Oh Mello was dead.

The charred body had been found the funeral had been held and everything.

So there was no way he could be alive.

He undoubtedly, undeniably, most certainly, positively, (and if you wanted to sound fancy like L) was 100.5% dead.

…...

So why the fuck was he sitting in the chair right in front of me?

There he was looking just like he did before he died.

Lounging in the chair, feet propped up on the desk counter, leather boots laced tightly, leather pants clinging to his lean legs, belt shiny in the computer light, leather vest revealing that toned smooth stomach, rosary dangling from a neck half scarred, and blond hair brushed back from his face carelessly. Oh yes this was indeed the Mello I knew. He even clutched a half eaten chocolate bar in his hand and ate it. This was impossible! I quickly swiveledmy head looking at Halle, Rester, and Gevanni in each turn. Halle nonchalantly typed into an extensive case file staring at the screen wearily. Rester was staring at a different screen looking over video file evidence of a kidnapping and sitting directly beside Mello. Gevanni was pouring himself his fifth cup of coffee that day and looking extremely jittery but otherwise had no other signs of freaking out at the sight of a person who was supposedly long dead. Gevanni even reached over through Mello to pick up some papers. Through his body!! Arm slipping easily through a chest as if it wasn't even there!! Mello just snapped off a piece of the chocolate bar and glared up at Gevanni but otherwise said nothing.

Sainte Enfer!!!! (holy hell in French)

I was quite sure I was a sane person. A little emotional trauma from an abusive past but other than that I had a completely functional brain. I was also sure I wasn't delusional from lack of sleep. I had had a full nine hours of sleep last night until Gevanni woke me up this morning. Perhaps I was sick. I set down the Optimus Prime model in my hand and raised it to my forehead for a feel. I didn't feel warm. I actually felt quite cold. So why was I seeing Mello!!

I glanced back up at the blond man in front of me to find him smirking evilly at me. "What's a matter Baby? Is your fat little head confused?" He snickered as he crumpled up his chocolate wrapper then tossed it at my head. I let out a gasp as it actually hit my head then bounced to the floor. What on earth was going on!!

I looked quickly between my three employees to see if they noticed anything. No one even blinked! I sighed quickly and threw down the Bumblebee model in my other hand getting their attention. Rester spoke first. "Something wrong sir?" I sighed and just twirled my hair. "I have a headache. I shall be back in a few minutes."

With that said I stood up and walked to the door punching in the pass code and then walking out quickly. To my utter dismay I was followed by that blond haired demon. As I walked down the hallway my socked feet padding gently along I heard the squeak of his boots.
"Awww come on now Nate quit ignoring me. What's wrong are you too intimidated?"

I rolled my eyes and stepped into an elevator pressing a button and going to my floor grinning inwardly to myself when Mello didn't step onto the elevator, the doors closing in his smugly grinning face. Then to my complete horror halfway down the floor he phased through the doors and stood next to me. "Well it was damn rude to shut the doors on me now Baby." I let out a girlish squeak and jumped back quickly accidentally slamming my head against a wall. Mello just laughed and got off the elevator as the doors dinged with a careless flip of his hair. I frowned quickly and stalked off the elevator as well following behind Mello and glaring at his back.

"Mello is not really here. He is dead. And I wish.. whatever...you are would kindly leave me alone."

Mello just rolled his eyes and mumbled about stupid albinos as I walked into my suite and over to my large plush mattress on the floor. Pushing past a few stuffed toys I pulled back the comforter and sheets and snuggled into my favorite part of the bed. My blankie. Yes yes go ahead and pause the story to laugh all you want Nate River, Near, the great N or L or whatever you know me by has a blankie. It's large as most sheets, white, and covered with pink teddy bears and lined in white silk. It was worn and as old as I am with a pink embroideringngng stitched in the far corner with the quaint saying of "Je T'aime M'ange." My mother had gotten it long before I was born and I'd kept it with me for as long as I could remember. So I dare you to mock me now.

Anyway I snuggled into my blankie for comfort cheek rubbing the silken part while I tried to gather my thoughts. How was I seeing Mello? Was I going crazy? What on earth was going on. The whole time I was immersed in thought the blond just laughed at me and sat on the edge of my bed.

"Still got that ratty old piece of shit I see. Do your little underlings know you sleep with a god damn blankie. Huh Baby?" with that said he roughly grabbed the blankie and yanked on it causing me to slide towards him. I expected my leg to slip through his just like Gevanni's arm had gone through his chest. I thought maybe I'd feel a rush of cold air or something but no. Our legs collided and his was undeniably realistically warm. I gasped to myself and then my eyes flicked up to gaze into his.

"Mihael!!"

"Oh so now you're going to acknowledge me huh Baby."

He smirked and flipped me over so I was on my back in the center of the bed. His hands were ungloved for once and were amazingly soft and warm as he pinned my wrists to the bed. Just like I remembered them. I gazed up deeply into his eyes and blushed darkly.

"H-how... how are you here... you can not be. Mello is dead. Mello is not alive. This is impossi- Mphhh"

Mello rolled his eyes and cut me off leaning down roughly pressing his lips against mine. His lips were as hot as fire, slightly chapped, and tasted of chocolate and mint. I moaned softly as they caressed mine our mouths opening and closing rhythmically.

So maybe I was crazy.

The only person you had ever loved dying could do that to you right?

But I decided that if I was crazy and got to fantasize and lose myself to these oh so realistic hallucinations of Mello and got to feel his lips and skin on mine once more and got to hear those snide remarks and sarcastic comments again then hell lock me up in the asylum because quite frankly I didn't care.

His tongue slid over my lower lip and my mouth opened quickly for him. His just smirked into the kiss and slid his tongue into my mouth rubbing against mine slowly and teasingly before stroking around roughly. I sucked softly at his tongue and let my hands roam up his arms slowly before sliding up his shoulders then his neck and tangling quickly in the silken blond locks giving a slight tug.

"You must have missed me a hell of a lot Nate. Because you're never this submissive right off." He chuckled as he pulled back. "And to answer your question from earlier.. do you believe in ghosts little lambkin.." He reached down gently twirling a lock of my hair around his finger.

I just stared up at him quietly dark eyes blinking twice. Ghosts? I had heard many stories at Wammy's House back in my childhood of a certain room being haunted by the only Wammy's child to have ever died but I had never believed them myself. Of course I had never ventured into the room to find out either.

"How do I know this is real? How do I know there are such things as ghosts? How do I know I am not just hallucinating?" I murmured quietly as I leaned into Mello's hand.

He just smirked slowly and leaned down his hot breath ghosting over my ear as he spoke in a low husky voice.

"Could a hallucination make you orgasm as hard as I can?"

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And that my dears is how you leave a freaking cliffie!!

Okay this was inspiried by this show I watched the other day called Hex and the RP that I do with .

Oh and Je T'aime M'ange means I love you my angel.

Why so much french? That's an RP reference lol.

And next chapter will be the lemon!

Only if you guys review though. I wont continue this fic or put in a lemon unless I get reviews.

Goodbye loves for now!!

Kiss kiss and all that wonderful stuff!