Sam ( pov)
My time is finally done. Two years behind Juvy bars and counseling sessions every day every week until this day. The hard part of being behind bars is over since I had done it before. But the two hard parts are yet to come. How do I get over what I did to sweet loving Cat? How do I even get the guts to go to her? How can I possibly even show my face to the girl I hurt who trusted me? The tears will flow everyday until I figure a way to let Cat know I am sorry. I hurt her bad physically and emotionally so a simple " I'm sorry wont do" It must be perfect. Every night the horrible memory will haunt me forever. Even if Cat forgives me, I will never forgive myself.
(Flashback)
I remember the night I hurt Cat like it was yesterday. I was angered and more aggressive due to my dad's death. But I had no idea it would go to this point. Poor Cat was just trying to comfort me but I got so wild that I started yelling and cussing her out. All of a sudden I got so overwhelmed that before I knew it I had thrown a chair and she was on the floor with her scull bleeding. I fell to the ground after I realized what I had done. I swore to myself if Cat died I would die to. While I was weeping a cop came and cuffed me and some paramedics took Cat to the hospital. All I could do was watch in horror of the little red being hauled away. Her face bashed and her life in danger all because of me. As I watched her I told the cop " do what you want, kill me if you must. If she dies I don't want to live" the police officer that was firm but compassionate said, " Sam, the doctors said she will be okay. I can tell you are not a bad girl even though you have been imprisoned a lot. However I also see that you need help. This problem of aggression needs to be fixed. " I nodded and wept as I got in the car. The judge sentenced me to 2 years in Juvy and to have counseling everyday Monday-Friday except on holidays.