Overview/ warning: The scenes of a sexual nature featured in this fan fiction are imagined in a way that uses knowledge based on scenarios found in erotica written for men by men, which I can only assume is more accurate. The depiction of an ideal bottom is usually quite consistent and most stories, like Yaoi involve an older more experienced guy charming and seducing a younger naive guy but this one is totally different.
Nippori spends the night at his favourite senpai's house and the whole time he is there he couldn't feel more relaxed. With Wataru's amazing mother taking care of him and no responsibility to look after the kids, the poor thing never has a chance to relax but he really loves being with his anki. As a less fortunate kid he's always been really appreciative of everything he gets, but now as an older brother he has learnt to give up his free time for his family. He is really passionate and will follow his aniki wherever he goes which unfortunately lead him down the wrong path, but now with the men's rhythmic gymnastics he's found something better to express himself through.
Though there is something that has been bothering him for a while now. He feels really self conscious and ashamed, right now, without knowing why or how he got so excited. Maybe it's the fact that he's got a full stomach for the first time since his mother died or that he is neither babysitting, working a part time job nor studying for the first time in ages or the fact that he is just so incredibly content, when he is with his aniki but forgetting all the why and how questions he just wants to know what's going on. With poor attendance and a mainly absent father he hasn't got a clue what's wrong with him, luckily his aniki is there. He might need a doctor. The two are casually sitting in the living room watching "One piece" since it's Saturday night in Japan and they're both huge fans. When Nippori suddenly stands up and asks "What's this aniki?" Referring to his subtly tented trousers.
"Sit back down right now! What's wrong with you? My mother might see!" He whisper-shouts.
"Is it bad?... Do I need a doctor? Will she help me get rid of it? Why are you so embarrassed aniki? look at me I'm panicking!"
"This isn't funny Nippori, get a grip, would you announce 'that' to the whole room at home?"
"I know it's not funny, why would I stay quiet? Should I be scared?" Tears start streaming down his blushing cheeks "Am I gonna die now? Because it really hurts." He collapses to the ground. Kneeling, head in hands. "I only told you 'cos I trusted you and thought you could help." Wataru dashes to Nippori's side without hesitation and embraces him from behind. "There's no problem don't worry I promise you're not dying," He reassures.
"How do you know? You're not a doctor." Nippori struggles to believe Wataru because of his conflicting emotions and hurt feelings from being laughed at, accused of joking and having no shame, "Well you hugging me doesn't make it feel better, it feels worse like it's about to explode let me get your mum, she can help even if I won't die, 'cos that's what it feels like when you're with me…" He thinks for a minute. "Well it sort of feels like that when you're not with me but until this 'thing' goes you're not helping." He is hysterically crying right now. Which alerts Wataru's mother.
"It looks like this play fight has gone too far." She says as she pulls Wataru by the ear.
"You can leave, he was crying before I touched him and it's boy trouble so you don't want to know."
"My heart has been beating really fast for a while now. I think I need a doctor...Can you call a doctor?"
"And if the doctor was here right now, what would you say?"
"He's killing me Mrs Azuma!" More tears. "On the inside." Then Nippori faints because of exhaustion and reduced blood flow to the head. Wataru is still so worried he instinctively hasn't let go.