I know the meaning of pain

Do you know the meaning of pain?, one of the greatest mysteries of all time?

Some think pain is something we can live without
Some just think it's an illusion

I don't

In the glory of the sunrise I think of pain, it's meaning
In the beauty of ocean I think of pain, it's impact
In the peace of forest I think of pain, it's sorrow

I don't think I can escape from pain, it's part of our life
Even in height of joy, there is pain, hiding behind

Sometimes it seems so simple, some times confusing
The meaning of pain is a great mystery
Something not easy to find, no doubt
Yet so easy, it's in you're hands

So then what is the meaning of the pain?

Some thinks it's your poor grade, which you don't put effort on
Or your face
Or siblings who are little bit too stubborn

I don't

To me the meaning of pain is different

It's when one that you share same blood turns against you
It's when you truly lose everything you have, known and loved
It's when against your will, you are turned into something that you are not
It's when you are cursed with forever wondering of sorrow of life
It's when you are cursed to live forever, losing someone you loved with your
souls over and over again.
It's when you can no longer trust yourself to make a right decision
It's when you are forced to hurt someone
It's when you no longer can love, out of fear for hurting yourself
It's when you lose your hope and dream, love and faith
It's when your heart and soul is filled with hate, anger, bitterness, and dispair

This is my meaning of pain
This is the demons I live with everyday

This is why
In the glory of the sunrise I think of pain, it's meaning
In the beauty of ocean I think of pain, it's impact,
In the peace of forest I think of pain, it's sorrow

But I wonder
Whats yours?