Hey! This is my first fanfic ever! So I hope you guys like it…
Anyways this is an UCHIHACEST so don't read it if you don't like that. This also means there is yaoi so… yeah…
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto or any of the characters (sadly…)
Love- thoughts
Love- flashbacks
Love- normal pov
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Love is blind. That's what they all say. People. Society. Yet… why is it wrong for a boy to love another boy, a girl to love another girl or a brother to love a brother, or a sister to love a sister… why?
Why is it that he had to live everyday with a forbidden desire to love his brother in the most sinful way? Why is it that Sasuke had to live a lie and pretend to love his brother as nothing more than a brother would? He knew of course, Sasuke knew.
His father, Fugaku, would treat him worst and he would look at Sasuke in disgust and shame. His mother's façade of happiness would crumble and all thoughts of keeping appearances would disappear into disappointment and disgrace, but most of all, his brother would despise and hate him, and that's just something Sasuke couldn't bear.
Not now not ever.
Sasuke was dressing up to go to school in his usual dark colored clothing. Today his choice was black baggy jeans and a dark blue shirt. He ran his hand through his still damp hair from the shower, grabbed his school bag and went down the stairs.
He was greeted by his mother's "warm" smile and his father's cold glare. Itachi was of course eating his breakfast, graceful as can be and Sasuke couldn't help but feel a jolt of jealousy towards his brother's perfection.
Itachi had an emotionless façade on along with the 'if you get close to me I'll kill you aura'. His brother didn't nod at Sasuke or even look at sasuke. Even though it was because his brother wanted to protect him he couldn't help but feel annoyed.
Fugaku already beat Sasuke enough as it was.
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A young child of porcelain skin, black hair and ebony eyes walked down one of the hallways of his home, and knocked on a bear door. His bothers bedroom door. His small knuckles knocked on the door lightly and his brother opened it.
"What do you want Sasuse?" Itachi asked with a smile tugging at his lips.
"um… c-could you come and play outside with me Aniki?", Sasuke asked with pleading eyes. Just as Itachi was about to poke Sasuke on the forhead and say his usual 'not now I'm busy, maybe another time', a loud voice rang through both boys' ears.
"Uchiha Sasuke! Leave your older brother alone. He has studies to attend to and doesn't need you interrupting him!"
Turning his head, Fugaku addressed 9 year old Itachi in a soft voice.
" Close the door and go back to your studies son, I'll deal with your brother."
Reluctantly Itachi closed the door, knowing he could do nothing to stop it. Fugaku's cold eyes then turned towards 7 year old Sasuke.
"Don't ever disturb Itachi you worthless, poor excuse of a son." He spat out the last word in disgust as if it were poison. He grabbed sasuke by the hair and pushed him against the wall. Sasuke hissed in pain, not because Fugaku hit him, but because he hit him because of Itachi. Tears threatened to fall from the corners of Sasuke's eyes. . He wanted to hate his brother… but he couldn't.
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" Sasuke!", he heard a familiar voice call out to him.
"huh?", he replied dumbly, cought off guard, then he regained his composure.
"Sasuke, what would you like for breakfast?"
Sasuke couldn't help but feel a bit disgusted at his mother. Her forced happiness, the false sweetness of her voice, showing no anoyance towards him, was she even human anymore?
"Nothing, I'm not hungry.", he replied coldly. Before his mother could protest, he gathered his bag and headed out to school.
"Such a disappointment," his father commented calmly, he continued,
" He is fifteen and he is not as great as you Itachi, That brother of yours…"
Itachi said nothing, too lost in his thoughts. 'Sasuke' he thought before he too headed out to school.
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pls review