A/N: Ok so here's my new story idea I'm going to be doing song fics in two parts to make up almost mini stories so each update will be a single one shot to multiple songs. Hope you like it! I own nothing not any of the characters or songs.

I never told you - Based on the song by Colbie Caillet

I miss those Blue eye's

How you kiss me at night

I miss the way we sleep

The grey waves rolled in at first beach in La push crashing violently against the rocks. It was a cold 47 degrees out and she knew she shouldn't be sitting out there but nothing would ease the ache in her chest. Her black hair whipped around her face in the breeze it would be tangled when she left but she didn't care how she looked anymore. None of that was important if he wasn't around anymore.

Like there's no sunrise

Like the taste of your smile

I miss the way we breathe

Everyone had told her that it would be tricky. That she could ruin everything or she could gain everything. Loving a brother's best friend was tricky business. But she had been so sure. They had known each other forever so loving him seemed like the most natural thing ever. As they grew older their friendship grew as their friendship grew feelings started to arise. It would start with a smile and then a touch , and then he kissed her. The first time had been on the cheek it was innocent enough, but it made her heart soar.

But I never told you

What I should have said

No, I never told you

I just held it in

Alice wiped her eyes quickly hoping it would stop the oncoming tears. But it seemed with that and the cold wind it just made the tears prickle harder. A sob escaped her mouth as she bent over looking down the Cliffside. The second time Jasper had kissed her she had been sitting in her parents yard under the twinkle lights that covered the gazebo. She had been sitting outside alone when she heard his footsteps approach he said she looked like a fair the way the light bounced off her dewy white dress. She had leaned into his shoulder to laugh when he leaned over and kissed her at first it was quick and they both pulled apart afraid of what had just taken place. Before either could say a word he leaned back in and tilted her chin up towards him and placed a slow soft kiss on her lips.

And now ,

I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you

And after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you

Jasper pulled away finally and jumped back like he had been shocked. His eye's scanned the yard to make sure no one else was around and when his blue eyes finally settled on Alice she could read it all. He was afraid. He mumbled a quick apology before running back into the house.

I see your blue eyes

Every time I close mine

You make it hard to see

Where I belong to

When I'm not around you

It's like I'm not with me

But I never told you, what I should have said

No I never told you, I just held it in

And now,

I miss everything about you

Can't believe I still want you

And after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you

Alice's body shivered with a feeling other than cold as she laid along the cold rock of the cliff watching the waves continue to roll in. She never should have told her friends about her feelings. Maybe things wouldn't have changed if she had just kept quiet. She would have rather had Jasper in her life as a friend than not have him at all. And Rose had to go along and ruin everything today. A new wave of tears racked her small frame as she thought about the lunchtime events.

They had all been sitting together at lunch Rose was next to Emmett and Bella next to Edward. Jasper had been sitting across the table from Alice next to his sister Rose. Bella was playing with Alice's long hair commenting on how she was so happy she had talked her into growing it out. They had all been laughing around when prom was brought up. Rose turned to Alice who had her eye's closed so she wouldn't watch Jasper. " Alice who are you going to prom ? We are all going with our respectable others" Alice looked a Rose and shrugged. " I don't know Rose I haven't given it much thought." Rose threw her head back and let out a very uncharacteristic cackle. " Jasper you should just ask her it's not like she'd say not to you. As in love with you as she is."

Alice sucked her breath in and dropped the can of coke she was holding in her hand. It hissed and sprayed everyone sitting at the table. While they were to busy wiping the offending drink of them Alice turned her head to Jasper whose blue eyes were trying to read her face. She watched as he pushed back in his chair shaking his head before storming out of the room.

She was aware she was hyperventilating by the time Bella reached her side. Before she could say anything to her friend she shook her head and ran out the other side of the cafeteria and to her car. It was pouring out when she got into the car her skirt was soaked but she didn't care. She had to get as far away from here as she could. She didn't care she almost took her friend out as she peeled out of the parking lot leaving Rose screaming behind her.

Alice cried until she felt empty. Her eyes were red and puffy and raw. Her whole body was shaking. They would never understand they would never leave their love bubbles. To look back and remember what it was like before they had Emmett and Edward. They didn't remember the loneliness and emptiness that only that person could fill. She felt whole with him. She could be Alice the real Alice like it was the easiest thing. Was she so bad that she didn't deserve to be loved?

Maybe she should have told him herself. But it was too late for that now. He couldn't get away from her quick enough from the looks of it. Had she read all his signals wrong. He looked pained when he heard Rosalie's confession. How would she go on now. Her friend's surely wouldn't change their group arrangement to accommodate their third wheel not when it meant giving up time with their boyfriends.

Alice stood up dusting herself off and wiping her eyes one last time. She knew what she had to do she would move on make new friends she knew she couldn't ask them do that for her. Not when she didn't know if she would have been able to do that for them if the roles had been reversed. She watched as the sun broke through the grey clouds. It cast a gold glow off the surface of the water. It reminded her of how the sun would bounce off of his blond hair. She sighed as she headed towards her car she had messed it all up and now it couldn't be changed. She would move on without him.

But I never told you

What I should have said

No I never told you

I just held it in

And now,

I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you

And after all the things that we've been through

I miss everything about you

Without you

Her body seemed to drag in slow motion as she headed to the car she kicked the rocks as she walked around. She stopped dead in her tracks when she heard a whisper " Alice." Her tears welled up at the tricks her mind was playing on her. Why did she have to hear his voice now when she was trying to move on. She knew it was because she would never be able to get over him. He was it for her weather he knew it or not her heart knew. " Alice." She smiled this time at the memory of her voice.

Lifting her eyes to see her car she stopped dead in her tracks.

Heart stopped.

Her breath caught.

He was standing there.

She was frozen in place as the tears threatened to fall again. " Jasper what are you doing here?" He wrung his hands in each other before taking a breath. " I was watching you." She dropped her head so her hair fell in a curtain around her face. She wouldn't let him see her cry. " Wh…why were you watching me…To come and laugh at me Jasper?"

She heard him walk closer to her and he reach out before quickly pulling his arm back into himself as if he had been burned. " No Alice I would never do that to you." She shook her head quickly bringing her eyes up to meet his blue ones. " Then why are you here…."

He was standing directly in front of her now. " Because Alice….I miss everything about you…"

Alice's head shot up at his confession and…..

A/N: Okay so here is Alice's part of the story the next part will be Jaspers and it will close this one shot out. So now you can see the order I'll be doing the song fics in. I would love to have song recommendations. The wont continue onto this story but be a totally new fic of their own. I hope you enjoyed and review please.