It's all so dull. Almost as dull as that horrid false personality. That passive girl who doesn't exist. I named her Kotori. Everyone knows me as Kotori Minami. Legally, my name is Satomi Minami. I was born an incredibly intelligent person. Naturally, I saw everyone less intelligent below me, which is everyone around me of course, and let me tell you that those below me are always so boring. So what do I do? I mess with them. I never make myself known, though. I wouldn't want to make myself known, they'd probably try to stop me, and I like that sense that I've done just punishment upon this world silently, like a god. Like the god I am.
Eventually, I started to sleep in school. I wasn't learning anything at all, so why not? My internal clock, as well as everything about me, is excellent, so I thought I could get away with it. At first it worked pretty well. But one night, things ended up very strangely. You see, every time I fall asleep in class now, I wake up much later in my own home. I'm standing when I awaken, so I'm not simply moved there. Sometimes a day, sometimes a week, once it was a month. When I awaken everyone also speaks of me and to me in ways that they wouldn't had I not had something in mind, and I know I don't because I am extraordinarily well organized with how I do things and had I woken up without even a year of memory I could figure out what happened. I'm not stupid, so I've put together by now that Kotori, at some point, gained a mind of her own.
Since then I have been going in and out of her control. Eventually, I learned to wake myself up while she is in control. However, I can't do anything. I can only watch as she does things that I perceive as a living hell, so I tend to stay asleep until she loosens her grip. All of this inane garbage she lives through...Anywhere but with these guys. These Muse guys. They're kind of freaks, but scratched past the surface they're boring as well. I tried to set up ways to get myself and her out of this school but she refuses to go. At least, though, I've been given solace with the fact that one of them is actually someone I'd like to look into.
Nico's speech, and what I've seen of her family life, seem to indicate some very strange connections. I'll say it outright, I suspect her father to be of a supernatural nature. Even thinking something like that would exist was something I'd dismiss off the bat before I met her and saw some of the things in her home. Now I have to investigate. I'll be there for her next trip out to those woods. She won't know it, but I'll be there. I'll find out where it is she goes and what it is she goes for. It may even kill me.
How fun.