THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT. I am waiting for the court to rule whether or not I move (long story) so that is why I haven't updated lately, also still can't find my notebook.
Also, no none of the characters belong to me, and the song is Give Me A Reason by pink.
It was after school, no one else was in the club room, and activities had been canceled so I was using the room for studding. While working on my history paper, I was listening to the radio. It was playing a song from the US. I turned it up, having heard it before, and very much liking the song. As the music started I began to sing along. The song always reminded me of Kyoya. Well at least the start. I began to sketch his face.
Right from the start
You were a thief
You stole my heart
And I your willing victim
I let you see the parts of me
That weren't all that pretty
And with every touch you fixed them
It was so true, how many times he had seen the weak side of me, yet found a way to make me feel like I was stronger. He made me feel invincible. Something that I had never felt and I loved how he did that to me. By now I was avidly singing along to the song, while sketching Kyoya's face.
Now you've been talking in your sleep, oh, oh
Things you never say to me, oh, oh
Tell me that you've had enough
Of our love, our love
Here was the part that I could only wish was true. He would never lower himself to love a commoner like me. In fact he could hardly even talk to me without being cold.
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
Maybe, just maybe we could learn to be friends. Just for him to not be so cold, so frigid to me. When the male part came on, I heard a voice behind me. I turned to Kyoya standing against the door.
I'm sorry I don't understand
Where all of this is coming from
I thought that we were fine
(Oh, we had everything)
Your head is running wild again
My dear we still have everythin'
And it's all in your mind
(Yeah, but this is happenin')
By now I had gotten up and we were circling each other as we sang. He looked like he was trying not to attack me, while I was amazed he could even sing. He began to get closer to me as the song progressed.
You've been havin' real bad dreams, oh, oh
Used to lie so close to me, oh, oh
There's nothing more than empty sheets
Between our love, our love
Oh, our love, our love
He was just as into the singing as me, circling me as he sang the part, making me believe that he meant everything. I felt as though he was the predator and I was the prey. Had it not been Kyoya I would have been freighted but I knew he was just playing my feelings.
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
I never stopped
You're still written in the scars on my heart
You're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
By now you couldn't hear the radio, and we had stopped pacing. Now facing each other, it was as though we were competing to be heard, for the chance for our heart to be heard.
Our tear ducts can rust
I'll fix it for us
We're collecting dust
But our love's enough
You're holding it in
You're pouring a drink
No nothing is as bad as it seems
We'll come clean
By now we were so close that you would have thought we were kissing, if not for the near screaming. We were still singing that loud, lucky that the school was empty. He was backing me up, I wasn't sure where he was herding me too, but I willingly went.
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
My back hit the wall, and our singing had become quiet, strained as we tried to make our feelings heard through the lyrics of the song.
Just give me a reason
Just a little bit's enough
Just a second we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
It's in the stars
It's been written in the scars on our hearts
That we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
He arms had formed a cage around my head, trapping me against the wall. We were still singing even though the song was ending, my voice was fading, scared and not wanting this to end.
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, we can learn to love again
Oh, oh, that we're not broken just bent
And we can learn to love again
When the song ended I looked down and braced myself for the cold remark on how I should focus on my studies and not on singing. Or how I should know better than to let him trap me, but instead he just sighed.
"Haruhi, look up." His voice was softer than I had expected it to be. Still waiting for the scorn, I shook my head.
"Please, just look at me?" when I refused to again, he brought his hand to my face and lifted my chin. "Haruhi, why don't you want to look at me? Am I really that scary?"
"No… I just don't want to get yelled at." I deadpanned not wanting to go through the embarrassment of lying.
"Is that really what you feel? If so then why sing with me?"
"I don't know. Why did you start to sing with me?" he looked at me, pain and confusion in his eyes. Or maybe I was just a little off from the song.
He walked towards the desk I was sitting at, and picked up my notebook. The one with the sketch of his face, I hadn't moved, still unsure of what was happening. He came towards me with the picture.
"This is really good. I love it. Really." He was smiling, admiring the piece of art.
"Don't mock me. I have to go now, so I good night." I started to move away from the wall, but he took a step towards me, pushing me back into the wall, and again trapping me with his arms.
"Why, what's the hurry? Need to run away?" his tone was serious, but his expression was joking.
"Look, I don't appreciate being mocked. So if you don't mind I am going to leave." I started to try and move, when he spoke.
"Oh, but Haruhi, I do mind. You see I came here to get something from you."
"What could I possibly have that you want?" before I could get the words out of my mouth his lips were on mine, smothering the words. When he backed away, I stared at him.
"I know a love confession when I hear one Haruhi. So don't pretend that you were professing your love to someone else." He smirked that annoying little smirk, "Also, you have a nasty habit of speaking your mind. 'How many times has he seen the weak side of me, yet found a way to make me feel like I was stronger. He makes me feel invincible. Something that I had never felt and I loved how he does that to me.' I am flattered you think so highly of me." His grin had grown into an almost smile.
"Well, why did you sing with me, you must have an explanation for that?" I was on the edge between embarrassed and upset.
"Ah Haruhi, you're a smart girl, you can figure it out." He turned and walked out leaving to my thoughts. I had come to a conclusion a minute later, and ran out after him.
As I was running through the hall, something grabbed me from a hall to my right. Before I knew what was happening, I was against a wall again, looking into those familiar onyx eyes.
"You have something to share Haruhi?" his voice was low, almost a growl.
Instead of speaking and ruining the moment, I stood on my tiptoes and kissed him. "Yea, I think I know a love confession when I hear one."
Hey! So…. Well I was listening to some music and this came into my head. Sorry that I haven't updated my other stories, but this was a quick one. Also still can't find my note book with the chapters in it. So yea. I hoped you liked it! Any questions please PM me! Also review please?
Valkariekain, Daughter of Death