Title: Learning to Say No
Author: LostFlame
Fandom: Prince of Tennis
Summary: Oishi wanted so badly to tell everyone to stop. That he was only 12. That he couldn't handle this all by himself. But Oishi never was very good at saying 'no,' so he just continued to fool everyone into thinking everything was alright.
He promised he would help you become good enough to be a regular.
That's why you let him do it.
He promised he'd teach you to become stronger.
That's why you didn't resist his touch.
He was your sempai.
That's why you couldn't say 'no.'
As an only child Oishi was accustom to the constant pressure that came with it. He was his parent's only chance at a perfect son. They wanted the best for him, but they also wanted the best from him. They wanted him to be the best in school and sports. They wanted him to live up to all the dreams they had for him.
Oishi wanted so badly to tell his parents that they were expecting too much. That he was only 12. That no one could live up to their expectations. But Oishi never was very good at saying 'no,' so he just continued to push himself toward an unreachable perfection.
He had heard the rumours surrounding his position on the team and considered them ill founded and immature. They knew nothing of the circumstances in which he was under, though that was also how he preferred it. It would do no one any good for his situation to be exposed. While it was true that the current arrangement could be seen as a 'dirty trick,' Oishi found confidence in the fact that it was not how his team mates imagined it to be.
Kodama had been the one to approach Oishi. Oishi had been running late that day to practice because of a conversation he had with the teacher and was required to run laps after practice ended. Kodama was the only one remaining in the clubroom as he waited for Oishi to finish so he could lock up. Oishi thought nothing of it when he heard Kodama join him in the bathing area, but Oishi was torn from his internal musing when he felt Kodama's presence immediately behind him.
Oishi had been about to turn and ask if there was anything Kodama needed when the upperclassman's hand covered him mouths. "Don't say anything," were the words whispered in his ear as he felt the other boy's body pressed up behind him. He felt one hand in front of him while another busied itself behind. One hand attempting to deliver pleasure while the other attempted to prepare him for pain. Even though Kodama's hand did not have the capability to arouse the 12 year, the older boy paid not heed as he continued to prep Oishi.
Oishi wanted so badly to tell his sempai that he didn't want this. That he was only 12. That this wasn't right. But Oishi never was very good at saying 'no,' so he just remain silent as his upperclassman and team mate violated him for the first of many times.
The next day he was partnered up with Kodama for the beginning of his doubles practice and immediately Oishi understood the rules of this game. If he did as he was told, he would be given the opportunity to become stronger. If he remained silent, he would be one step closer to becoming the best. If he didn't fight against Kodama's touch, he would be able to meet everyone's expectations.
Oishi wanted so badly to tell himself that it didn't work that way. That he was only 12. That he didn't have to do this in order to make his parents happy. But Oishi never was very good at saying 'no,' so he just let himself be disillusioned that what he was doing was for the best.
Okay so I know that Oishi is suppose to have a sister but I couldn't have ANY information about you so I left her out. If someone wants to tell me about her I will fix it when/if I upload another chapter.