be careful' 'we will mom, don't worry about us' 'yeah don't worry about us, will we see you at the end of the week like you said?' 'Of course you will baby. And remember I love you two more than anything in this whole world and don't you two forget that' 'we wont mommy. And mom' 'yes Leroy?' 'I love you mommy, be careful out there' 'I will baby' 'mom?' 'Yes Jason?' 'I love you too and I can't wait to see you again mommy so we can go to the park like you promised' 'okay. I love you both so much and listen to what the grown-ups tell you to do okay?' 'Okay, mommy' yeah, okay mommy' 'okay well you little munchkin flyers, behave and I love you' 'okay, we'll behave. Love you too mommy'. Unbeknownst to the boys that was the last time that they were going to hear there mom's voice.