DISCLAMER : ME NO OWN YOU NO SUE , WE'RE A HAPPY FAMILY

A/n this is what happened to the original after I got bored and decided to re-write all of it

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ooooooo change point of view

MPREG (in other words a guy getting pregnant) excessive cursing.

NarutoXGaara/Way ooc yaoi/ pretty explicit. WARNING SLIGHT SPOILERS

muahahahahah!! anyways, I have been feeling this need deep inside my heart to re do this piece of crp story so I did I don't know how much better it turned out, considering I wrote this on lots and lots of Pepsi and me riding on a pin cushion. lol... my mother hates yaoi so I had to hide this every time she went by lol anyways I know its not to great so... review if you like it my sister is crazy she like poking my Buddha belly lol . .

anyways on with the story :D

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"Gaara ?" Naruto whispered into the darkness of the night he felt his words being whisked away by the dark sky.

"What ?"Gaara replied malice dripping from the single word.

"Me and you are alike ...we were hated as children and we were both referred TO AS MONSTERS, he could see the sadness that lurked ever hiding behind those pupils .he couldn't understand why humans were so mean . why would they do this to such a precious person?

"I don't need love ...I have Temari and Kankuro...they are my , family , " Gaara said flinching away from Naruto's outstretched hand .

Gaara couldn't understand why Naruto was even speaking to him ...they were enemies , they were supposed to hate each other . Hate , such a strong emotion , and yet it exists even in small children ...ever living ever changing , growing ,eating at your soul until you have no choice but to destroy ...destroy the things you love ...

"But don't you see ...do they actually love you ,or are they afraid of you ? a human cannot survive without love ..." Naruto said

He covered up the fact that Gaara had hurt him . he was good at that . he also knew he couldn't survive without love , Gaara's love .



"I cannot love ...it's my destiny , no... my curse , I don't have the heart to love , all I feel is hate ...pain , I was not meant to love ...now GO before I ..kill you " Gaara threatened his voice wavered... why was he pushing Naruto away?

Gaara's own mother had given him the burden of being alone ,...but could he over come it ? maybe , maybe not .

"I just thought ..." Naruto chocked out

swallowing tears he lowered his head and pondered possibility of life after the death of love .

"That's the problem ...you think too much .."Gaara's voice slashed at Naruto's poor defenseless heart ,

Gaara ran for it , he knew if he stayed he would breakdown . No one ever actually cared for him and he couldn't take the emotional overload right now .He didn't mean to be so mean that's just the only way he knew how to deal with this right now .

What's his problem? Naruto attempted to gather his broken heart up .he wiped his eyes on his sleeve and wondered what he would do now ... rejection was always a possibility... he knew it would happen... Gaara wasn't into him and he never would be. food ...I'm starving , I want ramen!

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Naruto ate and talked to the old man who was usually there... it was a pleasant conversation... but he really wanted, no, needed someone closer to him... his mind wandered to Sakura and Sasuke who were probably making out since they got together after Sasuke's recovery...he sat back and saw a bottle of kashi... kakashi! Naruto paid the old man and waved good bye. immediately set off to find Kakashi . Which wasn't hard , he was at home as usual.

As soon as Naruto rose his hand to knock on the door Kakashi's face flustered and sweaty appeared , and Naruto knocked on that instead.

"Oh sorry ...I was wondering if I could come in " Naruto said jumping up and down trying to see inside .

"Uh ...well you see I'm...busy right now " Kakashi muttered , scratching his head he blocked Naruto's view

Naruto pushed past him and rushed into the room his master's house was VERY... cluttered .

He headed straight for the pile of blankets on the couch . Kakashi made a grab for Naruto , but Naruto was to excited and he dodged away .

"Hey Kakashi why are you sleeping ...out here?...ahhh!! there's something under there " Naruto screamed .

Naruto jumped up and pushed Kakashi in front of himself.

"Don't freak out it is just..." Kakashi didn't get to finish his sentence because whoever was under there threw back the covers and sat up.

"Its ...EBISU ?! WHA...oh I get it " Naruto screamed at the top of his lungs

"Naruto SSSSHHH!! " Kakashi whispered

Kakashi could tell his face was red the heat that was rising from it could have cooked an egg. Kakashi couldn't help but smile and scratch his head ...it was a habit.

"Ebisu will you please cover up , he doesn't need to see such things at such a young age ."

"You are gay ? " Naruto said backing up he then promptly turned around , screamed out an apology and ran for the door .Naruto slammed the door behind him . as soon as he got outside he slowed down and decided he was seriously scarred for life .

I always thought Kakashi was straight ...guess I was wrong .

"Naruto?...don't tell anyone ...ok ?" Kakashi whispered and then he was gone



Naruto had a delayed reaction and didn't reply until 30 seconds after Kakashi went back inside..

"Okay !!" he shouted to no one

I'm hungry ...again ...I wonder where that pervy sage is ?

"Oh he's probably at the bar , ...or watching girls bathe ...of course all for the sake of research."

Naruto added the last part sarcastically , even if though one was there to hear him... he found himself giggling at his own small joke.

"Who ...me ?" a voice questioned from the shadows .

"No one was talking to you ..." Naruto shouted . suddenly anger whipped out at him and took hold, he responded with a punch that he was sure would hit the man... but instead it hit... brick?

"You may not have been talking to me but you were talking about me ...right?" Jiraiya said stepping out of the shadows .

"oww...ow..ow ow ow ! you could have just told me who you were you ..you big fat perverted jerk!"Naruto shouted cradling his poor hand

"Well I don't remember telling you to try to hit me look...I'm sorry " Jiraiya said .

he hadn't meant for Naruto to get hurt , everybody tells him he does everything wrong ...could it be true ? perhaps he really did make his love leave him.

"Its ok ...why are you here ?...this is Kakashi's place " Naruto said letting the whole , I just broke my knuckles thing drop.

"I know where we are ! you idiot !!...sorry I just ...never mind you wouldn't understand" Jiraiya said he smiled and laughed trying to distract the boy. he looked nothing like his father... but he looked so much like his mother, beautiful blue eyes, and golden blonde hair, perky little... ok well minus those..

he was hurting ...he was in pain but Naruto didn't deserve to take the blows of anger he needed to release.

"Oh one of those things ..huh sorry I probably can't ...ohhhhhh I get it you and kakashi ...well he is busy " Naruto said sitting on a curb .

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"I know he is busy ... I just thought that maybe I could talk some sense into him " Jiraiya said sitting down next to Naruto. Naruto nodded completely un aware of his throbbing hand.

"Oh you are gay too !" Naruto said

"yeah" Jiraiya admitted he laughed again and ran his hand threw his white hair.

whoa... is konoha a totally gay town?

"You have got a pretty good cover up being such a perv and all." Naruto joked .

"Yeah...Kakashi is giving me such a hard time I don't even know what I did wrong" Jiraiya whined

He pulled his knees close to his body .

Naruto could hear distant moans , he spoke before Jiraiya heard them too "I think you should go have a glass of warm sake somewhere , to get you mind off this stuff ."

Jiraiya looked so vulnerable and innocent right then Naruto almost cried . Jiraiya looked like a small child whose dreams had been smashed to pieces by a parent . Naruto patted Jiraiya on the back .



"Maybe you should get another guy ?" Naruto suggested trying to cheer the sullen Jiraiya up .

"No , I couldn't do that to kakashi " Jiraiya said placing his chin on top of his knees .

"Oh , your the type who gets walked on in the relationship , right ?"Naruto questioned .He placed himself in the same awkward fetal position as Jiraiya

"No ... well I don't know , I just don't think I could allow myself to hurt someone precious to me ." Jiraiya choked out .Naruto could tell he was close to crying because of the way his voice got all husky .

Naruto nodded again... he knew how that felt.

"you are very precious to me Jiraiya , and I am sorry for the pain I have caused you ." kakashi said pulling Jiraiya to his feet , he pulled him in for a warm embrace . Jiraiya made an attempt to push Kakashi away .He was fine with this kind of thing but only in private . Occasionally Kakashi would attempt to push him up against a tree or wall and try to kiss him , but Jiraiya usually managed to get away before to many people saw them .

"please I cant ...Naruto ...Naruto is here he will see ." Jiraiya pleaded

"he already knows " Kakashi pressed himself against Jiraiya . Kakashi traced his finger around Jiraiya face , his eyebrows , his lips .Jiraiya was highly aware of the places they were touching , he could feel Kakashi's warm breath on his tender neck , and he closed his eyes . Kakashi didn't move he was growing warm the was flowing through him the kind of heat you cant keep bottled up for long ., and its center point was below his pants .

Naruto had left long before this . He didn't want to annoy his two teachers. now what am I going to do ? Sakura and Sasuke are more than likely busy , Jiraiya and Kakashi are definitely busy , Gaara hates me !

Naruto walked around aimlessly , allowing his feet to guide his fate .Without realizing it Naruto's feet had taken him the one place he didn't want to go , and Gaara's home .He was knocking before he could stop himself. great

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I cant love ... my destiny is to be alone , to love no one Gaara thought acting emo.

"Gaara where have you been ?" Temari scolded him

"why, were you worried?" Gaara asked hopefully .

"No , Kanky wouldn't serve dinner till you got here " she said crushing Gaara's hope .

"Not that it matters but , I was worried " Kankuro said smiling.

"Really ?" Gaara thawed out , dropping his tough guy act was going to be pretty hard , but he was willing to give it a try .

maybe love is what makes Naruto so strong

"yeah , yeah , enough awkward gay love and let's eat !" Temari hollered while shoving her fist into the air .

they ate not speaking to each other because Temari told them to shut up and enjoy the food every time they tried to start a conversation , and partly because they didn't know what to say to each other for one Gaara seemed happier all of a sudden and Kankuro seemed... nervous.

usually after dinner while Temari and Kankuro cleared the table Gaara just stood there watching them , but he felt like helping now, even if what Kankuro had said was light hearted and half assed he really felt connected and he wanted to do his best to help out his family as best he could.

"can ... I help with anything ?" he asked nervously

Temari and Kankuro were both so shocked that they dropped what they were holding .



"What did you just say ?" Kankuro asked , while bending down to pick up the plate he had dropped narrowly missing his toes.

"Can I help you ?" Gaara repeated looking at his feet and twiddling his thumbs .

"Ohm...yeah ... can you wash dishes ?" Temari said getting the broom to sweep up the pieces of glass bowl she had accidently dropped .

"No ... but I can learn , right ?" Gaara said taking the pink lacey apron Kankuro was handing to him .Gaara set down his gourd and put the apron on .

"Gaara you look so cute !!" Temari screamed , she was very tempted to squeeze his cheeks but she restrained herself .

"You think ?...I mean ...whatever !" he said blushing. Picking up a dish he attempted to wash it with tamari's instructions. Kankuro smiled even though he would more than likely have to go back and wash the later that night .

After dinner and chores they decided to play that game where the first person to fall asleep gets tons of jokes played on them .

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"Temari fell asleep first , which means ?" Gaara inquired Kankuro.

"Well that means , we get to pull all kinds of mean pranks on her !" Kanky said slowly standing up to turn the movie they were watching off.

someone was knocking , while Kanky went to get something and Gaara got up to answer the door .

who could this be?

"hello ?" Gaara said simultaneously opening the door .

"oh , I'm sorry ...I just , I didn't , and I mean I ...look ." Naruto stammered .

"ummm...about before I am sorry I was so mean to you ." Gaara never apologized before but he figured now was a good a time as any .

"please don't !, wait , what ?" Naruto said confuzzled .(a mix between confused and puzzled )

"I'm not saying it again ." Gaara replied

" No I mean ..why am I not dead ?" Naruto said feeling his body to make sure he really was alive .

"umm...do you want to come in ?" Gaara said stepping out of the way .

"yeah sure " Naruto said excepting the invitation.

Kankuro came in with a pan of water , a shaver , shaving cream , and Nair .

"Why are you here ?" he said setting his armload of stuff on the table .

"I invited him in ." Gaara said walking over to the table .

"oh ..." said Kankuro looking and sounding slightly deflated .

"what is all this stuff for ?" Naruto asked following Gaara over to the table .

"Just wait and see ." Kankuro took the Nair and smeared it over Temari's eyebrow's .Then he put shaving cream into her hand , after that he made to grab the shaver but Naruto stopped him ." no , don't that is way to mean , ...Believe it !"

"yeah she would kill us if we shaved her hair ." Gaara said

so instead Kanky took the pan of water , gave it to Gaara and told him to stick her hand into it .

"It's warm ? " Gaara asked feeling the bottom of the pan .

Naruto broke out laughing so hard Kankuro had to drag him into the bathroom so he wouldn't wake Temari up .

"It'll make her pee her pant's " Kankuro said shoving Gaara in the direction of the sleeping Temari .



"Okaaay ...you should probably wipe off that Nair before it get's in her eye's ." Kankuro whispered .

Gaara could hear Naruto cracking up , he should go see if he was ok .

Gaara bent down made a quick motion to wipe off the Nair and headed down the hallway to check up on Naruto .

Gaara's heart was pounding so hard he could hardly breathe .

Me alone with Naruto ...maybe he is hungry , or thirsty , oh no what if I say the wrong thing ?wait why am I panicking? its fine... nothing is wrong... I'm fine...

Gaara could hear Naruto's laughter die down and chose this time to speak to him

"hey umm...Oops! sorry !" Gaara said shutting his eye's tightly and flinging himself back against the opposite wall. The reason Naruto had stopped laughing was because he had to go ...pee .

Gaara felt the color drain from his face and he screamed sorry over and over again .

Naruto immediately broke into laughter again .

"What's so funny ?" Kanky said running to see it for himself.

"Kanky ! don't look !" Gaara hollered to late to save his brother's eyes.

Kankuro just turned around and went the other way pondering whether he would throw up now or later .

"Naruto , pull your pants up , your done aren't you ?, and be sure to use soap when you wash ." Kankuro said thinking he wouldn't throw up after all .

how is it that... big? Kankuro thought.

"Umm... I will just go now ." Gaara said his face turning beet red .

Gaara walked into the living and sat down on a couch .

"Hey Gaara I was wondering ... why the change of heart?" Naruto questioned him. They were both in the living room now

" I really want people to look up to me, I want to understand this feeling ... " Gaara touched his chest "and I think you could teach me... " Gaara replied .

Gaara nearly jumped out of his skin when Naruto placed his hand on Gaara's shoulder .

"Thank you " Naruto whispered in Gaara's ear .

"ok guy's you can stop getting all mushy gushy now !" Temari piped up

"oh sorry !"Naruto said whipping back his hand.

"what THE HELL?!"Temari screamed she had smeared shaving cream all over her face .Temari threw the blanket off of her and ran in the direction of the bathroom .

"you ARE ALL DEAD ! ...HOW DARE YOU ??" she screamed again .

"uh , oh .. I'll be leaving now ." Naruto whispered

"me too !!" Gaara said . as they sneaked out the front door poor Kankuro was left to take the blunt of Temari's anger .

Gaara found themselves in a moonlit park (how coincidental)

"Gaara ?" Naruto said

"yes?" the red head replied

"thank you "

"for what ? "

"for giving me a chance "

"your welcome ..."

Gaara laid back he allowed his skin to bathe in the moon light .He could feel Naruto stir beside him...he was laying down too. Gaara could feel Naruto's warm comforting body next to him .Gaara was tempted to pull him closer he needed to hold him tightly , to make him feel 

loved . Gaara needed Naruto .he realized that he had fallen asleep before the shukaku could get him. He sat up and took several deep breaths to steady his breathing so as not to wake Naruto up .

Naruto must have dozed off while we were laying there Gaara thought .

Gaara cautiously brushed a strand of hair away from Naruto's forehead .

"no Naruto ...thank you " Gaara whispered leaning over to kiss Naruto's forehead .Naruto snapped open his eye's ,grabbed Gaara's face pulled him down and kissed him on the mouth .

"your welcome " Naruto said slightly blushing .

Gaara pulled Naruto back for a longer one , he couldn't get over the rush of excitement he got from being that close to his precious person .

Gaara finally stopped ...they just sat there in silence .

"I'm tired ..." Naruto said dozing off on Gaara's shoulder .

Gaara helped Naruto to his feet .

"where do you live ?" Gaara asked allowing Naruto to lean on him for support .Naruto answered but what ever he said didn't even sound like English .

I hope Temari didn't kill Kanky , he is the only one who can cook

Gaara managed to get Naruto back to his house safely .

"Temari? ...Kanky ?" Gaara whispered. He laid Naruto on the couch and sat in the kitchen watching and waiting for someone to get home before Naruto woke up ...he couldn't cook ...at all.

Kankuro waltzed through the front door .

"where were you ?" Gaara asked suspiciously

"out "

"with who?"

"Shino "

"so you guy's get back together?" Gaara asked suddenly fairly interested

"yeah ...we KISSED and made up " Kanky said enthusiastically

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He then busied himself with making breakfast half an hour passed and breakfast was finished. a western breakfast of scrambled eggs toasts sausages and milk .

Gaara asked where Temari was, he was worried

"She's with shikimaru ..." Kanky said going to wake Naruto up .

"Wait ...I want to ." Gaara said

Kanky shrugged and went into the kitchen to serve breakfast instead.

"Narru ...you hungry ?" Gaara whispered in Naruto's ear . Naruto's eye's popped open and he was sitting at the table in a second flat .

"thank you Kanky " Gaara said taking a seat next to Naruto .

They ate in silence each of them thinking about something ...except Naruto , he was just to busy stuffing his mouth he couldn't talk .Kankuro was thinking about Shino and Gaara about Naruto .

"Hey I was thinking , " Naruto said

"oh no " Gaara said sarcastically

Kankuro was still thinking about Shino .

"I was thinking ...when you said you were giving me a chance does that mean what I think it means ?"Naruto said cautiously

Kankuro was all ears now . He didn't quite like the idea of Naruto and Gaara going out ...better yet , he didn't quite ...he didn't like Naruto at all .

Gaara stood up and started to clear away the table .He was nervous , if he said yes he was gay ..if he said no he would be lying .



shit , yes or no? He went into the kitchen and mentally circled the yes .

"...yes it does ." Gaara replied .he took a deep breath and reminded himself to wash his gourd later .(it relaxes him) Naruto jumped up and gave Gaara a huge hug causing him to blush he looked at Kankuro and slowly wrapped his arms around Naruto.

they sat in the living room for awhile, making small talk and discussing the weather, till Naruto looked at the clock...

"want to go for a walk? "

"actually I have to go ...My team is having a mission today , B-ranked " Naruto said

Gaara straightened his shirt, hugged Naruto said good-bye and rushed out of the living room blushing like crazy. Kankuro just sat back , not moving a muscle .

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"Naruto , if you ever , I mean ,ever , hurt Gaara I will hunt you down a make you wish you were never born...got it ?" Kankuro said still sitting on the couch his legs crossed comfortably beneath him .

"you're pretty full of yourself ...for someone who couldn't even beat Shino ." Naruto said crossing his arms .

"It's been quite a while since that happened ...and besides I'm the one who put Sasuke in the hospital remember ?" Kankuro said . He allowed one eye to pop open so he could study Naruto's reaction.

Naruto gasped he didn't know that ...He had been away training with Jiraiya and when he got back no one would tell him who had hurt his friend .

Naruto could tell Kankuro had been suppressing his Chakra and he just released it all at once , it was a visible purple color bursting in short rays .

"you don't scare me. life is full of pain, but I would NEVER hurt him, ever since we met... he was all I could think about... I would never... NEVER cause him pain!"Naruto whispered. only adding to the dangerous touch he had made with words. , he politely opened the door and stepped out into the midmorning sunshine .could he really be that strong?...I have beaten Sasuke but ...he looked pretty bad Naruto made a split second decision ... he was going to have to challenge Kankuro , sometime ...and win !

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Naruto headed back to his house he smiled to himself. he couldn't believe he was actually going out with Gaara!

Naruto fished around in his pocket for his house key he found ; a half eaten cookie , a sucker stick , a quarter , and a gum wrapper , ...but no key .

"No! " Naruto exclaimed pounding on the ground .

Naruto had only a quarter to his name , and he was starving . A growing boy needed to eat at least five times a day ...at least according to the Uzumaki book of common sense .

if only he could get inside to his secret stash of one thousand secret ramen maybe kakashi will let me have some ramen ! Naruto thought before running off to his teacher's house

Naruto pounded on the door



"Let me in !" Naruto screamed

he pounded on the door harder this time

"It's a matter of life and death !" Naruto screamed again

"What is it Naruto ?" Kakashi said after opening the door .

"Oh thank god ! I am starving please tell me you have ramen you see I got locked out of my house and..." Naruto blurted .

"Who is it Kakashi ? " Jiraiya said peeking over Kakashi's shoulder before disappearing into the home of Kakashi Hatake.

"Please I don't care what kind it is , Just tell me you have ramen !" Naruto was on the ground now begging Kakashi .

"I'm sorry I don't have any ...but perhaps I could talk Jiraiya into buying us some ?" Kakashi turned and disappeared into the shadows of his house .Naruto stood up cautiously and followed his teacher into his house .

"Kakashi ?" Naruto whispered .

he stumbled on an unseen object .

"just a sec. Naruto , turn on a light make yourself at home ." Kakashi said .

Naruto fumbled around the front door for a light switch .Naruto found the switch he flicked it on and came face to face with a ... a bunny suit ?

Why the hell did Kakashi own a bunny suit ?and more importantly what did he do in it ?

"what can I say ? I have a vivid imagination. You should see some of the other stuff I have in my forbidden closet ."kakashi said

"no thanks I'd rather not !" Naruto said backing away from the ominous bunny suit .

"So are you hungry ?"Jiraiya said pulling his fuzzy hair into his pony tail

"you betcha!!" Naruto bellowed , he ran ahead of the two older men .

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Naruto did a double take , their was no noodle stand .Where had the noodle stand gone? He was only gone for a month .where could it have gone ? Naruto was pissed , he was very very pissed off ...no pissed couldn't describe how angry he was . Naruto was beyond fuming ...and to top it all off his stomach just wouldn't shut up. "this is the only time I have ever skipped my second meal " Naruto cried sinking to the ground .Lee walked up to Naruto from a taijustsu shop he and might guy had been browsing.

"Naruto, you are looking for the noodle shop?" Lee said in his youthful way.

Naruto nodded and began to role around pounding his fists into the ground his stomach loudly protesting all the activity going on with an empty stomach.

"Naruto ...get a hold of yourself you are getting your forehead protector all dirty "Lee said yanking the fairly dirty and weeping Naruto to his feet .

Then it struck him he remembered he had put his key under his forehead protector so it wouldn't get lost .

"thanks Lee your the best !" Naruto shouted over his shoulder... he was already gone.

He had already passed up his senseis and explained what happened when he ran smack dab into Konohamaru.

"Hey boss ! I see you got back wanna play ninja's ?" he jumped up and down .

"I'm sorry , I can't right now I have a mission and I'm starving ! Maybe when I get back !"Naruto shouted over his shoulder Naruto opened the door and dashed into the kitchen, he turned the water on and smiled, opening the fridge he grabbed out a package of carrots and broccoli putting 

the vegetables under the running water his stomach growled... Naruto turned around and found himself starring at a cloaked figure.

"I have waited so long for this ...Naruto Uzamaki."the man pinned Naruto to the ground , Naruto could feel his rugged breath on his neck .

The man leaned closer to Naruto and kissed Naruto's collar bone .he held Naruto's wrist's in one hand while he used his free hand to undo Naruto's shirt .

"Who are you ?" Naruto questioned , he drew in a sharp breath as the cloaked figure ran his hand along Naruto's spine. he stole a kiss on the mouth from Naruto .

"you know who I am ." the man said and with a flutter of his cloak he was gone .

Naruto was a little dazed ,Naruto pulled his shirt shut again and took a deep breath.. who was that? what was that? the blonde sat up off the floor and left to the meeting place, totally forgetting his food. he arrived as Tsunade was briefing Sasuke and Sakura on the details.

"so you decided to show up after all?" Tsunade said icily .

"well...you see...I was kinda , tied up ."Naruto stammered. He didn't feel like getting yelled at but he didn't exactly feel like getting laughed at either.

Naruto stepped into a very large gap between his two team member's .

"Well I was just about to introduce your mission to you , this is Ikidi she is the daughter of a wealthy man , you must see that she arrive safely in the land of earth , she will be meeting a group of ninja there "

"Why ? Is she being followed." sakura asked.

"actually yes ...I am , by Orochimaru ...I think , I am the only other one who can help heal his arms." Ikidi answered blushing.

"well then shouldn't we have stronger people with us?" sakura asked again

"there will be a squadron of Anbu black ops in front of you and a squadron of them behind you , plus Kakashi and Jiraiya with you at all times , you should be fine ." Tsunade answered

"you take care of her, and make sure she gets there SAFELY " Tsunade said, she nodded and dismissed them. "Great we are going on another boring mission." Naruto said .

"at least we don't have to chase cats around "Sasuke said

"hi my name is sakura , that over there is the number one hyper active knuckle headed blonde wannabe Hokage ninja , Naruto ...and that guy WITH BLACK HAIR is an asshole , whoops! I mean Sasuke!"sakura introduced everyone besides the two who weren't there yet.

"what's going on between you two ?" Naruto asked Sasuke behind his hand .

"shut up " was all Sasuke said

"sorry we are late ...I got lost on the path of life ."Kakashi said wistfully apologizing to Ikidi ...who had already fallen in love with ...who else but , Naruto ?

"oh that's perfectly ok with me , it just gave me time to get acquainted with this perfect specimen " Ikidi said fluttering all over Naruto like a Bee on honey.

"look..."Naruto attempted to say something but Ikidi cut in

"sshh! It's ok my answer is yes!"

"whatever ...do you mind ?I need to be able to move " Naruto squalled .Ikidi had managed to get herself so wrapped around Naruto she was practically apart of him .

"hey Naruto I guess you have a fan girl now ." sakura said

"So Ikidi why do you think Orochimaru was following you ? " Kakashi questioned the girl .

"because , Kabuto , attacked the group whose mission was to get me this far ...he killed them just before we got here " Ikidi said nervously glancing over her shoulder .

"careful!" Sakura said jumping over a puddle , she was in front with Jiraiya



"Stop ! ...did it rain any time soon ?" Kakashi asked Naruto

"no " Naruto replied

"Village hidden in the mist ninja's?"Sasuke said

sakura threw a Kunai knife into the puddle , which disappeared with a poof of smoke

"Sakura , Jiraiya guard Ikidi " Kakashi shouted . they had only walked about two miles and were already being attacked by enemy ninja's .

"Was that a Water Clone Jutsu ?"Naruto asked

"Release !" sakura shouted she had realized they were in a Genjutsu loop because she was standing next to a ribbon that she had dropped a while ago .

"Release "

"Release "

"Release "

"Release "

"Release "

They were surrounded by a squadron of cloaked ninja's .

"Good job Sakura " Kakashi shouted to her

"Water Clone Jutsu !" One of the enemy ninja cried out

"Sharing Gan !" both Kakashi and Sasuke yelled at the same time ,

"The real ones are inside the clones " Sasuke blurted to Naruto .

Naruto was quick he had already taken most of them out with his Shadow Clone attack .Naruto was already working on a real enemy when his team mates joined the fun .

"so you are the last Uchiha? take this you little Brat !!" an enemy ninja shouted before using a little taijustsu to catch Sasuke off guard.

"don't underestimate an Uchiha !!" Sasuke shouted , He was behind the enemy who had kicked his Shadow Clone / Substitution Jutsu .

"what the ?" was all the enemy could say before he was loaded full of shuriken .Sasuke removed the mask they were ...Anbu's ? No they were to easy to beat they were fake Anbu's .

"these are supposed to be our guard's " Sakura said kneeling next to another body .

"Should we go back then ?" Ikidi asked

"no ...we should keep going or we wont make it in time " Kakashi said ushering the shaken Ikidi in front of him , he couldn't risk her being snatched by Orochimaru

"So why does Orochimaru want you ?"Kakashi said making an attempt to take her mind off the bad situation.

"Well , I can help fix his arms by targeting his Chakra point's in his arm's , at least the probability of it working is a fifty percent ...if I resume the flow of Chakra then he might be able to regain control of his hand's but it's just a possibility and I am not old enough to understand the physics yet ...sooo...yeah !" Ikidi said .

"how old are you ?" Kakashi asked her .

"12 why ?"

"wow such a young child and yet so talented ..." Kakashi whispered

"I'm sorry , what did you say ?" Ikidi asked

"oh nothing ..." Kakashi replied

Ikidi rushed off to catch up to Naruto and Sakura with Jiraiya .

"Naruto will you protect me?" Ikidi asked grabbing hold of Naruto's elbow.

"to the best of my ability , yes I will "Naruto replied peeling the love sick girl off his arm .Naruto made a mental reminder to tell Sasuke that he knew how he felt .



"Oh don't be silly ! you don't have to pretend to be macho around me , you silly head ."Ikidi giggled and attached herself to Naruto's arm again.

"I'm not acting macho , and will you stop that I have to pay attention ! I take this job seriously !" Naruto's voice lashed at Ikidi , she dropped his arm but kept up with his pace her dark blue eyes watching his feet hit the ground. she bobbed up and down after him like a puppy waiting for a treat.

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"Jiraiya ? so we need to walk at least ten miles before night fall to stay on track , right ?" Sakura questioned the pervy sage .

"yeah ...and your point is ?" he said not slowing down .

"Well you see ...we have walked past eleven miles and it is past midnight ...don't you think we should rest ?Naruto has already resorted to carrying Ikidi and I don't think he can take this pace much longer , even Kakashi has slown down a considerable amount."Sakura said grabbing his arm .

"Oh...sorry , you are right , we should camp here " Jiraiya stammered , he began to realize he to was fatigued .and plopped down right there .

"Shouldn't we camp off the road ?" Naruto asked Jiraiya

"yes , yes of course " Jiraiya said .he jumped up and made his way into the thick forest outlining the road . Naruto , Sasuke and Sakura made camp , they basically made a fire and called it good ...they were to tired to set up the tent . Sasuke refused to even look at Sakura the whole time they were gathering wood for the fire . Naruto could practically slice the tension in the air with a butter knife . Naruto asked Sasuke a repeated question "what is going on between you two ?" but Sasuke couldn't answer because he was asleep .So he turned to ask the same thing of Sakura but she was also asleep , they all were so Naruto allowed himself to drift off into a restless sleep ...he dreamt of ...

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Gaara in chain's ...and Ikidi screaming , screaming why was she screaming so loudly .Naruto had no warning of anything he awoke to a blood curdling scream It wasn't Ikidi's it was sakura's . Naruto tried to use his Jutsu , any Jutsu but he couldn't move he was tied up and face to face with Orochimaru .

"Little girlie didn't recognize my Genjutsu the second time ? what a pity " Naruto recognized the voice from somewhere he just couldn't remember where. Sakura screamed in pain again Kabuto was slowly cutting an x across Sakura's chest ...with a dull kunai.

"Sakura ! " Naruto yelled , he struggled with the ropes but the only thing he could move was his head ...Naruto shifted his head to look at his right , Kakashi and Jiraiya were in a heap on the ground covered in dust and an alarming amount of blood . Ikidi was tied up next to sakura , she was bleeding from her mouth and somewhere else but Naruto couldn't tell where ...Sasuke was standing over Kakashi's and Jiraiya limp bodies .

"Sasuke?" Naruto choked out only then did he realize that the screaming was coming from him and sakura .Naruto wasn't against a tree , or tied up he was laying on the ground .Naruto could feel his body covered in blood he used the one arm he could move to roll over on his stomach , 

Bad idea Naruto felt a sharp wave of pain shoot threw his whole left side . His vision blurred and then completely blanked out .

Naruto cried out in pain he could see again and this time Sasuke was in his line of sight , his eyes were blood shot and full of hatred .

"Sasuke ...why ?" Naruto moaned

"I have hated you for so long , you beat Gaara so easily I on the other hand hardly scratched him You damaged Orochimaru while I stood their frightened like a child I was afraid of him ... " Sasuke frowned. his hands shook

"I hate you!" Sasuke yelled

He was crazy , he was filled with blood-lust .

"What is wrong with you ?" Naruto muttered

Sasuke took a step closer to the defenseless body of Naruto

"Sasuke ..." Sakura sobbed , she was semi-conscious and still calling his name .

"She love's you ...and you stand there as that rat hurts her ?" Naruto questioned his strength slowly decreasing .

He could feel another wave of pain coming on .

"You think I care ? That ...Thing is useless to me !How old are we Naruto? ...How long have we been together in this crappy team? ...do the math ..."Sasuke Instructed .

"I'm 15 and What does it matter now ? you were my Friend ...My best friend , " Naruto laid his head on the ground he was so tired ...

Sasuke closed the gap between them and stomped Naruto's head into the ground .

"How ...pathetic...you have ...to ...fight me when I am ..down? are ..you afraid ...of me?" Naruto whispered . He could see Sakura's body withering in pain , and he could do nothing about it ...Naruto felt useless here he was on the ground in so much pain he could hardly talk and their Sasuke was , the cause of most of his pain .

"Yes I am very afraid of you " Sasuke admitted then he made a move to cut Naruto's throat , but Kabuto was in his way .

"Wait ! ...I mean you don't have to do that , Let him suffer ...we are what 15 miles away from Konoha ? He wont survive ... come on let's go "Kabuto urged .

Sasuke shoved Kabuto out of his way , He kicked Naruto and then spat on him for good measure .

"Good bye ...dear friend" Sasuke added before disappearing out of sight .

"I always knew he would come around , eventually " Orochimaru announced before following suit .

Kabuto knelt next to Naruto and healed one of Naruto's leg's and whispered

"Don't disappoint me " before he left .

Naruto couldn't remember , he couldn't remember why he hurt so much or why his bed was so hard .Naruto opened his eye , wait did he only have one eye ?No he had two but why wasn't one working ? Naruto couldn't remember that either ...Sakura? why was Sakura ...Now he remembered , Sasuke... Sasuke had betrayed them...

Naruto rolled over , he held his breath it hurt so much , but if he didn't hurry up Sakura , Kakashi , Jiraiya and Ikidi could die ..if they hadn't already .Naruto levered himself up ,well halfway up .He managed to half walk half crawl over to Kakashi and Jiraiya , they were still breathing .Naruto turned to sakura he attempted to untie her but ...he couldn't move his other arm he could feel it but he couldn't move it . Naruto looked at his arm to see what was wrong with it .



Naruto's arm wasn't there , he screamed within himself he couldn't risk allowing Orochimaru to know he was alive .there was a huge cavity where his arm had been and blood was squirting out of it.

Naruto ripped Sakura from the tree and then laid her down next to the other's , he then did the same thing with Ikidi , then Naruto tore his jacket to make a bandage and attempted to cover up the worst of his wound's , his arm .Naruto knew if he didn't hurry he could die . Naruto tore through Kakashi's bag and grabbed the canvas that they were supposed to use for a tent and laid it out fairly flat .

I refuse to die Naruto thought over and over again . Naruto somehow managed to drag his friend on the canvas and began the long haul home , to safety . Naruto's vision blurred , he fell , he rose , his vision blurred again , he changed his bandage and began again . Naruto didn't know if he was going the right way all he knew was that he had to keep going , no matter what .

Naruto was dragging close to 400 pounds and most of it was in dead weight.

Naruto fell again for the hundredth time the loss of blood was taking it's toll on him .Naruto was shaking , sweating and vomiting uncontrollably , he couldn't do it any more .

He went down deep into himself he searched his soul for strength and found, nothing .

He searched his body for chakra he found , none .

Naruto was forced to rely on the fox demon... Kyuubi

"Hey , you bastard! lend me some of your Chakra , and fix me up while your at it !"

"And why should I help you ?"

"Because I said so ! and if you don't I will die ."

"Who say's that if you die it will not benefit me ?"

"I do ! now a little help would be greatly appreciated ..."

"Let's make a deal , yes?"

"Sure , whatever I agree to your term's just help out !"

"Are you sure ?"

"Yes already !"

"Don't blame me "

"I wont !"

Naruto and the fox demon had made a deal and it would be honored the following full moon so all Naruto had to do was survive until then .

Even though the demon did lend him some Chakra it didn't do any good with only one hand .Mostly the demon's Chakra stopped Naruto from bleeding to death. By night fall Naruto had managed to reach the gates of konoha , before he fainted .

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"How is he ?" said a hoarse voice .

"I won't lie , he is in critical condition ." said an equally hoarse voice

Naruto heard a moan from someone .

"how bad is it ?" questioned the first voice

"Well get ready for a long list , he lost his left eye , he has 5 broken ribs , His left leg is basically crushed like jelly , His left arm is gone , his shoulder blade is pretty messed up from all that weight he was carrying , and his back is sprained a long with his neck he has a concussion and he is severely dehydrated , I am surprised he was able to drag them here let alone survive ...who did this to him ?" said the second voice ,Naruto sat up he was going to give them a piece of his mind ...Bad idea Naruto ended up fainting from the pain instead .

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"Were you able to fix him up then ?"

"mostly "

Again with the noise ? Naruto grabbed a remote on his table and threw it at the very loud people

Naruto winced in pain as he as he sat up . "What the hell do you think your doing bothering me? , go and take care of the kid who is supposed to die ."Naruto tried to yell

Naruto said propping himself on his arm...whoops no arm there..."wait WHAT THE HELL... who the hell stole my arm , did you take my arm? Oh...I am the kid who is supposed to die, right?"

Naruto wailed .

"Naruto ! you are ok , I am so glad!" Gaara cried he grabbed onto Naruto and sobbed, he was soaking Naruto's shirt.

"Call me back when you are done, okay?" Tsunade said giving the two of them privacy.

"Gaara...I am touched, but you are hurting me." Naruto said gently untightening Gaara's hands.

"I'm sorry you just...you've been out for a week. And I was so afraid for you."

How bad...Do I look?" Naruto asked.

He could tell he looked pretty bad, he didn't have an arm or an eye for that matter. Someone had bandaged him up and he had a patch over his eye, but he knew it was bad.

"Not that bad," Gaara lied through his teeth. He grabbed Naruto's hand and called Tsunade back in. She entered sullenly.

"Okay, there is good and bad news, pick one," she said taking a seat, it was still hard for her to talk about this.

"Well, since a lot of people go for the bad news first, I choose good news!" Naruto said putting his smililey face on.

"Well the damage done to you was extensive, but I was able to repair most of it, except your leg, arm, and eye," she said.

"Okay, now bad news," Naruto winced. He knew it was going to hurt him.

"If we can't fix your leg and arm you'll never become shinobi. And you may die," she said it hard and fast hoping to take most of the pain out of it.

Naruto already knew it, but hearing it was different when it was for real. "So how's my team?" Naruto asked, he couldn't wait to talk to Kakashi and Sakura.

"Well...Kak...Kakashi is...I couldn't save him, he lost to much blood his body seemed to be... just sliced apart. Sakura is fine, she hasn't talked and she'll end up with a pretty bad scar, but all in all she is fine... We can't find Sasuke and Ikidi is dead, her... well her head was... I mean to say... " her voice broke off and she broke into tears. Tsunade didn't know who had betrayed them and Naruto didn't have the heart to tell her .

"Kakashi is dead ? ...how is Jiraiya ? come on quit your crying and tell me you old hag ! how is he ...is he ..de..."Naruto couldn't bring himself to say the word . tears streamed down his cheek how could this happen? kakashi? gone? forever...

first the old man , then the noodle shop , then Kakashi I just can't have lost Jiraiya to

Jiraiya had been like a father to Naruto these past few years , A little perverted but a father none the less .

Tsunade was tempted to cause Naruto another injury but decided against it .

"He is ...fine , although he took the death of ...pretty hard " The old women said leaving the name of a certain deceased ninja out of her spoken vocabulary .

"Where is he then ? why wasn't he here ?" Naruto asked slightly crest fallen

"Who say's he wasn't here ?" Tsunade said



"Was he ?" Naruto asked hopefully

"...No , but he did tell me to tell you to get better " She lied

"He did ?"

"No ..." she said truthfully

"When is the next full moon ?" Naruto asked sitting back because he was in to much pain .

"Tonight " Gaara answered with a slight dazed look

"Naruto kakashi wanted you ...to have this "Tsunade said before tossing something at the blonde boy and leaving.

"His ...mask ?" The smell of Kakashi was still lingering on the soft worn out cloth , Not the smell after you spray cologne on something but the purely unique smell of a loved one .

Naruto felt a single tear streak down his face he could almost taste the salty flavor of that single unwelcome intruder. Naruto grasped the article of clothing tightly to his chest and allowed several more salty intruders to cascade down his face , he felt so weak and vulnerable right then that he welcomed the comfort that a tear could provide .

Kakashi was gone and could never come back , Naruto understood that but it didn't stop him from wishing that his old teacher were back telling him that Tsunade had just played a mean joke on him , what he wouldn't give for that to be the case ...but it wasn't going to happen because Naruto knew when people played jokes on him ...and now wasn't the time to lie , Kakashi wasn't coming back ...ever and he had to face the fact's .

"Can I see Sakura ?" Naruto asked Gaara

"yeah I guess so ...Naruto who did this to you ?" Gaara asked

"You don't want to know " Naruto replied his nose was drippy from crying

He sat up and began to walk down the hall to Sakura's room .

"Sakura ...can I come in ?" Naruto asked ...no answer Naruto entered the room with extreme caution ...he found Sakura hanging from the ceiling fan .Naruto grabbed a chair and swung it underneath her , then he untied her with his hand and let her fall onto the bed .

"Tsunade ! hurry up it's Sakura ! HELP !!" Naruto screamed he immediately started mouth to mouth precipitation (he is not enjoying it ) Tsunade scrambled into the room , realized what was going on and healed Sakura ...

"I ...I am ...pre-" Sakura cut the last word off and fainted ...

"Sakura you stupid girl that is not something to worry about right now ...It is a beautiful thing ..."Tsunade said before motherly tucking the girl into bed and smoothing her blanket out she left the room with a cock-eyed smile playing on her lip's .Sakura wasn't the only one dealing with that problem right now ...Tsunade had a one nighter and was going to have to deal with consequences in about ... nine-months.

"I want round the clock guards watching her, ok? " Tsunade said after leaving the room

Naruto decided to go for a walk since everybody he wanted to see right now was either dead , busy , or had just tried to commit suicide ...what great influences they were .

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Naruto hopped on a nearby rooftop he was feeling very depressed and he felt like being alone.

The young blonde just sat there staring at the clouded sky , tonight was supposed to be a full moon but the only thing Naruto could see for miles were clouds and the air smelt ready for rain .



I wonder if the demon will honor our deal ? Naruto thought

It seems like the god's were mourning over Kakashi .

Naruto didn't exactly know when it started to rain all he knew was that he was dry one minute and wet the next . "ARRGH! why does everything hate me ?...you bastard come out now !!" Naruto screamed out loud and to the demon inside him .

So nice of you to call upon me ...I was merely waiting for your invite ...what do I call you , A god or demon ...or perhaps you prefer the term Sannin ? the demon said through the use of Naruto's mouth .

Naruto could feel something pouring out of him like cake mix yet he couldn't see it , taste it ,or even literally touch it but he could tell it was leaving his body he just didn't know how .

Suddenly a shape began to form ...the shape of a nine tailed fox , except their was one exceptionally large difference , It was about 30 times smaller then it's original size .

"What the hell are you doing outside of me ? weren't you sealed ?"

"Yes but when the Hokage healed you ..partly, she had to break the seal in order to do it also their still are limitations to my power ...for instance see this collar ? I cannot harm anything unless you ask for my help ...yet I still cannot kill , and my original Jutsu has now been transferred to you , Whilst I must remake my own , Also I am stuck ...with ..you " The demon droned

"oh my god you can talk !! sooo...when do I get fully healed , and can I get my arm and eye back?" Naruto asked

"you will never have your arm and eye back "The demon said bluntly

"But we made a deal !!"Naruto whined

"Didn't you hear me? I said you will never have your arm and eye back " the demon slyly said emphasizing the your .

"Oh...well then when can I get An arm and eye ...I could really use them right now " Naruto said impatiently .

Naruto sat waiting impatiently for the foxes answer , until it answered he thought about training .

"Well , now , I suppose " The fox demon replied

the fox demon walked over to Naruto and placed his left hand on his lap , then he muttered

"To die is to live in a whole different realm , to want is to have in a whole different life , to lose is to gain in a whole different verse , what you have lost shall be regained , want and you shall have , die and you shall live for you are now a god in every fiber of your being , Naruto Uzumaki " the fox said this as if it was meant to be as if he was preparing for this for a long time , for all Naruto knew he could have been doing just that .

"Sooo...what does that whole thing mean in English now??" Naruto asked genuinely confused .

"It mean's you are immortal , but keep in mind power with comes responsibility just like what happened with me you ...can't kill for pleasure , can't use your power for evil , can't wish for all the money in the world ...that kinda stuff , ya know?...Oh and also if you fail to comply with any and all rules given to you by the god's -" the fox started to say .

"Lemme guess I die ?"Naruto prohpicised

"so will all the people of the village of the leaves... " the fox demon said conclusively .

"well that suck's ..." Naruto said folding his arm's ...Naruto just realized he was 110 percent better , he took a good hard look at his arm .It had a red sheen to it and it felt like it was in cool water , it also appeared to be see through if he looked at it hard enough .

"why is my arm this way ?" Naruto asked curiously



"Because a small portion of my old chakra went into fixing your arm , and since chakra isn't fully visible , well let's just say that is a side effect ." the demon explained .

Besides the color Naruto couldn't tell the difference , he could still pick up stuff and that was all that really mattered to him .

"how about my eye ?" Naruto asked dropping all interest in his hand , except to try to cover it up .

"take off your bandage and see yourself ." the demon instructed .

Naruto slowly began to un-wrap his face , Suddenly everything was close then far then closes again,

Naruto fell back and shut his eye's he was about to throw up and couldn't sit up .

"try focusing on a certain distance " the fox demon said

Naruto tried ...he couldn't all he got was either to close too far or he couldn't see at all.

"I cant " Naruto said squinting at a rock , he could see every detail one moment and the next it was just a blur .

"Well I never said you wouldn't need to practice " the fox demon said

"look you ..you ...what is your name ?" Naruto asked

"well I , I ...don't think I have one ...besides Kyuubi" the fox demon answered slightly baffled at his own answer .

"well then we will just have to name you , how about ...umm..no offense but what are you ?" Naruto asked

"I am a guy , " the fox demon answered no offense taken

"ok then how about ?...akairai ?"Naruto asked

"no " the fox demon answered

"reku?"

"no"

"hyuji?"

"no"

"yukki?"

"no "

"you know beggars can't be chooser's " Naruto said ready to give up this wild goose chase .

"you know I have always been fond of the name , light " The fox demon said edging closer to Naruto .

Naruto looked at the fox that was scooting closer to him , he looked like a , light , to him .

"It suit's you "Naruto said bending down to pick light up , he tucked him under his arm and walked to the hospital . Naruto was finally getting used to his eye , he crawled through his window and sat down on his bed , after he had let light down . Naruto took out Kakashi's face mask and made the choice to get one just like it , he knew he had a fairly large scar on his face he just didn't know what it looked like . Naruto got up the courage to see what damage Sasuke had done to him .

He walked over to the full length mirror and gasped at what he saw , his arm was a ghostly red and inside it Naruto could see the chakra that his arm was made up of swirling around . He slowly worked his way up to his face , one bright blue eye and one silver eye that had no pupil , a large jagged scar ran from the left side of his jaw to his upper eye lid he looked away and re-wrapped his face . The sooner he got a mask the better .

what the hell did he use to hurt me ? and why did he hurt me?...that bastard Naruto thought

He walked over and threw himself on his bed , it was hard , He really wanted to be back in his home , he buried his face into the hard plastic covered hospital pillow .He imagined he was at 

home covered in his soft comforter and his face was buried in his favorite pillow , Naruto curled up and he could smell his room (which smelled like gym socks most of the time ) Naruto opened his eye and the pillow that covered his face was his own , he was covered up in his comforter... he was in his room .

"How the hell did I get here ?" Naruto said thinking aloud he sat up and sure enough it was his room , every detail the exact same as the way he left it .

Light opened his eye then shut it again he stretched and yawned and then he shook his head from side to side .

Naruto couldn't help but think that light resembled a slightly large house cat .

"Naruto I told you that if you wanted it you would have it ." light said

"does that work with anything ?" Naruto asked his interest peeked

"if you know what it is you want , and what it would be like to have it , then yes , " light answered

"does it work with material things like ...ramen ?" Naruto asked

"well It dose have some limit's but It should work for ramen ...I suppose " Light said twitching his tails back and forth teasing Naruto with little burst's of air .

Naruto relaxed and laid back he closed his eye and wished he could be wherever Jiraiya was , but nothing happened .

"why can't I be where Jiraiya is?" Naruto asked light

"do you know where he is ?"

"no..." Naruto replied

"Well then how do you expect to be somewhere when you have no idea where that place is ?"

Light said

Naruto thought , If he had lost Gaara he would be over at his house ...or drinking , Naruto sat up pulled Light off his chest and said "I'll be right back "

He jumped up and was off to Kakashi's house .

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Naruto had run the whole way there, yet he didn't feel tired at all. he came to a stop position outside the door because it was cracked open .

"Jiraiya ?" Naruto whispered , he inched the door open and peered inside It was dark all except for a sliver of light that was coming from a room in the back . Naruto stepped inside Kakashi's house , he felt weird that he was in the house of a ...dead man .

Naruto could hear Jiraiya crying and was tempted to leave and let him alone but then he heard him say "I'm so tired of being here surprised by all of my childish fears ...when you cried I wiped away all of your tear's when you'd screamed I'd fight away all of your fear's ..." and that made him open the door , Jiraiya was sitting on the bed tear's streaming down his face he was holding something in his hand , and as Naruto looked closer he saw it was a letter . Kakashi's cd player was going off and his clothes and everything was strewn about the floor.

"Jiraiya ?...I'm sorry ..." was all Naruto could say , his mentor , his friend had lost the most important thing to him , his someone precious , the one he loved more then life itself , and all Naruto could say was he was sorry , he felt useless .

Jiraiya looked up and he looked right threw Naruto and folded the letter up and put it in his pocket ..."the last thing he said was ' I remembered where you put your forehead protector , It's on the table ' we had been arguing where I put it before They attacked ...and he remembered , Me . I tried to save him but they were to fast , I tried , I tried ...Tsunade even tried but it was no good she couldn't stop the blood ...and the last thing I told him was not to leave me ...Why ? did 

he have to die instead of me ? why ? " Jiraiya sat back he couldn't take it anymore he wanted to die but no matter how many times he had tried to kill himself he couldn't do it he couldn't take his own life ...

Naruto walked forward and shook Jiraiya "Do you think Kakashi would want to see you like this ? NO !! he would want you to be happy no matter what. you think you are the only one who has lost someone they loved ? think again this is how it will happen everyone shares the same destiny as soon as the enter this cruel world , we all die sometime , but before we die we try to become stronger and other's die , sometimes the one's we love are the victim's of time , Please get a hold of yourself because right now is not your time and ...I ..I need you , Please , Don't leave me too " Naruto cried and grabbed a hold of Jiraiya jacket after felt after a bit he felt jiraiya's hand on his head and heard him say through sobs

"I...I ...wont leave you , forgive me... for my weakness right now Naruto ,... I'm sorry "

Naruto looked up at his teacher he wished that Jiraiya would never leave him , he was like his father that he had never known...

"want to get some ramen ? "Jiraiya asked

"I can't I have someone I need to see , but thank you for the offer" Naruto replied

Naruto stood and went to go find Gaara

He is such a good kid Jiraiya thought still crying

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Naruto ended up at Gaara's front door in a daze his eyes red and puffed up from the tears, earlier that day he had held them in but when he saw Jiraiya his tears overflowed.

Naruto rapped on the door and wiped at his face.

"yes ?" was the reply , but it was from behind him

"Gaara ... " Naruto sobbed and ran to him, he tried to talk but it came out in un-recognizable words

Gaara held onto him, he knew he was needed now.

Naruto was glad that he had Gaara he had someone to lean on when thing's got hard or when he was weak ...he just hoped he would never have to go through what Jiraiya was going through .Naruto held on to Gaara tighter closer he wanted to feel loved to feel secure , Naruto felt Gaara's warm breath on the back of his neck he could feel Gaara's hand's slowly wandering over his back , Naruto was seized with the urge to commit Gaara's taste to his memory the taste of his lip's he wanted to make love to Gaara right then and their , but he contented himself with a sweet kiss his eye's were open so he could see Gaara's face , he moved his hand's to cup Gaara's face , he was probably grossed out, the slobber and snot all over his face. but Gaara didn't back away.

"oooh , Gaara and Naruto are going to ..." Temari started to say

"Shut up Temari , leave them alone "Kankuro said , then he gave Gaara two thumb's up and went back reading a book .

Gaara went into his room after Naruto and shut the door behind him , he was going to make Naruto feel better then he had ever felt before . Naruto was looking at a picture of some blonde dude on Gaara's dresser .

"who is this ?" he asked

"my uncle ..." Gaara said walking over next to Naruto , he turned and pushed Naruto onto the bed Gaara stratled him and began to kiss Naruto , Naruto was making little whimpering noises that were turning Gaara on . "where did you learn to do that ?" Gaara asked



"What ..." Said a dazed and confused Naruto , he wished Gaara would just get on with kissing him

Gaara unbuttoned Naruto's shirt and ran his hand's over Naruto's chest .Naruto flipped Gaara over and took his turn , He took Gaara's shirt off and kissed a line down Gaara's chest pausing at his lovers pert nipples, he flicked his tongue out and licked one then sucked it into his mouth twirling the pink bud until Gaara gasped, He wanted Gaara to be happy he wanted Gaara to love him like Jiraiya loved Kakashi , so when he got to Gaara's pant's he unzipped them with his mouth .

"wait! are you sure about this? " Gaara asked, stopping Naruto.

"yeah... why wouldn't I be? " Naruto asked

"well you just lost someone you knew for years... Naruto are you ok? " Gaara asked suddenly having a change of mind.

"I am more than sure... I want you to love me..." Naruto smiled running his fingers over Gaara's pelvic bone. Gaara moaned silently

"I don't want you to wake up tomorrow and feel terrible... or think I took advantage of you... " Gaara rolled out from under Naruto who looked crushed.

"is it because of this? " Naruto pointed at his face and the little piece of his scar that showed through.

Gaara looked shocked.

"no! its not that at all I don't want to hurt you Naruto... " Gaara rolled back towards him, he smiled and straddled him slightly grinding into him.

"you cant hurt me. " Naruto bit his lip and pulled Gaara down for a kiss. their tongues twisted and darted around each others mouth Gaara smiled and kissed Naruto's neck, he moved up planting kisses along his collar bone. the red head's hair fell across the blonde's pale skin, Naruto arched back still grinding against Gaara. whom was steadily moving south Gaara kissed Naruto's pelvic bone pushing Naruto back down onto the bed, his weight proved to be hindering in Naruto's attempt to grind against the red head. Gaara shuddered looking down at the panting and writhing boy beneath him, his skin had a slight sheen to it.

"Gaara... I need you..."

"talk dirty to me, say it... say I want you to suck me... say it. " Gaara said, his voice hoarse.

Gaara bent down un-zipping Naruto's pants and slowly pulling them off to toss them on the floor. he began running his hand over the blonde's white thighs, he kissed a row to Naruto's

stirring manhood.

Naruto whined and bit his bottom lip , he panted feeling Gaara's hot breath on him.

"I want you... I want you to suck me Gaara.." Naruto panted he tried to push up this time he succeeded and felt Gaara's lips graze his shaft. Naruto moaned, and Gaara obliged he slowly used one hand to hold Naruto's staff while his other ventured around Naruto's entrance, Gaara licked his lips and licked the head of Naruto's now fully alert member Naruto shivered and grabbed at the bed sheets, he moaned and arched his back as much as he could. due to Gaara's weight on his legs it wasn't far, Gaara smiled and clasped his lips over his lover's shaft gently inching more and more of it in. I certainly hadn't...thought...this big? Gaara relaxed his muscles and began

rocking his head back and forth slowly and still gently exploring outside Naruto's cave. A sharp intake and then a loud moan and plenty of shivering and writhing came from Naruto, his pants came faster and closer together

"put it in! I want you inside me! " Naruto nearly screamed and pulled back, his member



throbbing and begging for more. Gaara pulled his pants off, smiling, Naruto lifted his legs up and placed them on Gaara's shoulders. The red head licked at Naruto's marble sack , feeling the blonde melting.

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Naruto had fallen asleep a long time ago Gaara had just laid there watching him sleep , His eye's were constantly moving which that told Gaara he was dreaming... laying there next to Naruto he smiled it was amazing the feeling that boiled up inside him wished to sing out the feeling wanted to escape... Gaara slowly sat up and sneaked out to the kitchen to get something to drink . Kankuro was up and drinking something in a coffee cup , probably hot cocoa .

"Well hello their , so you decided to finally come out of your room ? want some cocoa? " He asked holding his cup up, he smiled sheepishly.

"no thanks' " Gaara said he got a cup from the cupboard and filled it with tap water , he drank it and refilled it .Gaara went to sit across from Kankuro .

"So ... did you guy's ..."

"what ?"

"you know ...did you..."

"do ...?"Gaara asked

"you know... did you guys have a roll in the hay?"

"..?"

"did you touch his lucky charms? did he choke on your little leprechaun? you know? the humpty hump?" Kankuro asked

"oh that , I'm not telling " Gaara said drinking the rest of his water and retreating back to his room with a small smile on his lips.

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Naruto was still sleeping so Gaara carefully climbed back into bed he lay down facing Naruto he placed his hand on Naruto's cheek ...

Naruto woke up to find Gaara staring at him , smiling .

"hi " Gaara said kissing Naruto's cheek .

"hi " Naruto replied smiling

"WAKE UP SLEEPY HEAD'S !!" Temari screamed barging into Gaara's room

she jumped on his bed and then quickly ran off to bug Kankuro .

"sorry about that " Gaara said sitting up he got fully dressed and waited for Naruto to do the same .

"I was alone until we met , I never knew what love was until you taught me and I never want you to leave me , I want to spend the rest of our lives together ..." Gaara said

"I want to be with you always and ..." Naruto started but Gaara interrupted him

"don't leave me..."

"I wont... I wont" Naruto said hugging Gaara.



Gaara let Naruto finish getting dressed they went into the living room holding hands , Naruto kissed Gaara before he left .

Naruto ran home he totally forgot all about light at home , he hoped he could use the toilet or something and that he wouldn't find a brown surprise awaiting him.

When Naruto opened the door the first thing he saw was the raven colored hair... and the next thing, was the robe and purple rope that surrounded his stomach. Sasuke was standing near his bedroom door .

"what the hell are you doing here you ?...you filthy bastard " Naruto screamed

Sasuke slowly turned around a single tear streaking his face

"I'm sorry , I know I hurt you but I had to ...you see if I didn't they were going to kill Sakura " Sasuke said

"she almost died ! retard " Naruto screamed

"You have to believe me they were going to kill her , they want you dead , and you have to leave as soon as possible,... Naruto they don't know you are Kyuubi, they think you are all dead...tell sakura I love her " He begged his eyes held pain in them,

"Sasuke..." Naruto whispered his Friend's name.

"Naruto please believe me... I never meant to hurt you it was all part of the act... I had to, to save her. " and then Sasuke was gone.

Naruto slipped into his room looking for Kyuubi and found him on his bed Naruto got what little pleasure he could from bouncing on the bed and seeing light get flung into the air like a rag doll .

"you bastard you did that on purpose !!" Light screamed attempting to gain control over his wobbly legs .

"What ? " Naruto acted innocent , he laid on his bed and thought about what Gaara had said to him

... forever is a long time ...

Naruto hoped he would be able to stay with him that long , he wanted to be with Gaara forever and he hoped Gaara wanted the same . Naruto lay on the bed contemplating his thoughts for a while before he remembered he still needed to talk to sakura . Naruto reached over grabbed light by the scruff of the neck (like a momma cat hold's her kits )

and hurried of while light screamed vulgarities at the ninja who was not in the world at the time , he was back in his mind thinking of how yummy Gaara would look if he was dipped in chocolate ...he almost gave himself a bloody nose .

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Naruto finally reached Sakura's room after three flights of stairs and an annoying time with light , Naruto couldn't figure out why he was screaming at him .

"so what are you going to name it ?" Said a voice

"I don't know yet ...'since no one has given the writer any ideas ' I just don't know " Said a second voice that sounded slightly perturbed .

Naruto decided that they didn't sound to angry so he chose this moment to enter the room ...First bad Idea ...Naruto took one look at Sakura and decided to say something

"Are you getting fat ?" he asked ...second bad idea

"actually I am , because I am preg-" was all she managed to say

"I knew it , maybe you should exercise more ..." third bad idea sorry Naruto but , strike and your out ! -It's one thing to enter a woman's room without knocking , but a pregnant one's , boy were you asking for it , and then to call her fat ? ...then interrupting her ?...are you trying to get yourself killed ?- thought Light



Light sensed rage coming from the two women and sheer stupidity coming from Naruto .

Naruto felt Light wiggle free from his grip and duck behind his legs .

"what are you doing , scardey cat " Naruto said before he got the crap beaten out of him by Sakura as she explained that she was pregnant and if he ever made a reference to her weight again she explained that he would be dead meat .

"I still don't see what I did wrong ..." Naruto whined , he peeled himself off the floor and sat in a chair away from the still fuming women , He didn't even know why Tsunade was mad at him ...

"Sakura , I came here upon the request of Sasuke ...he said that uh , he say's he loves you , and that he is sorry ..." Naruto said , he was a little bit scared that Sakura might hit him , but she completely did the opposite

"Thank you Naruto !!" She squealed and hugged him what is up with women one minute they want to kill you , the next they love you , was she on her period too , wow deadly combo , I don't think it is even possible for that many hormones to be going haywire , in one body ... Light thought , he gave a visible shiver and scooted closer to Naruto , he thought the guy's should stick together in this war zone .

Sakura started to cry all over Naruto , and Naruto being just that , Naruto , had no idea what to do ...so he gently wiggled his way free and made a mad dash for it ,Light close on his trail .

Naruto decided to get some ramen , he just had to find out where they had relocated too .

"YAAAY !!" Naruto shouted half an hour later upon encountering his favorite Ramen stand .

"ahhh, Naruto glad to see you , please have a seat " The old man chuckled realizing Naruto was already sitting. "what would you like ? " The old man asked Naruto .

"Three bowl's of miso ramen please " Naruto ordered with enthusiasm . He then sat back and relaxed , Watching the old man cook usually made him a little bit sleepy , and he was dozing off before he knew it .

"Naruto ...Naruto ..." Naruto heard a far off voice that reminded him of waves ...gently lapping at the sea shore

"just a bit longer mommy .." Naruto murmured in his sleepy state .

"Mommy ? ...Your soup will get cold " Naruto snapped back to reality at the mention of soup .

"huh ? wha- soup ?" Naruto yelped , he surveyed his surroundings and noticed two men sitting together , ordering food from the old man .

"Naruto you are drooling all over our counter's ...why don't you go sit near them while we clean that for you , " the old lady whispered , her voice was the one that reminded him of the sea ..

"m-mmmk " Naruto said stiffiling a yawn . He sat down near the two men one was much younger then the other , but they seemed quite content so he whispered a small 'Itadakimas' to himself and ate his food , he was done with his second bowl when he realised the two men were sneaking glances at him and the hurriedly whispering between himself -is something on my face ?- Naruto thought whipping his face off with his sleeve .When Naruto lowered his arm he noticed the younger man looked like a girl ...and he was wearing a weird bun in his hair , with two chunk's of hair framing his face ...Naruto thought a moment ...who did he remind him of , - H- H- Ha- Haku ! - Naruto remembered he dropped his bowl and turned to face the men , It was Haku ...and Zabuza ...They were in his Favorite ramen stand , sitting next to him and talking as if they hadn't ever been killed ... what the hell ?

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"Sasuke ...come here " Orochimaru summoned the Uchiha

"what now ?" Sasuke said , ever since he had been forced to join up with Orochimaru , Orochimaru has done nothing but flirted with him , which made Kabuto so mad , He could deal 

with it because he knew that soon Orochimaru was going to teach him some awesome Jutsu ...but it was still annoying . Orochimaru looked at the last Uchiha walking , He could see his muscles ripple under his clothes and he had to fight from getting a hard on . Sasuke looked at Orochimaru and almost burst into laughter , he could tell that the snake was horny and he liked to tease him .

"Yes Oro-sama ?" Sasuke said innocently , he made his eyes big and made puffy lip's ...Living with Orochimaru wasn't that bad as long as you knew how too have fun ...

Sasuke really did love Sakura but not the way he thought he should love someone who he wanted to be with forever... He figured he loved her in a more sisterly way ,And he felt bad he had gotten her pregnant... He was confused at the time and now he didn't know what to do .

"Stop looking at me like that you tease !" Orochimaru sputtered his face was getting flushed and he was breathing real hard .

"Like what ? Oro-sama " Sasuke let the name slowly slide out of his mouth and he kept looking innocent .ha I can't wait to see him get a nosebleed Sasuke thought the Uchiha licked his lips and tilted his head slightly

"L-Like that !" Orochimaru stuttered he had been doing that a lot lately and it was all because of Sasuke , sometimes Sasuke pushed his button's so far that he wanted to hit him ...But he couldn't bare to hit his Sasu-kun ...so he bore with the constant nosebleed's ...He couldn't help being such a pervert , it was just who he was .

Orochimaru felt a sudden gush of blood as Sasuke licked his lips and he already had the Tissues in hand ,"Dab oo Sashke oo boody bashterd !!" Orochimaru shouted through his wad of tissues .

"No actually if you think about it you would be the bloody bastard ..." Sasuke flaunted his butt and then walked away , he liked to see Kabuto fuss over Orochimaru mostly because the whole time he did that he was glaring at Sasuke , and He got a kick of watching Kabuto trying to shove tissues in Orochimaru's eye ...or ear ..or any other opening he could find while not paying attention to his master .

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"Haku ? what are you guy's doing here ? ...I thought you died ..." Naruto said standing up .

"What ? Kakashi never told you ?" Haku said standing to greet his old friend / enemy ...

"no ..he never told ..me " Naruto almost started to cry , He missed his sensei and just seeing these two hurt him , they reminded him of when they had still had missions together , now his team was broken up ...which reminded him he needed to talk to Tsunade about being in another team so he could have missions ...or about becoming a S-class person , since he had recently achieved the power of Light , Kyuubi ...

"I'm sorry to hear about Kaka-" Zabuza started to place his hand on Naruto's shoulder .

"You think you can come back ? and just say you are sorry ? He died ...you weren't even here, You don't know that he was in love with Jiraiya or That Jiraiya still loves him ..." Naruto broke out crying , He didn't know why he was mad at Zabuza ...it wasn't his fault , he did nothing wrong .

"Its ok to be angry at Kakashi for leaving you , Its ok to want him back -" That triggered something in Naruto's mind ...what had light said about wanting something ...if you want it , you shall have it it was something like that ..



"Bye , I will see you later " Naruto said he hugged them and left in a 'poof '

"He forgot his third bowl of ramen ..." The old woman said

"is it paid for ?" Haku asked

"yes ..." she replied

"I'll take it !" Zabuza said reaching for the un-touched ramen

"pig" Haku whispered so that he couldn't hear him. he grumbled but then inched closer to Zabuza making sad faces... in the end he won the bowl... and the ramen.

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Naruto burst into his house and Screamed at the top of his lung's for light to 'come here '

Naruto heard a 'creak' followed by the 'pit pat' of little feet scurrying across the floor

"what the hell do you want bastard ? I was in the middle of my cat nap ..."Light said stiffiling a yawn .

"Can I bring Kakashi back from the dead ? Now ? Can I ?" Naruto let the 'Bastard remark ' slide for now but he made a mental note to remind himself to get his revenge on Light .

"No " Light said simply , he sat down and began to unconsciously groom himself ...'down there ' in front of Naruto .

"What do you mean no ? and will you stop doing that ..freak " Naruto said .

"What ? you human's have toilet paper ...we have tongues' , get over it , and I mean that you aren't even close to learning the Jutsu that would do that ...It took me 100 years to learn it "

"how am I not ready ? I am really strong ! " Naruto whined

"It takes more then physical strength to learn how to call a person's lost soul back , It takes Perseverance , concentration , mental strength and Emotional strength ." Light said continuing to groom himself .

"Ok , sooo...it took you 100 years , ...that means I could be able to do it in ..." Naruto thought aloud

"never " murmured Light

"one year ...yeah sound's right " Naruto said beaming at the thought of having Kakashi back for Jiraiya .

"You are an over enthusiastic Brat , you think you can learn that much in one year ? " Light said , He knew Naruto had talent but one year ? Impossible

"Why not I learned the Rasengan in about a week ...I can do anything as long as I put my mind to it !" Naruto said

"It takes intense training to bring back the memories , thoughts ,and personality of someone and in any case your Rasengan is nowhere near the one that the original mater had it at... you need practice on that to you idiotic buffoon ." Light said beginning to think Naruto might stand a chance of learning it ...Maybe

"You would have to train all day every day , with a certain someone ..."

"Who ? Jiraiya ? he isn't that bad ..."

"Isolated from all distraction's "

"I can do that "

"Up in the mountains ...alone "

"but that mean's ...No ramen ...and no , no ,no Gaara !! " Naruto couldn't leave Gaara that long ...What if he changed his mind about loving Naruto , Concentrate , That is something I need to learn to ...But I love Gaara and we said forever so forever is forever , he will understand ...hopefully Naruto couldn't stand the thought of leaving Gaara for a whole YEAR ... but if that was what it would take to bring Kakashi back he would do it !



"well ...ok then if Jiraiya say's ok we will leave tomorrow " Light said sitting down

"so soon ? give me at least two day's to spend with Gaara ..." Naruto whined

"tomorrow we leave " Light said curling up

"two day's ..please !" Naruto begged

"no "

"please" Naruto pleaded With light

"nope , you better go find your lover " Light said before covering his ears with his tail's and smiling at Naruto as if daring him to ask again .

"whatever " Naruto mumbled but , he still followed light's instructions and left in a 'Huff'

I hope Gaara Isn't too mad at me ... Naruto thought while knocking on his lover's door .

Gaara opened his door and found his love standing there looking guilty ...uh oh Was all Gaara could think .

"Hi Naruto , good to see you ...Do you want to come in ?" Gaara said stepping aside to allow Naruto entrance .

"Gaara ...I have good news , and bad news "

"I choose good " Gaara said dreading the bad , He hoped Naruto still loved him he hoped he didn't do anything bad

"well ... I have found a way to bring kakashi back ...but I have to leave ...for a year , tomorrow .."

Naruto said lowering his eyes . He still couldn't believe he was going to leave his precious red head.

"What ? "

"I said -"

"I heard what you said ...you are leaving me ?tomorrow ? why ? " Gaara asked , he sat down he had to give his brain time to think all this through .

"I am so sorry , I'm not really leaving you , just think of this as a ...vacation ?" Naruto put his arm around Gaara , he knew this would be hard for him .

" I don't want a vacation from you ...I love you ..." Gaara took Naruto's hand in his , and looked into Naruto's eye's . Gaara didn't want Naruto to leave but if Naruto wanted it then He would live with it , he would live with the emptiness every day ...as long as Naruto promised to come back .

"Do you promise to come back to me no matter what ? "

"I ..."

"please say yes ..."

"I promise I will come back to you ...no matter what " Naruto said he leaned down and kissed his trembling Gaara's lips I love you so , so much ...

Gaara felt the tension grow between them , each wanted what was supposed to come after kissing , and neither knew how to say they wanted it . Gaara took the lead and led Naruto back into his room .

"Gaara ..."

"Sshh ..." Gaara said slipping Naruto's shirt over his head . Naruto shuddered as the air touched his bare skin . Gaara rubbed his hands along Naruto's lean muscular chest . Naruto took Gaara's face into his hands and looked into his eyes tears were forming in his loved ones eye's ...all because of him . Gaara looked away and laid Naruto on his bed ...he ran his hand down the length of Naruto's chest and unzipped Naruto . Naruto moved to get comfortable . Gaara grabbed Naruto's 'Love ' muscle and took it in his mouth ...All of it , it felt so big . Gaara rocked back and forth he licked and sucked , Gaara hoped he was doing this right .



"nnnn...ahhh...ohh...mmmmmm!! Stop , no don't stop ...nnhhnn" Naruto thrust himself in and out in tune with Gaara , He grabbed at the pillow beside him and used it to cover his face , He screamed his pleasure into the pillow over and over again . Gaara could feel Naruto's body responding to the way he touched him , and Naruto kept making the hottest noises . Naruto could feel himself swell , he arched his back instinctively and came in Gaara's mouth ...-oops ...-

"Oh my gosh I am ...so sorry ..." Was all Naruto could say but it was Muffled because he still had the pillow on his face , and at that moment he was glad that pillow was covering his face because he could tell he had the biggest stupidest grin on his face ...and he liked it .

Naruto felt the pillow being lifted away and felt Gaara lift his head to kiss him . Gaara was half on half off Naruto with a leg over Naruto's torso . Naruto tried to pull away so he could apologize properly but Gaara wouldn't allow him too . Gaara was kissing Naruto with such force Naruto could hardly keep up with him . He just kinda laid there taking everything Gaara had to give ...and loving it . Gaara wanted to be inside Naruto he wanted to feel his body grind against his loved ones. The two boy's ripped each other's clothes off so fast it looked like it was raining cloth .

Gaara turned Naruto over and lubricated him slowly he adjusted Naruto again to his size he watched as Naruto moaned in pleasure .He then slowly worked his way into the other boy who was melting under Gaara's influence . Gaara had heard Kankuro talk about something and wanted to try it with Naruto ...Naruto had expected Gaara to do it 'doggy style '

so he was semi surprised when Gaara pulled Naruto onto his 'lap ' and began the up and down motion . Gaara worked Naruto into a frenzy by this , he was whispering naughty things into his ear , and kissing his neck , back , head . Gaara also eventually worked his hand around Naruto's shaft enforcing double pleasure...at the same time all that was going on ...Naruto was so aroused he was screaming for Gaara to stop but wanting more . Gaara felt himself come three times in a row before he thought he was done but he wasn't because as soon as Naruto moved to get off him he wanted more ...

"Gaara !! you ...Bastard , this feel's too good ... I don't want to leave " Naruto groaned

Gaara felt himself coming and screamed at he top of his lungs as he arched into Naruto's overheated body . Gaara pulled himself out of Naruto and the two boy's lay in bed each as closely wrapped around each other as possible. Gaara didn't want Naruto to leave , he wanted the whole night to last forever ."Naruto ...I love you , so very very much " Gaara whispered into the ear of the already sleeping boy . Gaara wiped a bead of sweat from Naruto's brow before it fell into Naruto's half open eye .

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Gaara leaned closer too Naruto and kissed his forehead , He really really wanted Naruto to stay with him . Gaara stared at the blonde who was cuddling next to him , what did Naruto see in him ? Gaara felt so alone even though he was next to his precious person , he was alone because he knew that tomorrow he was going to be all alone just like the way he was before Naruto came along .



-Damn - Gaara thought, he had Naruto right there ...and all he could do was long for the day he was coming back ...even though he hadn't even left yet .

Naruto wasn't good at good-bye so he had made sure he was long gone before Gaara got back from the bathroom . He left a note with Kankuro and wished Temari and them a good time .

"Hey fox ..lets go find Jiraiya so we can go ...you already talked to him right ?" Naruto yapped as soon as he entered the door .

"What no 'Honey I'm home ?' " Light yawned , He stretched out and sat up .

"Shut up you stupid fox ...I happen to be a little irritated at you ..If you hadn't noticed" Naruto said folding his arms and turning his head to the side . He went to his room and packed , he could still feel everywhere Gaara had touched him and he wanted nothing more then to Have Gaara holding him tightly in his arm's , But it wasn't going to happen so he got over it and threw stuff more fiercely into his pack . Damn , damn , damn Naruto thought with every thing he threw into the backpack.

"I talked to Jiraiya and he has agreed , since he has nothing better to do " Light said sitting next to Naruto's leg which kept coming dangerously close to his tails ..Light just watched Naruto shove thing after thing into his back-pack.

"So where do I meet him ? " Naruto paused for a second too gulp down a glass of stale water that was next to his bed from before he left on his mission.

"He said he would come to get you " Light smirked , He had just caught a feeling from his boy , that of Desire ...what does he want so badly ? Light would have guessed ramen had he not known better , Naruto wanted something from someone ...but what and who ?

"ok ...so when the hell is he coming ?" Asked Naruto getting Irritated .

"I have no clue ...oh he is here " Light said rushing to the door to get away from the 'anger' ridden Naruto. Naruto opened the door and Jiraiya was indeed there with his pack ...

I didn't even knock how did he know I was here ?

"Lets go " Naruto said emotionlessly

"How are you going to carry that pack it is so ...HUUUGEEE !!" Jiraiya said pointing at the WAY over packed ...pack .

"If I were you I would leave him alone ...he has been kinda emotional , lately " Light whispered out of Naruto's earshot .

"I heard THAT ...And no I haven't ...stupid fox " Naruto whined .

How the hell did he hear that ? Thought light

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Naruto followed Jiraiya the whole way asking retarded questions like 'are we there yet ?...how about now ? ...now ?...now ?...how about now ?' every few minutes .

And Jiraiya just simmered in his anger the whole time , until about the 100th time Naruto asked that. "NOOOOO ...I mean ...no , not yet " Jiraiya said correcting his tone because of a glare a certain nine tailed fox gave him I have to remember what that stupid fox told me , 'you better be nice to him or I will tell him how to perform the , neutering Jutsu '...Is that even a real Jutsu ?Jiraiya asked himself . Jiraiya turned around and gave Naruto a package

"Don't open this yet " he said .

Naruto wondered what Gaara was doing right then ...Hopefully not another boy .

Naruto cringed at the thought of Gaara betraying him He wouldn't do that ...he loves me , right?

Naruto lay in his thoughts until he realised he was hearing something ...



Naruto concentrated on that sound , It was ...Rain ? But it wasn't raining ...

"Hey Jiraiya ?"

"sshh...we are in a Genjutsu , we have passed that rock that looks like a boob four times .."

"You would be one to notice that , wouldn't you ?" Light said anxious , He still hadn't gotten back all his strength yet .

"okayyyyy ...but does anyone notice the sound of a slight drizzle ? " Naruto asked still captivated by the sound of falling rain.

How can he hear that ...only S-classed Jounin's can hear the actual sound of chakra being used ...I just learned that trick about a year ago...How the hell is he suppressing his Chakra , unless it isn't to its full strength yet , But in that case ...He will be stronger then me ... Thought Jiraiya

"Release !" Shouted Naruto ,and an extreme shot of chakra shot out of him and attacked the Ninja who were advancing on them ...

Holy shit his Mere chakra is lethal Thought Jiraiya staring open mouthed at the dead Ninja's who Were sound village élite ninja .

"Hey why did you do that Jiraiya? killing is wrong!" Naruto yelled completely unaware that he was the one who had done the damage .Light just stared at his boy , he was starting to feel a little jealousy coming from ...he couldn't tell the difference between the two , Jiraiya chakra signature was so similar to Naruto's he couldn't pick out the different emotions .Chakra carries emotions out of the body when they are strong , That is how Light is usually able to know how people feel , Because he picks up their chakra signatures and feelings that come along with them. But he couldn't tell the difference ...does that mean ...no That would be impossible , right ?

Naruto started to drag Jiraiya towards the steadily closer mountain .

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"Well this is home !! " Jiraiya said sweeping his hand's in a wide motion .

"This is your home ?" Naruto said , he was staring at a cave .

"Yeah , why ?" Jiraiya asked stepping closer to the cave . "I am a mountain hermit , retard "

"Well yeah but you live ..in ...a cave?" Naruto asked also stepping closer to the mouth of the cave .

"Just joking " Jiraiya said he walked a little farther down to a huge bush . he pushed his way through and didn't return .

"where did he go ?" Light asked

"Right beyond that bush ...is a house , small but adequate " Naruto said Walking forward .

How the hell is he doing that ? Light wondered , He didn't even sense the house .

Naruto was circling the house inspecting it ...It was small , Grey , UGLY, but all in all it would suffice for what he needed it to be used for .

"Light , Naruto , come in my humble abode, but don't touch that box! it has my very important...err... research papers and... stuff " Jiraiya said moving to allow the boy and fox enter his house , he shut the door and the house was swallowed by complete darkness .

Naruto shivered as he was reminded of Kakashi's house ...Damn why am I such a cry baby ?Naruto thought as he felt a tear slide down his face . Naruto felt a soft hand wipe away the lone tear that was sliding down his face .

"Jiraiya ? " Naruto said as he noticed it was his sensei who had brushed his tear away .

"Don't worry ...He is coming back ...I know you can do it , If anyone can , you can." Jiraiya was smiling but Naruto could tell he was breaking into a million pieces . Naruto reached up and

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a/n whell this is the first part of my re-write I hope you ike it and I hope it is etter than the first 