Unheard words

Life went by and you felt like dying of love,
I get it now, now that's too late to tell you
I'd gladly die of love too, for you...with you
Now, when all I have are empty memories and dreams
Of a world where you're here, and we could dream together.
But you're not... and we can't.
And I find myself trying to remember
All kinds of things you whispered to my ear
When we were alone and safe, but didn't want to hear.
So now I curse myself, cause I really didn't hear,
I wasted too much time, I wasted too much energy
To pretend they weren't real
And now I can't remember, and to be true
When it comes to you,
All I feel is regret,
And I want to hate you like I once did
But instead what I do is miss; miss you, and feel,
Feel all those things you made me feel,
And wonder how is it that that you managed to make me feel,
to crawl under my skin and to need your presence here
now that you're not near.

Now when all I feel is regret,
for wasting our time,
for wasting our selves
Is now when I say what
I never said before
I dream of whispering it to your ear and see you smiling down on me
What you longed to hear for so long
And what I long to hear from you
even if I know the hopelessness of it all
but you have to know
That It wasn't a lie, that I love you too.