ahhh, this is my first Kuroko no Basket fanfic after writing for SaruMi in K Project...and in KnB i decided to start it with FuriAka! I love Akashi being an uke, it makes everything more interesting :3
enjoy reading and help me to improve by reviewing or liking this! the next chap should be ready in several days *smiles*
FIRSTS
self-edited, FuriAka
CHAPTER 1. FIRST CONFESSION
"I like you!"
"Oh…"
"U-Um, please go out with me!"
"…"
"…"
"Okay."
"…eh?"
"I said…okay. I'm interested in you, too."
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In Furihata Kouki's eyes, Akashi Seijuurou was a very cold and composed man, always thinking intellectually and saw hundreds of strategies in front of that hetero-chromatic eyes. But despite that cold look, he couldn't help but to admire the leadership skill which Akashi had. Every time the red haired ordered something in detail, there was something in his voice which made his body trembled in anticipation.
He knew it was weird between man and man to feel attracted but he loved it. He loved how Akashi stood up tall and straight, his shoulders were perfectly built and showed the king inside him. And he himself aware that he had this desire of oh how he wanted to have that man.
The next encounter with Akashi was when he decided to accompany Kuroko to meet up with the other Generation of Miracles members. There he saw him, that beautiful, perfect sharp eyes staring down at him. He knew that he was nothing in front of Akashi that time and he trembled stupidly because of the power Akashi had. He knew once more time that he really wanted to have Akashi. He must show him that he was capable of doing something big in his life. By confessing. But how?
During the first half of the match against Rakuzan, Kouki observed everything from the bench. He looked and worshiped the way Akashi calmly gave order to other crowned generals without slight hesitation. Akashi wasn't the type of person who recognized someone easily; that someone should have some appeal for him. Kouki gulped and smirked in excitement. This will be quite a challenge.
"Let me play."
Kouki's request was first rejected by Seirin's coach, Aida Riko. But after seeing the determination in his brown eyes he got permission. In the second half match, Kouki decided that he should let himself known by that hetero-chromatic male. Repeatedly he tried to cover, to strain every movements Akashi wanted to make. He failed at first but he felt his body became used to it.
Then he saw it.
Akashi's eyes.
It stared deeply into him and he swore, he heard an appreciative hum came out from that beautiful, kissable pink lips. Then, followed by a light chuckle almost like a whisper before Akashi passed through him, making him fell on the court. Kouki gulped.
I've been noticed.
He could feel a shiver running through his spine and happiness crept, but he couldn't let himself off guard—Seirin was still on the match and he was in it. He had to help his team won this game or the team—Akashi wouldn't be impressed. He ran to catch up with Akashi who was dribbling the ball and blocked him again. Akashi stopped and lifted his eyebrow. Kouki inhaled.
"I'm going to talk to you later."
Akashi froze for a mini-second but he still did the shoot and went in. That hetero-chromatic eyes immediately looked to him again, before he jogged away.
Kouki shivered, again.
This is it. Do it or die.
So after that Winter Cup which ended up being a loss for Akashi thanks to Kuroko's buzzer beater, he grabbed the red haired wrist and dragged him outside, surprising the others without saying anything much. And for his surprise (or his concern) Akashi didn't say a word even when they finally stopped in the stadium's backyard. Everything started out so damn awkward because Akashi still didn't say anything and part of Kouki's mind was screaming out loud telling him to apologize because hell it would not be good if the silence Akashi was giving him purely from his anger for being dragged out without his consent.
Kouki fidgeted and looked straight to those eyes.
"I like you!"
Oh crap, my voice came out like a shriek. Kouki almost wanted to suicide if it wasn't because of Akashi's reaction. He saw Akashi jolted and his face showed a shock. But he recovered within blink of an eye.
"Oh…" he responded.
Damn. Damn it all what should I say now? Umm… He didn't say anything, neither was Akashi. Both of them just stood there, silent. Kouki knew Akashi was thinking of something; maybe he was examining him? Crap, get yourself together! Say it!
"U-Um, please go out with me!"
Again, silence. Kouki closed his eyes and felt his heartbeat became erratic and uncontrollable. He could have a panic attack right here, right now. Finally, Akashi broke the silence.
"So that's why you're so desperate…to prove yourself to me."
It came almost like a whisper. For the first time he realized that Akashi himself unsure about what would he do either. And he could imagine that the red haired was blushing a bit right now, for some reason.
"…okay."
That angelic, high toned sound said his answer. It was Kouki's turn to shock.
"…eh?"
"I said okay. I'm interested in you, too."
"A-Oh, um-I—"
"Yet we haven't known each other. I'm sure you already knew my name, um…?"
He couldn't explain his feelings right now and it seemed that he would burst at any time. With his trembling voice, he answered. "F-Furihata Kouki. First year. P-Please take care of me!"
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"I still can't believe that Furihata-kun likes Akashi-kun."
"U-UWAAH! K-K-Kuroko you scared me!"
It was a day off for Seirin yet Kouki found himself practicing at the court. Maybe because he was nervous about today's date.
Yes. Today was the first date for him and Akashi.
He was nervous not just because it was his first, but also because it was his initiative. Since they started 'dating' (he was not sure what to call it) they only sent messages to each other because they had their own activities especially Akashi. So when Kouki finally decided to take it a little further and he only get a short 'okay' as a response, he didn't know how to feel. Was it supposed to be this frightening to go on a date with Akashi? He barely even know what Akashi likes.
"Akashi-kun is a normal human, Furhiata-kun… Don't be so nervous."
Kouki smiled weakly at Kuroko. As usual, his skill of reading people was amazing. But he couldn't help not to get nervous especially because it was—
RRRIIINGGG
"AKASHI!" Kouki screamed when he saw his phone vibrated with a name 'Akashi' on it. Kuroko jolted in surprise and pouted at him. Kouki apologized silently and answered the phone like he was going to blow himself up. "H-Hello…?"
[Kouki.]
Aaahhhhh that angelic voice… I'm going to die… Kouki hummed and regained his composure. "Y-Yeah? What is it Akashi?"
[…] Akashi didn't answer that for a moment and Kouki thought there was disappointment came from Akashi even though he wasn't practically there with him. [Where are you…?]
"I-I'm at the gym."
[Okay. I'll be there in five seconds.]
"O-EH—What?!"
Beep. Beep. Beep.
"K-Kuroko what should I—"
There was no one in the gym. Damn Kuroko got away with his misdirection! Kouki gulped down his saliva numerous times before light steps began to echo inside the room followed by a breeze.
The breeze brought the intruder's smell and Kouki knew exactly who was standing behind him right now. He prepared himself and turned his body around to see Akashi, standing before him with his casual outfit. Kouki drank the sight before he greeted.
"Akashi… Sorry you have to come all the way here," he bowed. Kouki didn't know how to behave in front of Akashi Seijuurou who seemed to respect others whom have discipline. So he had to be a good guy here. However, Akashi just nodded.
"It's okay…Kouki. Where are we going?"
"Um, I was thinking we will just go take a walk in the city and search for something to eat…!"
"Mmm… Let's go."
Akashi gave a small response during their walk which made Kouki even more nervous.
Did I do that right? Ah, do I have to do it like this? Um, what should I do now? I should impress him, yeah!
Kouki gently showed his care with small actions. He would grabbed Akashi's hand and pulled him closer when Akashi was standing too close to the street. He pulled the chair every time he wanted to sit. It was enough for him as long as Akashi felt comfortable.
His brown eyes observed Akashi who was now eating a chocolate ice-cream silently. Akashi was beautiful, like always. He liked how the red haired tongue traced the spoon to lick the cream which lingered there and how that lips let out the spoon with a soft 'pop'. He was happy knowing that Akashi must have enjoyed the ice.
Then they walked around more and arrived at a game station. There was a crank game full of plush toys and a big, hazel colored teddy bear. Kouki found it sort of cute but wasn't sure if Akashi would want it…until he saw Akashi's face. Kouki blushed. It was his first time to see Akashi's eyes glimmered in excitement when he saw the teddy. It was obvious that Akashi wanted it. Kouki smiled and walked in the store. Akashi looked at him in surprise but didn't do anything. He simply watched Kouki went in for a moment then out…with the teddy.
Akashi's mouth opened and closed again. His hetero-chromatic eyes widened as he touched the fluffy teddy then gave it a little squeeze shyly. "You get this…for me?"
"Yeah, well…since it looks like you really want it… Or am I wrong?" Kouki shrugged in embarrassment. "I'm happy if you're happy…"
Akashi stood there for a moment, looking thoroughly at the light brown haired male. He brought his teddy up to cover half of his face which Kouki found it to be super cute. "…you really do like me…"
Kouki gasped and held himself not to drag Akashi home and just do him. But he frowned at the sentence. "What do you mean…? Of course I like you, I've said it from the start…"
"Well… That's…"
"Come to think of it," Kouki tilted his head, "…you don't look like you're enjoying yourself today… Do you like me for real…?" AGH DAMN WHY DID I SAY THAT I BET HE'S OFFENDED RIGHT NOW DAMN I'M SO STUPID! Kouki cursed himself for asking that and now he prepared himself for the worst, however…
"…tsk!"
A hand grabbed him in instant and dragged him away from the crowd. Kouki was too shocked to ask where they were going until they went into an empty alley. Akashi cornered him and when Kouki realized their location he blushed a bit. This is bad…
"Kouki. I'm saying this to make us clear. I like you."
Kouki blinked and amazed at how powerful those words were. It sent enough shivers through his spine. But… "But why don't you enjoy it?"
"That's because…!" Akashi held the teddy so tight Kouki was afraid the teddy's neck would break. "Because you didn't call me by my name…!"
Kouki blinked once. Twice. Thrice. "Eh…EH?!" He blushed and he believed that his face looked really ridiculous right now. "Your na-name? But—but I can't do that, I mean it's you and…"
"What's wrong with me?" Akashi frowned. "Do you like me or not?"
"I—I like you!" Kouki immediately answered. Akashi's cheeks were covered in a faint pink as he jolted in surprise.
"Then why won't you call my given name?"
"Because… I'm afraid you won't like it, see… You're that Akashi Seijuurou, everyone knows you especially for your attitude and appreciation towards discipline and…and… You like being with a perfect man, don't you? So I'm nervous and I don't think calling you by your name is…" Koiki blurted out everything which pent up inside his mind as he awaited for Akashi's response. When he didn't say something, Kouki looked down. "Sorry…if I have disappointed you…"
He felt a warm hand touching his hands and gripped them gently. It was warm and comfortable. "Kouki… You know I'm not that strict…" A voice whispered right in front of his face, Kouki could feel and smell Akashi's breathe, it was blissful. "Just be yourself. And although you might not see it, I am unsure about what should I do today, too," he chuckled, "…I didn't know how to react properly, I have never done anything like this before especially…with a boyfriend." Akashi buried himself into Kouki's shoulder. "This is something new for both of us and I know that next time will be better…much."
Kouki nuzzled his head to the warmth and thickness of Akashi's red locks. There will be a next time. He smiled and hummed. And for the next moment, he sensed a shiver from Akashi's body and he became warmer. Kouki leaned closer to Akashi's red ear. "Are you alright? Do you have a fever?"
Akashi pushed himself off from Kouki's slight hug and shook his head. "No, this isn't…fever," he responded. That red and gold eyes stared deep to Kouki before they turned away, averting his gaze somewhere else and it was there, the blush. Only now it became clearer as the blush went redder. Knowing that he couldn't hide it any longer, Akashi growled and hid his face with the teddy. "I'm…embarrassed that's all."
Kouki's heart skipped a beat. So even Akashi Seijuurou can get embarrassed. He laughed and closed his mouth right after he received a killing glare from the red head. Kouki touched Akashi's hands and lowered the teddy to get a better view of his face. It was nice, seeing Akashi who was now fully his. But it wasn't enough. Plus, the look Akashi gave him now…was too tempting. He swallowed and made their distance only one millimeter. "S-Seijuurou," he whispered, unsure.
Akashi was stunned and he felt that shiver again. He gulped and held his teddy tighter. "K-Kouki." Akashi couldn't believe that he stuttered. He knew that Kouki himself uncertain about his action right now. Besides…something inside Kouki's voice when he said his name… It was loving and…lustful, at the same time; it was scary. But an Akashi couldn't get scared easily. He decided to end this conversation and headed back to the street but—
"I will kiss you now."
There was a hint of possessiveness within determination in that tone. Akashi looked surprised and he froze in his place when a pair of lips touched his, gently. Both boys shivered and unconsciously leaned closer to feel more of that soft warmth. And as for Kouki, driven by his sudden lust he moved rougher and deeper. He tried to insert his tongue by licking Akashi's lips but those soft lips wouldn't budge. He gripped firmly Akashi's waist. When Akashi looked at the arms he wanted to ask but suddenly Kouki grinded himself against Akashi, creating frictions between them. Akashi gasped, which became a chance for Kouki to probe his tongue in.
It felt too much for Akashi since it was his first time but damn it felt good at the same time. He closed his eyes and forced himself not to let out any weird noises. But then, Kouki asked more. That hands roamed through his chest and massaged it. Akashi pulled away with a soft gasp and swallowed as he panted hard. He noticed Kouki doing the same too but seemingly dazed because he was pushed. When Kouki tried to reach him again, Akashi shook his head and touched his lips with his forefinger.
"Kouki…no," he said with an ordering look. "We…will do this step by step. For now…just a kiss… Do you understand?"
Kouki was disappointed but he would do anything for that man. The way that shoulder regained his composure again and those hetero-chromatic eyes seemed ready to kill him if he didn't listen… Oh how he loved this guy. Kouki nodded timidly, suppressing his hunger for that sinful lips.
"And I've been thinking… Just call me 'Akashi'," Akashi said, fidgeting. "Hearing you say my name after that kiss…makes me think more and it isn't good. Understood?"
He laughed. Damn he's so cute. Kouki took Akashi's hand and stepped to the street. "Okay, if that's what you want…Seijuurou," he teased. Oh how he enjoyed the sight of Akashi blushed once more…but the hit he received on his waist was painful enough to make him curled on the ground with Akashi pouted beside him.
This is nice, the date.
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Every once a week, they would meet up mostly at Seirin's gym which gave Akashi opportunity to see his former teammate, Kuroko. They would usually have a chat about basketball, how Kuroko developed himself and how to train with Kagami to reach maximum potential or such. Akashi's advices were all so good and straight to the main point; he actually helped Seirin with his own way although not in every aspect.
Sometimes Akashi would just sit and observe. And sometimes, when Kouki was in the court playing, he fidgeted and looked like he was cheering him. However when it's time to be just the two of us in the gym, Kouki would approached him slowly and ruffled that red locks. Then he would whisper Akashi's name on his ear, drinking the shiver which undeniably seen from Akashi's body. Only after Akashi returned his look, he would leaned in and kissed him. It was sweet as always.
The date would go on smoothly, they already went to cinema, theme park, or taking a stroll down the street like their first time. And as the time went by, the awkwardness had gotten less bothering than before.
But a boy will be always a boy and a boy needed to do something a boy gotta do.
Kouki had his urge to sex pent up painfully.
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end of chapter 1
soooo that's the first chapter! next one...yes, there will be smut but a problem will occur and i think you can already guess what it is? see you on the next chapter! hope i satisfy you, lovely readers!
yaaay!