Chapter 1. Where mark is missing Addison

Mark isn't mark anymore. He doesn't feel like hooking up with any nurses or new interns. Not that they don't what to! His mind is in LA, where Addison life's.

"Why don't you go see her", Derek says. "Maybe she will be very happy to see you!"
"What are you talking about?" Mark nods "I don't miss her at all!"

He knows that isn't true. He does miss her. He wished he'd never told her he cheated on her. Especially because it wasn't true.

"Man, you look terrible. Ever since she left Seattle, you're changed!" Derek says. "OK, maybe she doesn't want to see you, but if you don't try, you will never now!"

Maybe Derek is right. What if she is all lonely in LA, missing him just as much as he is missing her? But she doesn't want to take the first step? But in the other hand, she is the one who left! He is still very pissed off about that. Her leaving Seattle without telling him.

"You're right, I miss her. But I can't just go after her! She probably already starts a new life there, without me..."
"Well...maybe she does, maybe she doesn't. I can't tell you. But if you don't try, you might regret it one day"
"OK, I ask Richard for some time off, and I'm just going to see how she is doing."

As he walks to Richard's office he thinks about what he is going to say to her, when they face each other. He could tell her he loves her. No, that to drastic. She will launch him in his face. He just tells her that he was in the neighborhood en wanted to check her out, how she was doing. Yes, that's what he's going to say! He knocks on Richard's door.

"Come in"
"Hi Richard, I'm sorry to disturb you, but I have a question to ask you. I need some time off."
"Excuse me? Why would I gave you time off?"
Mark knows he has to tell the truth
"I'm going after Addison!"
"You're what? You can't be serious about this! Why would you?"
Mark takes a deep breath.
"Because I love her"


This is my first fanfic. please let me know what you think about it