Title:You can't help who you love

Summary: This is the story about love, that is not supposed to be. It's about a woman who fell in love with someone she shouldn't have. Why? Because the man is a stepbrother of a girl that she killed by an accident. What's gonna happen? If he forgives her? If she can move on? If she decides to ignore her feelings? And the most important thing – If he is able to feel something to her, something other then hate and intention of revenge? Let's see.

Rating: T for language and violence.

'Ships: Ana/Boone centric, also Sana and Bawyer ;D. A little bit of Jana, Cana and maybe some Jate. Mentions of Skate and Shoone.

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Chapter 1 – "Where is she?!"

"Where is she?!"

"Boone, please, you have to calm down..."

"I asked you where she was, Jack!"

He sighed heavily and stated:

"Boone, you're angry and--"

"Angry?!" he interrupted "No, Jack! She killed Shannon! This is something way WAY more! Now you tell me where the hell is she?!"

Jack stared at him long and finally replied:

"She's in the hatch. She's got a shift."

"Is she alone?" Boone asked.

" I --"

"Is she?!"

Jack sighed and looked down.

"Yeah. She's alone there."

Boone turned around and started walking away.

"Hey! What are you gonna do?!"

Boone didn't care about Jack's yells. He was running fast through the jungle thinking about Shannon. He knew long time ago that she had loved Sayid but he was still into her. Boone opened the front door and slammed it behind him. He entered the kitchen and saw her. Ana Lucia. She was completely different than he had imagined her. She had long, black curls covering her shoulders. Her eyes were dark and her skin was bronze. She was wearing black tank top and tight jeans. He sized her up. He realized that he had been praying. Why couldn't she be an ugly witch?

"Excuse me?" She interrupted his thoughts brutally. "Damn, why couldn't she be an ugly witch!?" He thought. Then he looked up and glared at her. And she frowned. She had no idea who he was.

"Are you Ana?" Boone snapped.

"Yeah, and who are you?"

He gazed coldly at her and replied:

"I'm Boone. Shannon's stepbrother."

Ana froze immediately. She looked down, her eyes expressing fear. Boone swallowed and snapped in low voice:

"You killed her."

"I'm s---"

"Don't even dare to tell me you're sorry! - Boone yelled at her and she shook a little. She swallowed and looked at him scared:

"It was an accident"

"Shut up!"

She took a step back and he stepped forward.

'You're gonna pay for it!"

"Please, calm d---"

"I said shut up!"

Ana's back hit the wall and Boone took out a gun. He pointed it at her and she was pinned to the wall by her fear, unable to move.

"This is for Shannon!"

Ana closed her eyes and when Boone was about to pull a trigger somebody yelled:

"Wait!"

Boone turned around still pointing the gun at her. It was Sayid. Ana opened her eyes.

"What?!" Boone yelled.

"I said wait" Sayid added calmly.

"And you are saying that! She killed Shannon!"

"I know what she did." Sayid stated coldly "It was an accident."

"An accident?! Shannon's dead!"

Sayid blinked quickly and looked at Ana. She could see how much he wanted to kill her too, but something was stopping him. Sayid looked back at Boone and stepped closer.

"Give me the gun."

Boone laughed coldly.

"No!"

"Listen, it is not going to change anything" Sayid said calmly "Now please, give it to me."

Boone glared at Ana and noticed tears rolling down her cheeks. He suddenly in spite of himself felt guilty. He slowly put the gun down and handed it to Sayid., who took it and left without a word. Boone turned back to look at Ana, who was still pinned up against the wall. He slowly walked away. in the doorway he glanced at her. She was sitting on the floor sobbing.

A/N: Okay, so that would be the first chapter. I don't know how many chapters I'm gonna update here. But I am far ahead now in writing but I just have to lay it from my notebook to files in computer. ;)

So It will be definitely Bana (I mean Boone and Ana xD) . But it will also be Sana and a little bit of Jate, Kana, Jana and Koone. And mentions of Skate and Shoone.

I hope you'll like it.

And by the way, English is not my first language. If you find a mistake (and I bet you will xD) please write it in review! I would really appreciate it! ;)

R&R