He died May 12

I never really knew him

And now he died

He drowned in the river

Gone forever gone

I never really knew him

So why do I cry

I watched him from a distance

The way he smiled

It made me want to smile

The way he laugh

Made me laugh along

I always watched him

Even when I didn't actually try

I always wanted to say something to him

Anything

Every time I try to say his name

It won't come out

I'll stutter and not even continue

N-Naruto...

I'll cut myself short

I can't continue I never even harbored any feeling for him

All I ever said to him was 'thank you'

Even if it was a simple piece of kindness

I still mumbled the word to him not caring if he heard

Now I'm cry why now of all times

He's gone now I miss him

My tears stain my face

But for what

I never really knew him

But he was right their

Now his gone

Now I knew what he meant

He was the little smile that helped light up the room

But all smiles fall

So did his

But I cry

For him

He was the light

Now he's gone

We'll get over him but still

He'll be there

In our hearts

I'll miss you

We all do

Naruto Uzamaki

Swan: this was about a classmate not really a friend that died on May 12 2012. I was never really close to him I never even said anything to him but 'thank you' but now I grieve for him. It was like he was right there and now he's gone that what hurts most 'cause I was not able to say anything to him he was too close to home, because he was so tangible and now his gone that what made me cry the most even though I only really knew his name it really. I guess it showed me that when they're there they can be gone just as fast as they were there. I now know the death hurts people and there I was crying for people who were made up. But this made me think life what a thing to love and live this was the first real death I had to deal with and it sucks, so live, life, love. Just remember you have something to live for that's what he made me realize and I truly miss him I'm not writing this for review this is all coming from my heart. Just live your life I guess YOLO is so true.