OK, SO i PUT THIS IN AFTER I PUT CHAPTER 1 AND 2, BUT I FELT LIKE I HAVE TO PUT IN A Preface. SORRY!
SPOV
No. It was all too much. I couldn't take it anymore. Everything I looked at, everything I imagined, led me to think of him. The person I used to be best friends with. The person that would always be there for me.
The person that wanted nothing to do with me.
Sand prickled me feet, and reminded me of the day we had a picnic at the beach with our friends. The wind whistled a lovely tune, reminding me of when he would come into the studio in the morning whistling. Waves rolled on top of each other, reminding me of the way he tucked and rolled out of the room saying "Peace out suckas!"
But the worst part was the water. Yes, the water that had the same exact color as those icy blue eyes. Just looking into them would send me into a daze for a minute.
No! I couldn't think like that. After what had happened, he would never want to talk to me again.
I let myself fall down to my knees, and I hugged them close to my body. It was all over. Nothing that he would say or do could make me feel worse right now. It was breathtaking how easy it was for him to say it. Just those three words happened to break me heart.
"I HATE you!"
Crying wasn't going to solve anything either, but I felt like I had to. Tears raced down my cheeks, accompanied by the occasional sob. He hated me. That was all I could think of. Tawni always says she hates me when she thinks I stole her lip gloss, I may say it to my mom rarely, but this was different. He said it. He was the only person that I couldn't bare say those words.
Tears flew faster, and I sprang up and took off running. Reaching the cliffs, I peeked over the edge and gulped. It was about six hundred feet down to the rocks.
But this was the only way to escape everything. I took a deep breath.
What will Sonny do? Please review!