4/9/2013
Today House came into my office like usual. This time he wanted to kill a patient. He's so stupid! He grabbed my letter and read it, now he know's I'm trying to be a mother. I think I hurt his feelings when I was going to ask Wilson to be the father and not him. I just didn't want to get disappointed when he said no… but I can't tell him that. He tries to push me around. It's so idiotic of him, but it works. Like today he looked hurt when I told him about it, so I asked him to be the father. I only said it half seriously so that he wouldn't feel pressured into saying yes, and so that I wouldn't seem as hurt when he said no. Which he did. And now he's giving me the clomid shots for the in-vitro. But anyways, he said "Hell no! I don't need a little devil to remind him we haven't been together." That made me sooo nervous and apparently he could tell because he got closer to me and started saying things to me to try to get me more nervous. It worked, and I tried not to let him tell, but then he took my pulse and when he touched me I gasped. He noticed, I'm so embarrassed! He could tell I was a little turned on too, and I don't know how. I hope it's not that obvious when I'm turned on. That'd be so embarrassing!