Chilling Heat
1+2, Duo POV
So hot, so cold
So distant, so near
Too close, too far away
I want to grasp it, I want to push it away
This chilling heat
Bringing me home
I want to touch it
I want to burn it
I want to freeze it
I want to hate it
I want to love it
A chilling heat
Freezing my senses
Burning my heart
I need it
I hate it
I crave it
I want to go home
But I cannot go back
A desolate feeling
A one way street
Such indecision
Why can't I ever make up my mind?
This chilling heat
The only thing that can bring me home now
I want to hate you
I want to love you
I want to hurt you
I want to protect you
I want to kill you
I want to make you breathe
Filling my lungs with air
Filling my lungs with smoke
My mind cannot choose
My heart has already begun on the path
While my body is paralyzed
You
Bringer of chilling heat
Are my home
Origins of indecision
You
The holder of my love
Are my shelter
The bearer of my hate
You
The one of seasonal winds
Are my passion
My indecision
I stand here
My mind will never be made up
But my heart
My soul
It is walking upon the freezing path of fire
And my body is slowly following
I want to love you
More than I want to hate you